TAEMIN'S POV 

"taemin-ah, noona must go now, my flight is going to boarding soon. take care yourself arraso?" she said as she hugging me for the last time i think. If i can stop the time i really want to do it right now. right when she hug me. 

"noona, are you really should go now? i mean why don't you finished your high school first?" i asked her with my hand still holding her hand. i can't let go her. really can't, man i still need her. 

"haha no taeminiee, believe me, I really want to spare more time with you but you know it was my family decision to leave seoul and  move to Germany. you know i can't changed it right?" 

"uuughh! but next week's my birthday! I want you to come!!" 

"I promise i'll sent you a present, now Taemin, I should really go bye!! I'll Miss you!!" she takes her hands off and go with a smile on her face. there's no more time, now i must tell her. 

"Noona! I love you! Please don't go!!"  I screamed that word but unfortunately she's already get into the boarding room.

I wake up from my sleep time. ugh! not that dream again! it's already 2 years after she go. and that last sentence I told her, I don't even know she heard me or not. but at least i've already said it. I really want her to know that my feeling's to her is not only like dongsaeng and noona. But i love her even more. next week after she go she gave me this bear for my birthday and a letter. i've read that letter a hundred time it says, 

"Taeminniee happy sweet 16 birthday! hope you grow to be a great man and I wish you success with your career! hey do you know what Taem? it's only a week since i leave you but I've missed you like hell. do you miss me? hope so hehe ;-P mianhae Taeminnie, Noona can't go back to seoul soon. I promise when i'm going to seoul, I'll tell you :-)  oh! i bought you a teddy bear wish you'll always remember your noona! -K" 

after i received her letter i replied it with this letter,

"Noona! i miss you even more! Thank you very much for the teddy bear! ofcourse i'll always remember you :-D. oh, noona have you ever heard our song's name replay? it says,

wish I could be where you are 

somehow you came and changed my everything

when you're not around
I just feel a little down
this is kinda silly right... it's not okay to me

when we're together
every moment that I treasure
like a movie that I
replay replay replay

you know you're my M.V.P., no one else has got what I need
when it's just us two, I get shy but then you keep it so cool
the way you're always watching out for me
and although I wanna believe
tell me I'm not just imagining..

honestly, noona, I love you. I wanna be with you forever in my life. with lots of love, Taemin."

i haven't got any replied from my letter till now.maybe she's rejecting me huh? i've been miserable since that. and I don't have any idea where the hell is she now. 

"Taemin-ah you've woke up huh?" said the Manager.

"yea ..what is that?" i see a envelope  in his hand.

"i found a letter in front of our door, hmm let see for who." wish. it mine. wish. it mine. 

"it's for you taemin." ..YEAH

"huh?! seriously? let me see!" i read the name and found it's her. 

"kamsahamida! i'll be right back!!" i opened the envelope and read it carefully.

"dear, taeminnie, i'll go back to seoul for a 2week holiday  next week on monday . see you there at the airport :)"

what.. just it? you're not replied my feelings? but I really happy i cud die next week monday i'll meet her and i'll make sure i confess my feeling to her. i cant wait no more.

---to be continued---

hello for this chapter i only telling you about taemin's sad love story :( will update the minstal, twin, and jongsica later hehe :D hope you like it!