CONFESSION..^^
I'M GOING CRAZY.. BECAUSE OF YOU..(너 때문에 미쳐)
Hyunseung POv
"I'm sorry junhyung .."
That's all I can say now. This is my fault, if I weren't provoked and didn't become angry easily, just because.. junhyung doesn't remember our kiss, this definitely will not happen...*sigh*..., I should have knew.. when he was ill, only natural that he acted under his consciousness.
But because of my childish behavour...*pout*,.. I even got someone else in trouble, Dongwoonie...
What about him?, it seems to me that Kikwang has also fallen for him... I'm glad... at least my plan worked, but it means... I've hurt kikwang too.
"Hyung, are you Ok?!" asked Dongwoon in panic. Who wouldn't seeing me laying on the floor crying my heart out. I shook my head weakly and Dongwoon quickly helped me sit down.
"What's wrong? what happened? what did he do to you?" he asked in a row, I smiled at him and his hair.
"I'm fine" I replied. Dongwoon looked at me, worried. And then slowly wiped my tears.
"Then.. don't cry.." he said, I chuckled and nodded.
"Dongwoon-ah .."
"Ne .."
"Have you talked with KiKwag?" Dongwoon face flushed at my question, then he slowly shook his head,
"Wae?" I asked with my eyebrows raised.
Dongwoon just sighed softly.
"I don't dare..." He replied and looking down. So cute this kid. I smiled and hugged him tightly.
"You are stupid... you better tell him how do you feel or you'll regret it .. "I whispered, dongwoon hugged me back and nodded.
I took off my arms and stared at him.
"palliii...!!.. tell him that you love him and get him .. " I said, dongwoon stared at me doubtfully.
"But hyung ..."
"Go... or you want to massage me again ..??" I said with a threatening tone, dongwoon scowled and stood up.
"Ne ... okay, okay. Arasseo, hyung. I'll tell my feelings for him ...and I'll get him. Son Dongwoon you are so handsome...so..fighting..!!" he said encouragingly himself, I chuckled seeing it. Like I said, so cute this Kid.
"yapz..... Dongwoon-ah fighting .." I exclaimed happily, he smiled sweetly at me and left.
I was paused again ..
"I hope they get together .." I said quietly.
I sighed and walked out of the room and sat down beside Yoseob.
Yoseob and doojoon looked at me curiously.
"Exactly what happened between you and them?" doojoon asked me, I shook my head.
"Nothing..." I said softly, yoseob immediately hugged me.
"your eyes!!... hemm... You've been crying, right?, it's your birthday, hyung. You should be happy... not sad like this... you can make yourself happy ..so try to be happy .. " I smiled at yoseob.
"Thanks .." doojoon and yoseob just smiled back.
Dongwoon POV
I sighed staring at the door with my heart that didn't stop to racing.
I will express my feelings to kikwang, I don't care if he likes me or not. About the kiss ...I'm not sure if he did it because he likes me... or maybe he did it, so I don't kiss Hyunseung hyung. However... he liked Hyunseung hyung right ..?? he certainly wouldn't like that Hyunseung hyung got kissed by someone else ..but why did not he just kissed hyunseung hyung..and not me ... why did he kiss me... Could it be that he really likes me?... if that's true ...eotteohke ... I'm so glad..>////<.
"Dongwoon .." I awoke from my daydream, seeing kikwang already standing in front of me, We looked at each other until he turned his face away from me.
Eh .. Why was his face very, very red when he saw me?
"ehmm.."
"....."
"I...I want to talk, hyung..." I said nervously, kikwang just nodded, and then invited me into his room.
Our long silence..*sigh..* we just look at each other without knowing what to say ..
"What happenes?" he asked, I tried to calm my heart.
"I'm .. why .. earlier .. ehmm "
ukkhh ... when did I become so nervous. Kikwang looked at me, but when I stared back at him, he looked down again.
"I'm sorry ..." he said quietly, I looked at him didn't understand.
"For what ..?"
"Because .... I.... well... for kissing you ... forgive me .. "I paused, I noticed his face getting flushed.
"Why did you do that?"
Kikwang Pov
"Why did you do that?" he asked, I was silent, didn't dare look at his face, I was afraid that he will know my feelings.
"I Just...I'm... I do not know... " I replied nervously, I could feel Dongwoon's eyes on me. What!!.. Was he angry because I kissed him ..??
"You do not know ..??" he asked again.
"I'm .. I'm .. just .." dongwoon walked towards me.
"just?" I felt my heart beating out of control when he stood right before me.
"I ..." He grabbed both my cheeks and forced me to look at his eyes.
"Answer me. why did you do that?" he asked as he looked at me sharply, his touch makes me feel very hot, I think I'll faint from nervousness. >///<
"Answer me?" he said hoarsely,I could feel his breath hitting my face. If things keep going like this I'll faint in no time. I can't even breathe properly now.
"Um ... I don't know ..." I said, trying to push him, but of course he's stronger.
"Why?" Hemm .. he's very stubborn.
"Why did you kiss me?" I can't stand it anymore.
"why..??"
"STOP just stop...It's because, I don't like you kissing hyunseung, I don't like it.. when you touch someone else, I don't know why I act like this ..I can't stop thinking about you, my heart beats so fast when I'm near you, even I...I can't even sleep without thinking about you ...!! " I said breathlessly.
Dongwoon look frozen to hear what I said..
"You.. are you ... you love me?" He asked incredulously.
"Yes..Yes ... I love you ... are you satisfied..?? .. I love you ..even though .. you didn't love me back .. I love you..although I know the person you love is not me but junhyung .. or maybe hyunseung ..but I really love you .. I don't care if you don't return my feeling...most importantly I love you, and ... " my words was stopped when he suddenly kissed me, my eyes widen and my body felt weak.
Dongwoon broke the kiss and looked at me, while I --of course, I was still stunned with stupid face-- stared at him.
"Hyung .."
"...."
"Hyung .. are you okay ..??"
"..."
"Hyung ..!!!" I startled when dongwoon kissed my forehead, I blinked my eyes and stared at him. I'm sure my face is red tomato right now.
"Hemm .. thank you .. "he smiled sweetly and kissed my lips again.
"What ....??" I asked, confused, dongwoon chuckled.
"All you said earlier ... it's wrong ..I never liked hyunseung hyung or junhyung hyung,.. there is only one person who fills my heart ...unfortunately.. that boy ..well you know.. is a little bit stupid and slow ..,so I decided to pretend dating hyunseung hyung..in order to make him jealous .. and it worked .. finally .. he also loves me .. " I was surprised to hear that, I just stunned and stared in disbelief.
he also loves me ..??.
"who is ...?" I asked silly, dongwoon tutting irritably, then kissed my lips again for the umpteenth time.
"Of course you. It's You!! Babo" my eyes widen, my cheeks felt hot again.
Am I dreaming ...??, if God wants to take away my life right now..I'm willing ... he just said he loves me *hurrrrayy..><..*... I'm willing to die NoW ... uhhh ...!! Wait a minute .. I don't want to die .. I wanna be with my woonie .. ckckck ... kikwang baboya.
"You love me ...??" I asked, trying to catch his eye dongwoon smiled very sweetly..achh I'm going to melt soon.
"Yes .. I love you ... " without realizing the tears falling down on my cheeks, dongwoon looked at me shocked.
"what's wrong ..??.. Why are you crying ..?? " he asked frantically, I shook my head, he did not know I was crying because I'm very happy.
"please..don't cry ... just answer me .. hyung..ehmm ani..kwangie would you be my boyfriend?" he asked softly.
I nodded as a responce.
"I do... I want to ...I love you ...I love you so much.. son dongwoon " I said, hugging him tightly, he hugged me back and kissed my hair gently
And our story begins from now ..
TBC..
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