Xiumin’s POV

I buried my face into my pillow after watching a movie on YouTube. I wish I hadn’t watched it though. The main actor achieved all his dreams and he found a girl who loves him more than anything. Watching it made me feel so lonely and useless in this life. I’m not even allowed to follow my dreams and apparently no one really cares about me, except my family off course. But even when I’m around them I still feel lonely, I feel like I don’t belong there, we always argue and fight especially with my father since he doesn’t  want to listen to me at all and he just doesn’t understand me. Honestly, if my life turned out to be a fail I will blame him and hate him for the rest of my existence and maybe even after my death.

All negative thoughts were just roaming around inside my mind. *Katalk* my phone interrupted my thoughts. Before unlocking my cell phone I prayed it would be Luhan, I don’t even know why.

It is him. I smiled.

Girlsdaylovaa: Minseok lets hangout tomorrow together. Me and you only, okay? (9:46)

Musicfreak: Yes please! I need to get the hell out of here. (9:46)

Girlsdaylovaa: Good good ^^ I want to get out of here too. (9:46)

Musicfreak: Let’s ask Lay and Kai to join us or maybe the others too. (9:47)

Girlsdaylovaa: No. I don’t want to hangout with anyone else. (9:47)

Musicfreak: Why? (9:48)

Girlsdaylovaa: I told you I usually don’t like company. (9:48)

Musicfreak: But I’m company, why only me? (9:48)

Girlsdaylovaa: You are my best friend. J (9:49)

Musicfreak: haha since when? (9:50)

Girlsdaylovaa: Since now. Haha. (9:51)

Musicfreak: Okay fine, so we are official best fiends now. It’s so weird :p haha. Girls talk. You know when girls will be talking about how much they love each other and that they are best friends and :p we are doing that now. Haha (9:52)

Girlsdaylovaa: Haha ikr? But who cares since it’s only between us. Best friend. Haha (9:52)

Musicfreak: let’s change it to best buddy or best mate rather than best friend. I feel like a girl. Haha (9:53)

Girlsdaylovaa: haha sure sure. So when will we meet tomorrow? (9:53)

Musicfreak: How about at 10 in the morning to go have breakfast and stuff? (9:53)

Girlsdaylovaa: Yes yes. Okay in front of our rooms. (9:54)

Musicfreak: Deal! I will sleep now. (9:54)

Girlsdaylovaa: Me too. Good night. (9:54)

Musicfreak: Night. (9:55)

End of conversation.

I threw my phone away and my night routine of thinking about Luhan before sleep started. Luhan has this cute thing that he always does. When he repeats the word twice, like how he always say *yes yes* or *good good* It is so cute that it hurts.

I woke up at 9 am, showered, dressed up well and relaxed a bit on bed before going out to meet Luhan.

As usual he is outside his room waiting for me. I wonder why he is always early.

“So where shall we go for breakfast?” Luhan asked with a bright smile.

“Ummm how about bread shop?” I said excited.

“Yes yes.” He did it again, repeating the word. Aghh my heart can’t handle this anymore. I wish I can tell him how adorable he is when he does that.

After 20 minutes of walking and talking non-stop about soccer we finally arrived to the nearest bread shop/bakery. We ordered a variety of bread and decided to share. Bread is always served with milk. We sat down facing each other with bread covering the table.

“What shall we start with? I’m dying from excitement here.” I was really hungry and my stomach w