Xiumin’s POV

“Wake up Minseok!” Lay woke up me up with his loud annoying voice.

“Leave me sleep a bit, I don’t have any lectures today.” I replied with my sleepy voice.

“No man wake up now, there is something important.”

“What?” I was curious.

“Today we will perform on stage.”

“What?” I jumped off bed and tried to gain my conciseness. “Perform? On stage?”

“YES! We need to practice and find a name for our band before tonight.”

“OMG!” I was excited enough that my hands were just flowing around. “Where? And when exactly? And how?”

“Well, the last week I have been trying to befriend with the owner of “Pink Panda” and I succeeded. So I asked him if I can perform on stage yesterday and he sent me a message right now telling me he agreed to let us perform and if he liked us he will sign a contract with us for a year!”

“Oh god. I think I can die from excitement, I’m not kidding. But what exactly is “Pink Panda”?”

“It is like a bar in campus but a bar without alcohol since alcohol is forbidden inside campus. But how come you don’t know about it? It is the hangout of every single student in campus. Lol”

“Really? I didn’t know about it until now.” We giggled.

“I will call Chanyeol to come and start making plans.”

“Good. I will take a quick shower.”

My body finally felt relaxed after the water was lingering through it. But still, my mind was not at rest. I’m still thinking about him.

About Luhan.

A whole week passed from the last time we talked when I hurt him. Even though I see him every day at night while doing the public service we didn’t talk at all. I miss talking to him and laughing with him but what bothers me most, is that he didn’t even bother to glance at me the whole time. He must’ve hated me now. Now that I insulted him, he must’ve been disgusted from even seeing me.

I want to talk to him so bad.

I want to say I’m sorry.   

I finally gathered up my courage to talk to Luhan. I got out of the shower and grabbed my cell phone and quickly started a conversation with Luhan.

Musicfreak: Today I will perform in Pink Panda at 7 pm. Can you come? (9:23)

The message was seen but he didn’t reply. I was right. He hates me.

I threw my phone away and started practicing for our first performance with Lay and Chanyeol. We were practicing in the music room of the university since we don’t have any instruments in our dorm rooms. Lay was playing the piano and Chanyeol was playing drums. I was off course singing and playing the guitar. We tried to choose an easy song to start with since we only have few hours to practice. But we still didn’t choose a name for our band.

2 hours already passed. I was checking my cell phone every 5 minutes to see if Luhan replied but he didn’t.

I wish he would reply.

I wish he would come.

Luhan’s POV

“So exactly how do you feel?” I asked Kyungso while sitting at the food court with him.

“I don’t understand your question.” Kyungso replied.

“I mean how do feel when you see any guy?” I tried to find an answer to my questions which is related to Minseok and especially if I’m gay or not.

“Nothing.” Kyungso answered.

“Nothing? But you said you are gay.”

“Yes I’m gay but that doesn’t mean that I like all the guys in the world. I’m just like any normal guy who falls in love with only one person but the only differenc