I’m home

In my apartment.. alone without the members

I wished baby Harin was here with me

After locking the door I walked straight to my bed I ignored everything I held settled on the floor.

Only carrying my cellphone with me.

I breathe in a familiar scent as I collapsed on my bed her sweet perfume was still stuck on my pillowcase. I hugged the pillow and in her fragrance like an addict for a few minutes before deciding to take a shower.

Mouthing the words I LOVE YOU of no sound as I stared at the sky of blue painted ceiling… I felt so much love for this ceiling of the sky, as it reflects my namesake and a reminace of her face while we kissed.

--Bathroom--

My phone rang..

To my surprise it was her..

Why are you calling me unnie?

You never called.

Do you miss me too?

Chaerin: “Unnie?”

Dara:”CL-roo~ hi”

Chaerin:”unnie missed me?” I smiled through my soul... I miss you

Dara:”I miss your voice”

Chaerin:”Listen to Nappeun Gizibe ”

Dara:”Played it more than 21x”

Chaerin:”Unnie loves me only 21x”

Dara:”I love Baby-rin 21x more than she loves me”

I giggled to myself

Dara:”Its about CHAERA”

Chaerin: “What about it?”

Dara:”I think I Chaerin-shi had the right to know”

Oh my, Does she feel uncomfortable with me now? Is it because we’re shipped and we’re both girls?

Chaerin:”There’s nothing wrong with loving some-“

Dara: “I’m a fan”

Chaerin:”one.. huh?”

Dara:”I ship us too”

I laughed, it’s amusing

Chaerin:”Please don’t call me oppa again”

Dara:”Yes oppa~ I mean Baby-rin”

Dara:”Are you watching She-came-from-the-stars like you promised unnie?”

Chaerin:”wait a sec I need to get out of the bath first ”

Dara:”So y!”

I almost slipped when she said that, I felt embarrassed as though she had eyes through cellular phones.

Dara: ”I heard something, Are you ok?”

Chaerin:”I almost got into an accident” I kept talking with my usual tone hoping that she wouldn't notice.

Dara:”Be careful Baby-rin”

Chaerin:”Ok, just wait a sec” I dressed as we talked on the phone

Dara:”Are you in pajamas now?”

Chaerin:”Yes”

Dara:”Turn on the tv”

Dara-unnie bought me this 42inch black LED tv as a late house warming gift.

We watched and talked over the phone until the program ended. I turned the tv and the lights off and went back to my bedroom.

Chaerin: “I’ll hang-up now”

Dara:”Ok, Sweet dreams my Baby-rin”

Chaerin:”Goodnight unnie dream about me”

I hang-up first and kissed my phone 

Goodnight my love..