Heaven. It would look like heaven.. It was now pouring out down out of a clear blue sky.. I could feel it warm and heal not just the wounds in my heart but the scars that lacerated a soul as well. If I could I wouldn’t leave this place but …

In my heart I knew her

“I love you”

It touched me those words I longed to hear... In return it haunt me

As I was about to sleep in the bamboo hut I rented… my closet door opened  

How creepy..  

“Don’t leave me” Its her voice again repeating on my head had now transferred into the closet

I knew I was no longer alive

What future will we have?

A lonely girl who loved me in her innermost self is now left locked behind a wariness and cynicism of the living world

My sweet, idealistic Chaerin.. She sat at the end of the pale green corridor, nothing more, than a dark silhouette at first as she held a pale hand.

“I’m sorry Baby-rin”

“I made you cry…”

“I’ve been in heaven, but in heaven it's far out for you to reach. ”

“I’m sorry, Omma..  Gaettong-ah… Durami… I love you, I’ll watch over you”

“Baby Minggi..”

“Bommie..Please take good care of Minggi and Baby-rin” I said as I touched her shoulders

"I hope your happy, Be happy okie.. "

I gave them a smile and walked back at the closet door to a the country where the bluest of the water and the sand that waited for me…

"Bye bye"

As I held the closet knob, I turned my head back to look at them

“I’m in love with you, okay”

I heard it again and it made me sad and happy. Tears wouldn’t stop from falling and even souls cry we do regret.

“Am I hearing it right? Baby-rin?”