The inside was worse than the outside

“This wasn’t how I planned it”

I wanted it to be perfect for her. There was suppose to be sand and sea and music playing on steel drums.

I smiled and hummed to Baby I miss you

Bom:”What are you thinking about that makes you hum so sweetly?”

I glanced over my shoulder and saw my bestfriend leaning on the wall behind her.

Dara:“I was thinking about tonight, about the surprise vacation trip I arranged for the four of us.”

Bom:”I’m supposed to be surprised too” she pouted

Dara:”But you already caught me a week ago” I laughed as I moved a potted palm tree into favorable position

Bom:”The reason you accepted two weeks film shooting in Hongkong”

Dara:”Yes, but my casting was suppose to be a secret in exchange of Papa YG’s vacation gift”

Bom:”cutah baby hands” She pointed on my nails

Dara:”Yea Bommie likes it, its Hongkong nail art”

Bom:”How old are you again?” She said unintentionally shaking my shoulder

Dara:”We’re born on the same year ommma”

Bom:”Silly.. Go and get Chaerin’s off the studio while Manager-Oppa and I pick up Minggi-nyah at school”

--Car—

I the mp3 player and sang along with her version of sweat and thoughtful RnB (CL’s demo)

I tightened my grip on the steering wheel as I navigated a hairpin curve the rain is falling hard. Squinting into the darkness, I could recognize the marker of the road a hundred of times on my way to YG..

Baby I miss you...

nega bogo sipeo  

ajik pyohyeonhal su eobtjiman

Boy I miss you so much

neoui moseubi tteoolla haru jongil

All Im doing all day is..

Thinking about you~

In a split of seconds 

There were voices,

it sounded unflappable and far away.

I can hear rainfall pounding as it seemed to be pressing down on my chest.

The horn blared. Rubber squealed on asphalt.

The car glass of hideous shapes as it glimmered of dark red...

The sickening smell of blood had into my lungs..

I can’t move my legs..  

I cried out,

But I couldn’t breathe

from a short second I saw the clear blue sky