yei! and now changmin's side will be unveiled

i hope i didn't upset you with how things went for changmin

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Changmin’s POV

“here goes nothing” I told myself before pressing the door bell

*dingdong*

[annyeong! Who is it?] she answered through the intercom

“it’s me” I answered

[oh… come on in] she said and the gate opened soon after.

I made my way through their living room and sat on the sofa while I waited for her to come down.

“Jaejoong oppa is not around right now” she stated as she walk down the stairs

“I didn’t come for him” I answered

“oh really? So, what brought you here?” she asked

“Can we talk?”

“We already are talking” she coldly answered as she sat on the sofa

“I won’t ask you to take me back because I know it will be futile, I just want to tell you the whole truth and let you understand my reasons” I pleaded

she got up from her seat

“let’s talk somewhere else. I’ll just get my coat” she stated before going upstairs.

It took her a few minutes to get her things. She got on my car. She was silent the whole ride. I glanced at her from time to time while her eyes were fixed on the road. Seeing her close, even now still makes my heart beat like crazy. It was the last year of high school and I just transferred into a new school

 “I’m home!” Jaejoong announces as soon as he entered their house

“oh? no one is home yet?....Make yourself at home Changmin. I’ll just get changed” I just nodded and sat on the sofa as Jaejoong went upstairs

I saw a picture by the side table. I wanted to see it clearly so reached out for it when suddenly the door swung open

“Yah! Kim Jaejoong!” a little girl suddenly rampaged her way in the house. She scanned the living room and spotted me

“where is he?” she asked. I just pointed Jaejoong’s room and she quickly turned to face where I was pointing. Jaejoong came out of his room simultaneously

“Taengoo! You’re home!” Jaejoong welcomed her with open arms but the girl just judo throw him on the floor. My mouth literally dropped seeing what happened.

“Ouch! What did I do wrong?” Jaejoong complained

“you’re so mean oppa. Why did you finish my strawberry ice cream?!” the girl whines

“ah, Mianhe Taeng. Don’t worry I’ll buy you another one, okay?” Jaejoong consoled her

“jinja?” the girl then brightens up and Jaejoong just nods

“yei! Saranghae oppa, you’re the best” she exclaims as she clung to Jaejoong

“oh by the way, Taeng. This is Changmin, he’s a transfer student” Jaejoong introduced me

“Annyeong! I’m Changmin, Shim Changmin” I said as I extended my hand

“Oh, hi! I’m Taeyeon, Kim Taeyeon” she shook my hand and gave out a very beautiful smile

 Years have passed but nothing has changed only that I can’t have her anymore.

The moment I saw her smile, I started to like her. When I looked deep in her eyes, I see beauty illuminating from it. Then I started to fall for her.

I pulled over near the play ground

“why here?” she asked

“because this place holds a lot of our memories” I answered

She heaved a sigh and got out of the car. I followed her. She sat on the swing, like how she usually does.

“how long have you been friends with oppa again” Taeyeon asked while filming a video. The video was intended for Jaejoong and Jungwoon’s birthday.

“two years? I guess” I answered swinging slowly on the swing

“wow, that’s long… so, Changmin oppa…is there anything that you want my oppa to know?”

“nope, he knows everything…”

“eh… really? So, you have a secret that I don’t know?” she asked with her hand on her waist and eye brow furrowing

“yep”

“will you tell me?” she pouted. I stood up and stepped closer to her. she stepped back

“do you really want to know?” I asked as I took another step

“d-d-dae” she stepped back

“really?” I smirked and took another step

“yes” she stepped back. I continued stepping forward while she stepped back until she hit the tree behind her. She tried to move sideways but I stopped her but stretching out my arms and locking her in between

“suki-desu Taeyeon-chan”

“what?”

“that was Japanese for ‘I like you, Taeyeon’. Will you go out with me?”

She was blushing real hard

“you’re blushing…don’t worry Jaejoong knows and also Jungwoon and… mian…. But, I read an entry of your diary and it was stated there that you liked me the moment I smiled at you back then after Jaejoong introduced me to you” I chuckled

“what?! You did?! Oh my god!” she cover her face with her palm

“yah,show me your face” I tried to remove her hands

“no way! It’s so embarrassing”

“Tae… I like you…so much… please be my girlfriend?”

She finally faced me and said “I like you too Oppa, and I would love to be your girlfriend”

This place is where she allowed me to have a special spot in her heart.

In this place, I will leave that spot and set her free

“Mianhe”

She didn’t answer

“I’m sorry for bothering you the other day… and for breaking your heart…”

“I have forgiven you already oppa…” she finally called me oppa once more. That’s Kim Taeyeon, a soft hearted girl. She easily forgives.

 “I’m no longer angry nor am I pain” she answered me. She smiled at me, the smile that I’ve longed for, the smile that I love. I stared at her eyes. She’s telling the truth

“I am relieved then”

“but, I do have a question”

“what is it?”

“why?”

I bit my lips. My chest started to tighten thinking back about that time when I broke up with her. It is my biggest regret

“oppa, mian. Jaejoong oppa suddenly became clingy to me which is why I came late… what is it that you wanted to say?” she spontaneously explained as soon as she arrived where we planned to meet

I understand Jaejoong

“don’t worry Tae… this will be the last”

“what? What do you mean?” surprise was painted all over her face.

“you will no longer need to apologize, this meeting of ours will be the last”

“oppa, I don’t understand… what are you trying to say?” tears were b on her eyes

“I’m saying that we should break up” I controlled my voice trying not to crack and to sound the most convincing

“you’re joking, right?”

I did not answer

“w…why?”

“you’re too young for me” thinking of only age difference as an excuse, I answered her that way

She was speechless but her tears said everything. Seeing her tears pierced my heart a million times. Knowing that I will lose my act seeing her that way, I decided to leave. I can no longer take it.

“I guess I’ve made myself clear. Bye Taeyeon” I said as I stood and left her crying all alone.

Ever since then, I didn’t meet up with Taeyeon. Even if I wanted to see her, hear her, hug her, kiss her… I can’t and I must not. I might beg for her to take me back and go against my resolution.

“I know in my heart you were lying when you said that it was because of our age”

I heaved out a sigh as I sat on the swing beside her

“Do you remember that time when I won my first case and you were abroad with Myungsoo?”

“dae”

“there was a party… there were drinks…. And girls…. I drank and got drunk… a female colleague and I got drunk… then we did what we shouldn’t have done…”

“you impregnated her?!”she stood up in surprise. Her eyes widen at what she heard. I nodded

“dae… it’s a boy… his name is Kyuhyun… he just e last month… I don’t regret having him… I love my little boy” I smiled telling her

“did you marry his mother?”

I shook my head

“wae?”

“because honestly, I still wanted to get back with you Tae… I still love you”

She didn’t answer

“but now, you already cleared out my space in your heart for someone. So, I’ve got no more reasons to not put my resolve into action”

Her eyebrows furrowed.

“I’m taking full responsibility for my actions”

“what do you mean oppa?”

“I’m going to marry Victoria”

“wait…. Victoria…. You mean, Victoria, the lawyer that was Jaejoong oppa’s ex-girlfriend?!” she exclaimed. I nodded and her jaw dropped. I chuckled at her cute reaction.

“but, don’t get it the wrong way, I’m not the reason why they broke up”

“arasseo, arasseo….”

“hahaha, I’m going to marry her for the sake of Kyuhyun and who knows we might learn to love each other, she isn’t ugly afterall” I explained

“how come you hid this from me oppa? I wouldn’t have hated you for the past year” she pouts

“hahaha, I was ashamed of what I did. Mian”

“oppa, let me meet Kyuhyun he’s definitely good-looking I presume” she asks with bright eyes

“ok… but, be there on our wedding” I handed her the invitation that made me personally go to their house to deliver.

“waaaah… of course I will” she smiles brightly and accepts the invitation.

We talked for some time trying to tie loose ends.

“oh, oppa! It’s getting late, I should probably head home I didn’t inform them that I was going out” she explained

“arasseo, I’ll send you home” I told her. We headed to my car but before she entered.

“tae…” I called out

“dae?”

“can I hug you? For the last time in this place?” I asked

“of course oppa” she opened her arms and I hugged her.

‘Goodbye Kim Taeyeon. I love you and I’m setting you free now. I hope you’ll be blessed with a good man’ my heart spoke in silence as I hugged her.

She was mine.

But, I don’t deserve her.