Junsu's P.O.V.

Where were they?? I walked around the park, the lake was to my right. The surface of the water glistened as the sun shone on it. It was pretty, I wanted to take a million pictures of it..

I kept walking around the park, still glancing at the lake once in awhile. When I got to the middle, I walked closer to the lake.

I pulled my shades on and looked around at the fans taking pictures of the lake with their cellphones.

Was the lake that pretty that they used their cellphones to take pictures of the pretty water? I looked farther out at the lake. O_O�

J-Junho & ___-shi? O__O What are they doing swimming in the lake?!! I took off my shades and peered closer at them.�

Suddenly, a fan turned around, then she saw me. "K-Kim Junsu!" she screamed, pointing her finger at me and screaming. Everyone put down their cellphones and snapped their heads to me.�

I gulped and started to run. Oh crap. What a day.�

Junho and ___ killed me inside, and these fans are going to mob me to death.�

___'s P.O.V.

"Where are all the fans going?" I asked.�

"Did they get bored with us?" Junho laughed. "Aww." I said, slightly dissapointed. Was I not as pretty as Yoona? :|�

He laughed too and held my hands tighter beneath the water. He leaned closer. I backed up.�

"What are you doing?" I asked, looking at his serious eyes. "You're disappointed that they're leaving right?" he smiled.

I nodded slowly, but I was unsure of what he was going to do next. He leaned forward. My hands were shaking.�

Maybe because of my nervousness, or of how cold the water is... I didn't really know.. "Close your eyes. You won't be so nervous." he assured me, I felt his breath close to me.�

I gulped and shut my eyes tightly. I felt his warm lips send shivers across my spine, slowly engulfing my body in his warmness.�

I shuddered and gripped his hands tightly, shutting my eyes tighter. How long was he going to kiss me?�

I suddenly, felt the water cold me again, I didn't feel the warmness of his lips again. I was afraid I was never going to feel it again.�

I opened my eyes slowly. But, where was Junho? I felt the flashed of cameras this time, then beeping of cellphones as they sent out SMS to what just happened.�

I gulped and went underneath. I was afraid of haters coming by and boycotting me from ever seeing me again with Junho, or worse.. even 2PM.�

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Was Junho my boyfriend? Or what he did at the lake, was just to give me a little taste of fame? I sighed and put the books on the shelves.�

I felt Junsu's eyes stare at me at the counter. I looked back. He blinked at me and told me to come over. I put the last book on the shelf and walked slowly to the counter.�

"Your pay." he muttered, sliding an envelope towards me. I opened it, there was a nice amount of money in there. I was happy.. just a little bit.�

But, Junsu looked like he was about to die. He looked so depressed.. I wonder why.�

Junsu's P.O.V.

Of course she isn't noticing, she doesn't really care about me, right? She only cares about her precious Junho. Well, I don't care about that anymore. I don't need her. I don't need-- her beautiful smile.

Or her pretty hair, or her smart comments and her funny jokes. I don't need that happy feeling every time she hugs me of tells me that I'll do the best.�

I don't care if she doesn't care about me. That's unfair if I love her and she doesn't love me. That's really unfair.�

___'s P.O.V.

"Oppa?" I called, looking at him closely. He didn't look up as he mumbled, "Hm?"

"Are you okay?" I asked. He shrugged. "I'm alive." he added. I gulped. Was he mad?�

"Are you mad?" I decided to ask. He shrugged.�

"Depends,I still have to figure out my emotions right now. It's like they put them into a jar and shook it all up. It's hurting me." he said, looking away from me as he organized piles of papers.�

"What's hurting you?" I asked. He looked up at me, then looked back down and shook his head. "You wouldn't understand." he said harshly.�

"Then help me to understand!" I complained. He shook his head again and moved away from the desk, fussing with the returned books. He put them back on their proper shelves.�

"Oppa! Junsu!" I said loudly as I ran after him. "Why won't you tell me what's wrong??" I asked him, holding his shoulder and forcefully turning him around.

He turned around and closed his eyes. He finished organizing the books to their shelves.

He rubbed his temples with his fingertips and closed his eyes tightly. "J-Just get back to work ___." he snapped and walked away from me.�

GOD DAMMIT. What was wrong with him?! What did I do?!! I blinked at his moving figure, slowly walking back behind the counter and avoiding my gaze.�

I stomped towards the counter. "If you're not going to tell me what's wrong then I-- I quit." I said, taking off my uniform over my shirt.�

"You're being selfish." he yelled as I put my hand on the doorknob.

"You think just because I won't tell you my personal problems, it makes you have the right to do whatever you want and think you can get away with it? You think you get whatever you want?" he started, glaring at me.

I walked back to him and slammed my palm on the counter. Good thing no one was at the book store today.�

"You know what---"�

"No! Listen to me!" he yelled, slamming the piles of papers. I kept quiet.�

"You're being selfish! You say that you're gonna quit because I don't tell you my problems. GIVE ME ONE REASON WHY YOU'RE QUITTING ASIDES FROM THAT. You're such a nosy person! You know that?! That's what I hate about you! You always want to know other peoples problems. Well you know what?! You can't always have it your way!" he yelled at me.�

I gulped. I just let him get it all out.�

"You're not the only one that doesn't have problems." he said, grabbing my uniform and throwing it on the floor.�

"If you want to quit because I don't want to tell you my personal problems then FINE. LEAVE." he yelled again. I gulped.�

I bit my lip knelt in front of my shirt. I picked it up and dusted it off. I slipped it back on.

I took a breath.

"I'm Sorry."�

Junsu's P.O.V.

Why is she so stupid? Not realizing that I'm the one that's getting hurt. If she thinks what I'm doing to her is so painful, she should know how it hurts when you love someone like her.

She's too ing blind. She can't see that-- that I'm the one that's respected her.�

I've never flirted with her. I gave her so much respect.. even though she is my Dongsae. ...

My only dongsae.�

"I'm Sorry." I heard her say softly. I looked up, I saw her wearing the uniform and she smiled a little as I looked up at her.�

I rolled my eyes. "Now, get back to work." I plainly said. "Aish~" she complained, and walked away from me.

No matter how much you enrage me ___.. I will always welcome you back. I'll-- I'll never let you go.�