chapter 7
Destiny
The next class I had was with Chunhee, so I got to explain to him everything about my past… I told him about my history with Khun… I told him everything about Minho and Hyomin.
After class was done, he needed to go home quickly because of his girlfriend’s birthday. I decided to go home ASAP so that I won’t meet Khun… I know that if I stay longer, he’ll find me and try to confront me.
‘ hello? ahjusshi, can you pick me up now? Okay, quickly!’ I said to my driver as I walked towards the main lobby.
Not a lot of students get picked up here because it’s farther, so I chose this place to relax while I wait for my car. I took out my earphones and put them on. I shuffled my play list and the song “ So Close” by John Mc. Was on. after seeing Khun earlier and telling him who I was, I felt the urge to cry… this song fits perfectly to our past relationship…
‘ excuse me.’ someone said behind me.
I took my earphones off and looked behind to see who it was. I am not prepared for this…
‘ anyeong Da Eun-ah’ Nichkhun said while waving.
What should I do?!?!
‘ anyeong..’ I reply.
My heart is beating too fast…
‘ may I sit beside you?’ he asks.
‘ sure, why not.’ I answered.
It’s so awkward…
‘ nobody told me you were back in Korea..’ he pouted.
‘ nobody needed to tell you.’ I coldly replied.
He wants something…
‘ so it’s be-
‘ cut the crap Khun… what do you want?’ I asked.
I know he wants something…
‘ I just wanted to say hello…’ he said.
‘ well you did, now go’ I say coldly.
He sighed.
‘ don’t be so mean Da Eun-ah… I just needed to talk to you.’ he said
‘ about what? We have nothing to talk about.’ I said.
‘ I missed you..’ he said softly.
His eyes were teary… damn it, he looks so handsome.
‘ we haven’t talk for 3 years… and I want to know the truth.’ He said.
‘ what truth?’ I asked.
‘ about that night 3 years ago… the one that made us split..’ he said.
That night… I don’t want to talk about it… memories, bad memories are floating in my mind.
‘ I don’t want to talk about it… it’s not important anyways since we’re done.’ I said.
‘ please tell me… I need to know what really happened..’ he said as he took my hand in his.
“Honk! Honk!” my car.. just in time.
‘ I’m sorry Nichkhun-shi, I have to go..’ I said.
just before I went, he grabbed my hand and held it tight.
‘ are you serious… Nichkhun-shi?? Come on Da Eun.. you’re better than that.’ He said.
I didn’t want to say anything…
‘ please just tell me… I still have feelings for you..’ he said.
Liar.
‘ if you did still have feelings for me, why did you let me go and date Hyomin HAH!!!??’ I screamed.
It hurts if you lie Khun…
‘…’
I knew it..
‘ just stop lying…’ I said and harshly get my hand out of his grip.
‘ I’m not lying Da Eun… when I let you go, my head was messed up… dating Hyomin was a bad idea… I didn’t know why I did it…’ he said.
‘ well good for you for realizing that you were stupid to date Hyomin…’ I said.
I’m still pissed Khun…
‘ but if it wasn’t for that night, we would still be together… if it wasn’t for you doing what you did that night.. we-
‘ oh so it’s my fault we broke up?’ I asked fuming.
‘ I don’t know if you won’t tell me what really happened that night!’ he yelled.
Oh you wanna know what happened..
‘ that stupid forced his way onto me and his ty sister made you see that! You only saw what happened in the beginning AND didn’t see what happened next!!!!’ I yelled.
Can’t control my feels…
‘ what happened after I left.’ He said as his eyes became softer as he looked at me.
‘ I stopped him… I kicked him in the nuts and pushed him aside… I wanted to tell you that I decided to break the wedding off even though my parents didn’t allow it..’ I softly said.
oh, my cheeks are wet…
Nichkhun wiped my tears and hugged me.
‘…. I just want my best friend/girl friend back…’ he said.
They both no longer exist Khun…
‘ I’m sorry, Da Eun-ah’ he said while caressing my cheek.
No… I can’t forgive him yet. If he really still had some feelings for me, I want him to show it… I feel that this is all a lie..
‘ Khun, let go.’ I said.
‘w-wha-
I pushed him off me.
‘I told you the truth about that night… there’s nothing else you need right? I got to go.. bye’ I said.
‘ wait!’ he said.
what is it!!
‘what?’ I asked while turning around.
‘ I know that you may be thinking that I’m not sincere about this… that I’m lying to you about my feelings.’ He said.
Great job, you’re finally right about something.
‘ are you done?’ I asked annoyed.
‘ No… and well, starting from now on… I’ll show you how much I love you. I will show you that you are the only girl in my heart… didn’t Minho say Hyomin and I are just friends? Well we are… I hate her actually… hehehe’ he continued.
Awww… we actually have something in common now. We both hate that J
I chuckled…. He smiled.
I ruined the tense atmosphere… GAAH
‘ I’ll try hard to win back your love…In the end, I will convince you that you still love me… cuz I know that deep down, you still do.’ He finished and winked at me.
I don’t know why I feel happy now… Da Eun snap out of it! Don’t fall to quickly… His winks are too strong…
‘ Are you done?’ I asked trying to act cold again.
He nodded.
‘ well I have to go now… try hard tomorrow! Anyeong~’ I said and left.
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