After school ended, Chunhee needed to go somewhere and wished me good luck. I wasn’t planning on talking to Khun… sorry Chunhee. As I wait in the main lobby, memories of the talk we both had ages ago crept inside my mind…

                  ‘ I’ll try hard to win back your love…In the end, I will convince you that you still love me… cuz I know that deep down, you still do.’

Such a liar….

As I wait for my car, someone poked my shoulder.

                  ‘ Da Eun-ah… I’ve been looking for you.’ Khun said.

Oh no…

                  ‘ hey.’ I said avoiding his eyes.

                  ‘ Finally we can talk..’ he smiled and sat next to me.

My heart beat…

                  ‘ so did you miss me?’ he asked.

I smiled.

                  ‘ why are you so quiet today? Earlier, you were hypered  with Chunhee.’ He said.

I just smiled.

                  ‘ Da Eun-ah… what’s the matter?’ he asked.

You.. hole.

                  ‘ it’s nothing Khun..’ as I squat further from him.

                  ‘ are you sure?’ he asked.

I nodded.

                  ‘ can I ask you something?’ he asked.

I nodded.

                  ‘ are you and Chunhee dating?’ he asked.

W-what?!?! NO WAYY IN HELL~

                  ‘ NO!! why would you even think that??!!’ I yelled.

He chuckled.

                  ‘ because I saw you guys hugging in the morning..’ he said.

oh that… he was comforting me.

‘ we were just being friendly with each other.’ I said.

he nodded.

                  ‘ btw, are you free now?’ he asked.

                  ‘ no.. I’m quite busy.’ I said.

                  ‘ liar..’ he said.

Eh….

                  ‘ when you lie, you start tapping your foot.’ He said.

My foot?

I looked down and saw my foot tapping…

                  ‘ but I’m seriously busy Nichkhun.’ I said.

he frowned.

                  ‘ you’re not calling me oppa eh?... something’s wrong.’ He said.

of course something’s wrong!! You’re said you love me but you’re marrying someone else!!

                  ‘ whatever.. oh my car’s here…’ I sais and stood up.

I walked away, but he grabbed my hand.

                  ‘ are you sure nothing’s wrong?’ he asked.

I avoided his gaze..

                  ‘ I’m fine.’ I said and pulled my hand from his grip.

                  ‘ then why are you avoiding my eyes Da Eun?’ he asked.

Screw him..

I ran towards my car and told the ahjusshi to drive… I looked back and saw Nichkhun calling my name.

I’m sorry Khun.. I just can’t right now…

                  When I arrived home, I quickly went up and changed my clothes. I had nothing to do so just read a book. After 3 hours, I finished my book… it was 6pm right now..

                  “Knock! Knock!”

                  ‘ who is it?’ I asked.

                  ‘ it’s Khun.’

Eh… why is he here?!?!?

                  ‘ don’t come in!!’ I yelled panicking.

                  ‘ why??’ he asked.

                  ‘ cuz I don’t want you here!’ I yelled again,

I’m Such A Pabo…

I didn’t think he cared and just went in. By then, we were standing face to face… just him and I. I was a little embarrassed because I was wearing my stitch pajamas…:

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                  ‘ w-why are you here?’ I stuttered.

                  ‘ I needed to talk to you again..’ he said.

                  ‘ what for?’ I coldly ask..

I don’t want to see him.. I’m scared I’ll cry again.. but in front of him.

                  ‘ why did you run away earlier? Why did I feel like you were avoiding me today?’ he asked.

Cause I wanted to.. I needed to..

                  ‘ …’

Khun sighed and took my hands.

                  ‘ we were comfortable together… after I didn’t see you for a couple days, why did you avoid me?’ he asked.

I kept quiet.

                  ‘ did you already figure out that you won’t love me?’ he asked.

No Khun… the complete opposite.

                  ‘ I-I’

I can’t say it…

                  ‘ you what Da Eun? Just tell me the truth.. tell me that you don’t have any feelings for me.’ he said with tears on his eyes.

                  ‘ I hate you.’ I said.

He was shocked.. I could see a tear fall from his eyes. I myself, am already in tears.

                  ‘ I hate you so much..’ I keep saying.

He was speechless..

                  ‘ I hate you for breaking my heart then.. I hate you for making me love you now.’ I said.

he was confused.

                  ‘ I love you oppa.. but I’m afraid you can’t love me.’ I said.. my tears wouldn’t stop.

                  ‘ what do you mean Da Eun? I love you… so much.’ He said and hugged me.

Khun.. stop. Please..

I pushed him away.

                  ‘ how could you break my heart again oppa? I fell in love with you again just to find out that my love will never be returned.’ I said.

                  ‘ what are you saying.. Da Eun-ah.. I love you, I love you, I Love You.’ he said while caressing my cheek. 

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