Baekhyun P.O.V

Before I realized it, my hands were around his neck and his hands were around my waist. We were kissing deeply, then we heard some footsteps and pulled away from each other. I was sad I didn't want that moment to end at all! The kiss made me feel all tingly. Even after the footsteps were gone, we were still standing there in silence. I was bright red and I could see that Chanyeol was blushing aswell. Wait! was this only just a kiss for him, didn't it mean anything to him. Tears swelled up in my eyes thinking about that, he can't do that.

Chanyeol P.O.V

We were stood there in silence, suddenly I could see tears coming from his eyes again. I didn't know why, but I could'nt stand him being sad. So, without thinking I hugged, he hesitated for a while, but gave up and burrowed his head in my chest. I could feel his tears on my chest, his heavy breathing. If it was someone else I'd pull them away or never do anything like that. However he's different, he's the first person to ever make me feel.. happy. He finally stopped his crying, but I still hugged him to calm him down. After some time he pulled away and was calm, but there was still sadness in his eyes. So, I grabbed his hand and brought him in to my room.

Baekhyun P.O.V

I finally gathered up courage to pull myself away from his warm hug, knowing that everything that happened was nothing. But, suddenly he yanked me inside his room.  Why?! Is he like other men no, he can't be even if that kiss was nothing for him, I still trusted him and he can't break that. Never. I closed my eyes thinking what he might do with me. Instead of the horrible things that I thought he would do, he placed his hand on my shoulder to relax me and said " Please don't be sad, if somethings bothering you, you can tell me." looking at me. I felt like crying again because of his kindness, but I stopped it because I had promised to be strong. I replied saying " I thought that the kiss meant nothing to you " my voice trailed off.

"  That kiss meant something to me." he said with his kind eyes locked on mine begging for an answer. I closed my eyes remembering everything about my past and said

" I vaguely remember anything, but I know this much that my dad was an alcoholic, he used to beat my mum everytime he came home, my mum used to endure everything but one day he suddenly left us and I was only 5 back then."  I sighed tears were coming up again, then Chanyeol put his hand over mine to reassure me so, I continued. " My mum was pregnant at that time, but he still left us, we thought he would come back like everytime, but he never did and day by day it was hard for us to live, my mum was pregnant so, she couldn't work and I was too young, the food in our house was nearly gone and plus it was nearly time to pay the bills aswell." I tried to remember every thing and continued again " one day there was a loud knock on our door so, we thought it was our dad, but instead it was a huge crowd of people that my dad owned they were going to take everything away from us, but our neighbours convinced them to come back after 1 year because my mum was pregnant and our dad left, they agreed to it. My mum was 6 months pregnant then and after 3 months Suzune was born, our neighbours really helped us they payed our debtvs and bills aswell because my mum and the aunt were childhood friends. After I turned 15 I lied about my age and did small jobs to run the house, my mum worked as well but it was never enough." At that point I started crying and Chanyeol said

" If its too hard for you, don't force yourself you can tell me when you are ready." I was happy he said that but I wanted to tell him everything because i trusted him, I shaked my head and said

" I already trust you so, I'm going to tell you the rest as you know I did small jobs and people around me knew everything so, some men used to try to pay me to have... with them. I never agreed to it though because I knew it was wrong and I didn't want my mum to be dissapointed in me. But sometimes they tried to force me and Chen always used to stop them he always protected me" I smiled remembering him and his huge grin telling me everything would be fine and he would always protect me.

" Chen?"  he asked there was somehow a pain in his voice maybe jealousy, I smiled at that thought and replied " He was the neighbours son and also my childhood friend, he has always protected me he's like a brother to me in a way." Chanyeol looked realxed hearing that I smiled and continued " After a while I saw posters for this job so, I applied for it and got it and thats it."

Chanyeol P.O.V

i could'nt believe that behind his smile there was a tragic past like that. I hugged him tight letting him know I would always be there for him and he hugged be back aswell.