KyuHyun’s POv

As we reached at the hospital, I put Jessie in the bed and the nurse immediately assisted us, the other nurses are checking Jessie’s pulse, we are rushing and running to the emergency room until the nurse stopped us and told us to wait and stay outside, no one tends to talk, all are tense up and afraid to start a conversation or ask anything but Hyung is brave enough to ask

“so, you two are going to have a baby…” DongHae Hyung said in sarcasm

I looked at him and then to Yoona who looked away when she met my eyes

“yes, but only her…” I told to them

“WHAT??? You are not going to own the baby, after you got her pregnant?” DongHae Hyung said as he rushed to me and grabbed me in my collar

“you didn’t know anything… so stop acting so smart and like you care for her…” I said as I pushed him to make him let go of my collar

“just tell us the truth….” He said in a low and curious voice

“you really want to know? Yes, she is pregnant but not mine, it’s yours…” I finally spilled the truth

“after all this months, after you both had separate ways, that’s the time she learned that she is having a baby, I accompany her to the doctor for almost a couple of months, and this month is her third month, the crucial stage of being pregnant, she didn’t want you to know, I asked her why, but she said that there is no reason at all for you to know her condition since both of you are over…” I said in a low and trembling voice

The girls are sobbing, while the guys are just silent and stopping their selves to cry too

“actually, Hyung, I offered to her that I will take the child to become his father, but she refuses, she didn’t tell why did she reject me but I can read in her eyes that she is till hoping that you and her, together with your child can make a happy family…” I said as I looked at the door of the emergency room

I closed my eyes and all I can is Jessie, I’m so sorry Jessie-ah, but they need to know, Hyung need to know, everybody need to know.

“but, you too can be the father, didn’t you remember that something had happened to the both of you before to us…” he said in frustration and shocked

“indeed, but I used protection, at first that idea also came to our minds, but Hyung, I don’t want to lie to you and her and  betrayed you again, it is easy to lie that I’m the father since we made first but as I said I used protection… that made us conclude that you’re the father…” I said as I looked at him straight to the eyes

“this is all my fault….” Hyung said a between his sobs

I went to him and knelt down to his level

“Hyung, don’t blame yourself… it was just our fate to love… to fall in love with the same girl… and now, she needs someone more to be at her side, I will not let you win…” I said as I got up and went to the chair across him

from that moment, I can’t help it but to cry also, since I pity Jessie so much, from all of this, from all the pain she is having right now

after a while the emergency light went off then the doctor came out and told us the result

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Jessica’s POV

As I opened my eyes, I immediately saw KyuHyun oppa beside me holding my hand; he rushed to me as he saw that I open my eyes

“Jessie-ah, you are awake now…” he said to me with a worried voice

as I roamed around my eyes I saw familiar faces, it was SUJU oppas and my SNSD sisters, then I remembered what happened, I straighten up my body and rested my back on the headboard

“Oppa!!!! Is my baby safe? how is he?” I asked him while crying

“Jessie, calm down… okay…” he tried to calm me

“How is he? Tell me… please…” I said as I started to cry

but he remained silent, and shook his head

I can’t believe it, that the most precious person to me is now gone

“oppa!!! Tell me you’re lying….” I said as I wanted to go down the bed

But Kyu oppa stopped me by hugging me

“please… Jessie, stop… He is gone now…” Kyu oppa stated the truth to me

“NO!!!! NO!!!!” I shouted and cried in his arms and as I punched his back trying to escape but after that I felt weak and just cried

I just cried and cried like my tears are just have life on its own

DongHae’s POV

I just stayed outside of Jessica’s room, to have some time alone and to avoid her to get more stress when she sees me

I bowed my head as I remember what the doctor had said to us a while ago

Flashback

“who is the father?” he asked

‘I am…” I said as I stepped forward

“Mr. Lee, sorry to say but your child didn’t make it to survive…” he said to me as my world crashed

“and due to complications… I’m sorry to say but Ms. Jung will have no longer had the chance to bear child again…” he said to me before he left

I felt my knees got weak, EunHyuk assist me back to my chair, I looked at everyone who are shocked from the news and while crying, I saw Kyu Hyun cried even harder

I felt my heart wants to break down, I made a lot of mistakes, I felt that even I exchange my life just for her to forgive me, it is not enough, it is not enough to pay all the pain I caused her

 I broke her…

Suddenly the nurse told me to come with her, we went to the morgue, she pointed my dead baby, who is wrapped in cloth

“I wanted a funeral for him….” I told to the nurse, she just nodded

I wanted to touch him and feel him, but it’s too late for me, to act and be a father to him now he is gone

“mianhe….” The only word I muttered at that moment

I offered a prayer for him before I went back to Sica’s room,

End of Flashabck

when I was near, I saw Hee Chul Hyung sitting in the chair, when he saw me, he immediately stood up and run to me, and grabbed me from my collar and pin me in the wall

“how will you explain this to Sica?” He shouted that echoed to the whole floor

“mianhe… Hyung…” I shouted back and trying to get rid of his hands on my collar but he won’t

“that’s the only thing you can say? She lost a lot of special person in her life, do you know how she suffered when you decided to end your relationship because of your stupid ego and hatred in your heart, and now still because of you, and she lost the only person, who can be with her till the end, what’s wrong with you? Why did you make her life miserable? Do you still remember your promise to me when you told me you like her, that you will love her no matter what? What’s with you now? Why!!!” he still shouted to my face

“oppa!!! Stop it…” Yoona interrupted him and tried to stop him

Hyung let go of me and pushed Yoona to me

“YAH!!!” I shouted as I pushed Hyung, He pushed me back, Yoona is trying to stop us until SiWon and EunHyuk came to help her

“Do you know that because of her, Sica lost your baby…” he blurted out to me, as tears from his eyes went down to his cheeks

“What? How?” I asked eyeing Yoona

“oppa, mianhe!!!”Yoona said while crying

“tell him Yoona or else I will…” Hyung threatened her

“oppa, I didn’t know that she is pregnant, remember that I accidentally pushed her because I was very mad at that time, that you both kept the truth from us, I just did it because I LOVE YOU” she said to me with sorrow in her eyes

“the doctor said that due to Sica’s hard impact on the floor and the crucial stage she is undergoing at that time cause her to bleed and made the baby died…” Hyung said now in a calm voice

My mind was bombarded a lot of things, Yoona tried to come near me, but I made her stop, why is this happening now

The five of us who are outside heard the loud cry of Jessica from her room, we rushed to check her, I heard everything she said, my heart is tearing into pieces seeing her like that

“Sica…” I called her, and she looked at me

She run towards to me and hit me all that she can, she slapped me everywhere in my face, I deserved this, it’s okay if she hit me forever until the right time comes that she can forgive me

“I HATE YOU!!!” she said as she pushed me

“Sica, if you’re mad, just hit me….I deserves every pain that I will get from you…. I’m such a jerk, mianhe.,..” I said as I grabbed her hands and made it to slap my face

“let me go…” she said as she pulled her hands from me

She looked around the room and her eyes landed on Yoona

“both of you … I don’t want to see your faces…” she said to us as she gave her deathly glare

“Unnie…mian….” Yoona wanted to apologized

“go out!!! I said I don’t want to see your face…” she said as she both tried to push me and Yoona

“Sica, stop… you are hurting yourself and them…” Kyu Hyun tried to stop her

But she kept on pushing us

“Sica!!!” Tae Yeon shouted to her while crying

Jessica looked at her

“stop please…” Tae Yeon begged

Jessica looked on Tae Yeon then to her members except Yoona

Jessica’s POV

As I heard Tae Yeon begged, and saw them also in pain while seeing me like this, cause more pain in my heart

“Tae….” I started

“Sica…” she cut me off and just pulled me into a hug

The girls joined our hug except Yoona, I know all was an accident but, people must know how to make act and make decisions right

After we broke the hug, Tae Yeon told me to rest

SiWon’s  POV

Tae Yeon assisted Sica to go back to bed, but in an instance she passed out again, being near to them, I immediately help Tae Yeon to carry Sica, she was so light and I can feel her hard breathing, she was so weak

I laid her in the bed and KyuHyun put the comforter over her, then the doctor came in and told us that some of us need to leave to let her rest

One by one, SNSD kiss her forehead then leave

We, SUJU stayed for a while because we want to see her longer, from all the members of SNSD she is the first we get to know because almost all of us started to train in same year, we grow up together, she became one of the boys among us, as a little sister for some and a little intimate in some of us

“Sica, we will come back….” Lee Teuk said as he kissed her forehead

“Sicachu? Get up there… oppa, will make you laugh again…” Hee Chul said before he kissed her too

Yeung, Sungmin, Shindong and Eunhyuk didn’t say any word before they go but they kiss her too, they can’t handle the pitiness they felt for their dongsaeng’s condition

“Dolphin Sic, I will watch horror movies with you, I want to hear your horrifying squeal again like in our trainee days…” I said to her before I kiss her too

“pretty Sic, let’s go karaoke-ing, ok? Let’s make a duet…” Ryeowook also said before he kiss her and left

We all went home, the only people left is Kyu Hyun and DongHae

KyuHyun’s POV

“are you not going?” I said coldly to him

DongHae’s POV

“NO….” he muttered shortly

No one’s POV

The two boys just stayed beside her, Kyu is at her left holding her hand, while Hae is at her right holding her hand too, they held it tight, telling to each other actions that this time it’s war between them for Sica’s heart

To Be Continue….

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