Episode 13:

HimChan POV

kyaaaaah~ it was Sunday. what should i do today? im so bored... yesterday i was spend my whole day finishing my sketching..i shall get some entertainment today..oh why don't i ask ____shi out? i should call her. haha..what should i wear? hurm..this one? no..to bright..this shirt? too dull..this Jeans..hurm..nop~ oh..i should go shopping oh..i this this black collar t-shirt is fine. hurm..i should wait for her outside the car. oh my goodness..she look damn hot in that dress. oh, im in love. keke..i should show him my gentelman side.helping her belt.on, she smell sweet..she so cute. she's EX? who is it? now im being jelous. hurm..S**T! what hell is that car! hoh. she knew this guy? hurm..why am i feeling like a lil bit jelous here? ah. whatever. should go now.hurm...i think that guy her ex boyfreind that he just said to me just now. eiii! why here?? why now!!? haha.. she really can't pursuade people..and why she being so cute today! agrhhh! get your self together himchan. hurm..im feeling like im walking alone. should i make the first move? just holding hands for now. kikiki..her hand so cold. hurm..now she bing sulking. its okay. we might get into worst situation i go buy the ticket. im buying romantic movie..oh..where is ____? she's gone? should call her..

In the toilet.

your phone is ringing and you look at the caller. it was himchan. but so unable to stop crying and you just let it be. and you heard a known voice from the outside.

GNa: omma..why are you calling me? what? HimChan? why with him? no mom..i don't want to be with him anymor. why can't you understand me? im in love with someone else. someone who really care about me! mom! i dont care. i with someone that i love right now. and i don't want to get back with that stupid himchan. and he got his own life. i want to stop all this nonsense. no mom! appa wont allowed me married with himchan. what else should i do? mom..look. Siwon and me are in a serious relationship now. i love him for accepting me as the way i am. plus.im not a bad girl when im with him. but when im with himchan i just can't be my own self. i am hypocrit! mom stop! i will never get back to himchan. ok. [hung up] urgh!! why are these mothers never understand the children. its not like we are dolls! [leave the toilet]

You who in side on of the toilet room hear every single thing that GNa tell her mother. you can't help but to cry. what?? serious relationship? GNa? Siwon oppa? no..why?? siwon oppa...why are you doing this to me? i never thought you forget me this fast. why oppa? why? and why am i feeling this way.. i never thought that i will cry for you..oppa....what is this feeling oppa? am i still love you? huuu... [cry baby]

while inside the mall. himchan is wandering all places to find you. and he bump into Siwon.

SW: oh, Himchan.

HC: siwon ah..[hug him]

SW: [hug him back] what are you doing here?

HC: im with ____shi. but now she missing in action. i couldn't find her anywhere.

SW: you dating her now?

HC: no..im just having some time with her. since it was weekend.

SW: oh..im here with GNa...

HC: really? good then. take care of her dude. 

SW: hey you too. im still feel guilty on my behaviour.hm..[head down]

HC: well..you should..

SW: heish...

GNa: oh. himchan.

HC: hye Gna.

GNa: what are you doing here?

HC: planning to watch movie but now my partner is missing.

GNa: who?

HC: _____.

GNa: [her face change] oh.. ok.

SW: lets go. its time for our movie.

GNa: ok..lets go.

HC: see you at office.[hand shake with Siwon]

SW; okay. see you. [leaving]

HC: arhhh...where is she??? [call you again]

You: himchan shi..

HC: oh..where are you?

You: can we go somewhere else.?

HC; what? why?

You: i don't like it here..im at the car park i wait for you. im sorry..[hung up]

HC: hello?? hello? oh..whats wrong with her? but i already bought the tickets.[stare at the ticket..] ah..what ever..[put the ticket at the bench near and head to the car park]

HimChan drove away from the mall and there was very intense moment between you and HimChan. you did not speak a word and so do him.

HC: ok. tell me what happened? [can't teke it any longer]

You: nothing..it was just uncomfortable there..

HC: but you just okay this morning.

You: well..i don't know.im not feeling well.

HC: you're sick? want to go to the clinic?

You: no its okay..just bring me somewhere else.or you just can take me home.

HC: [shock] what? you want to go home already? what's wrong?? we did not do anything yet.we not even take our lunch yet.

You: its okay..im really not in the mood right now. so just take me home okay.

HC: [pissed] fine!

You: [feel guilty but you can't do nothing since you are holding your tears]

Himchan drive you home and in a few minutes you already in front of your house. you look at himchan. he did not look at you and you know he was mad at you.

You: himchan shi..

HC: [no respond]

You: im sorry..[start to cry] im..i was..im just...[sobbing]

HC: [startled] hey...what's wrong?

You: [cry hard]

HC: [loose his sit belt and hug you] what wrong dear?

You: [cry in his chest] im sorry...

HC: its okay..i don't mind..we can go out another day.why are you crying?

You: [say nothing and just crying in his chest...]

HC: {what's wrong with her?} [pat your hair]

You: [break the hug] im sorry himchan shi..but..i think..

HC: what?

You: i think i still love Siwon oppa..i saw him with Gna and my heart tore into pieces and im really sorry for troubling you. i don't know what i should do now but one thing i know is..i shouldn't be with with you now. im sorry...[left the car and when inside your house leaving himchan alone]

HC: [empty mind and empty soul. he just can't believe what he just heard from you...]

End of episode 13! ^^

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