I Am Not Ready

Kim Him Chan - Please Take My Heart Away.

Episode 12:

After a few days you and HimChan had a 'first kissed', you often think about him. lately, HimChan always text you and give you a call whenever he free and you feel comfortable with his doing. you start to think about having a serious realationship with him but when you think twice, you feel that you should not be rushed and just belive in faith. in one fine day, in a weekend, HimChan call you...

You: hello,

HC: hello, ___shi...

You: ne. himchan shi..

HC: what are you doing?

You: nothing..just play with my 'momo'

HC: momo?

You: yes..it was my cat..hihi.

HC: oh..

You: anything i can help you?

HC: ah..i just wandering..

You: ne..

HC: do have time today?

You: me? i think i have a lot of time today..it was weekend..

HC: urm...

You: um??

HC: can i ask you out?

You: ahahahah...whats wrong with you HimChan shi? are you shy asking me out?

HC: me? ahaha..well... a lil..

You: hahahah..well.. yeah.. i do have time to go out with you..

HC: oh really? get ready now..im on my way.

You: already??

HC: yeah..hahah

You: but where are we going?

HC: watching movie?

You: okay. sure..let me know if you arrive. i'll get dress first.

HC: okay. see you then.

You: see you.. [hang up] urm....what should i wear? [go to your room and look into your closet] i guess this is fine..urmm...[try a dress in front the mirror] no..no..too bright..[take another dress] urm..too dull...[another dress] too y...[another one] too femine...[another one] gosh! i should go shopping! [look into the closet again] urm...this one? [take out a black red one piece dress and look at the mirror] wow~ i'll wear this one.. [put the dress and put a lil make up on your face.

Honk Honk!

HimChan is waiting outside the house. you quickly grab your handbag and went outside the house. you saw HimChan standing beside the car and show his back to you. you put on your shoes and walk towards him.

You: HimChan shi... sorry im late...

HC: [turn at you] its o....[pause] wow~

You: why??

HC: who are you?

You: it me..____..

HC: are you going somewhere special?

You: what? why?

HC: [stare at you]

You: [touch your face] why???

HC: you are damn hot~ [look at your from head to toe]

You: yah! where are looking at??!

HC: ahaha..you are a lil bit pretty today. i thought im going out with celebrity. [open the door for you]

You: a lil bit? hpmh! [enter the car]

HC: ahaha..okay..you are soooooooooooo pwetty~~[pinch your cheek and close the door]

You: heish...

HC: [enter the car and help you belt]

You: i can do my self..

HC: [not letting you] nop..its my car..i'll do it [pull the sit belt.his face is in front of your face]

You: {oh my god..he smell man!} [close your eyes]

HC: what? you want me to kiss you?

You: no..[eyes closed] pallie...{ah..jaebal...keep your self calm ____!}

HC: ahaha..okay..[buckle up] lets go! [drive away]

You: okay...himchan shi...

HC: hm..

You: ummmm...

HC: what?

You: do you always do like that?

HC: do what?

You: you know...open the car door, help to belt..

HC: no..it was my first time..

You: eiii....liar...

HC: really! even with Gna..i just open the door.never help she belt..i just hope she died. hahaha

You: woah! bad guy!

HC: no..i just hate her..just that..

You: [silent and look out the window]

HC: [turn on the radio] oh..i love this song..

You: start to sing..

Sasireun naega motdwaesseo
Naega jeongmal nappeun nomiya

Namja dabji mothaesseo na
Ijewaseo ireoneun naya babe
Meongcheongi gata jeongmal geobjaengi gata
Sarang handan mal hanmadi mothaesseo
Ni sarangeul ijen al geot gateunde
Naege doraoneun mal

Jeonbu geojitmal ijeul su itdan mal
Naega neol jeil jal ara jal ara
Nuguboda deo jal ara
Urin saranghaetjanha

 

HC: you know this song?

You: im a Babyz~

HC: jjinja? hahah

You: why are you laughing?

HC: many people said that i look like BAP himchan..

You: you?? no..not at all. ahahah.

HC: haha..we almost there..

You: oh, i know this place..

HC: you had been here before?

You: yeah..with my ex.

HC: who?

You: you don't know him..

HC: [frowned] who?

You: why?

HC: hm..nothing..[sulking]

You: you sulk?

HC: why should i?

You: hahaha.. gwiyopta! [pinch his cheek]

HC; heish! help me find the parking..

You: there..[point at an empty lot]

HC: okay..[give a signal and move the car slowly and in all sudden a car from another side come and took the lot. HimChan hit the emergency break]

You: ouch! [your head is bump onto the dash board] 

HC: gwenchana?? [look at you]

You: ouch...ne...gwenchana..

HC: heish!! this punk! [get out from the car to see if the car is dented or not]

YJ: oh..im sorry...i was in rush..i did not noticed your car.. im really sorry..

HC: you are sorry? what if we bump to each other and die? who to be blame?

YJ: im sorry..i am really sorry..

HC: heish...

You: [get out from the car] Yong Jae?? Yoo Yong Jae??

YJ: [look at you and..] ____-ah!

You: wah...what a coincidence! [smile at him]

YJ: oh..yeah..have you been well? [hand shake]

You: yes..im fine..[hand shake]

YJ: it that my fault? [point at your fore head]

You: ouh..this..well..yeah.. hahaha.

YJ: gosh..im so sorry...im really sorry...i was rushing and...im just so sorry...

You: [look at himchan]

HC: what?

You: this is Yong Jae..Yong Jae..this is HimChan,,

YJ: ouh..[bow] yong jae..[hand shake]

HC: [hand shake] HimChan..

Yj: your husband?

You: him? ahaha.. no.. hes not..just a friend.

YJ: well..it was a pleasure to meet you again but now..i really have to go..if you don't mind..can i park my car here?

HC: its okay..just go. [get in the car]

YJ: is he mad at me? i was wrong..im so sorry..

You: its okay..i'll talk to him..well..nice to meet you..see you in...urm..anywhere i guess..

YJ: ahaha..okay. see you..[leave]

You: [enter the car and see himchan's straight face] are you mad?

HC: [silent and drive the car]

You: are you mad?

HC: [not responding]

You: hmm....[touch your forehead] ouch....

HC: [glance at you but still not talking]

You: [look at himchan and pouting] im not good in persuade..so..if you sulking now..well.....just talk to me when you feel okay..

HC: [hold his laugh]

You: [pouting and silent]

After found the parking you and Himchan walk in the mall with no words. you just walking behind him. in all sudden he hold your hand. you look at him and try to pull your hand but he hold tight.

You: {what is this? walking like a couple? heish...}

HC: what movie do you want to watch?

You: [silent]

HC: [look at you] hello~ what movie do you want to watch?

You: anything..

HC: are you sulking?

You: why would i?

HC: so choose the movie.

You: you choose.

HC: heishh....wait here. [go buy the ticket]

You: hurm..i hate that guy! eeeii!! [hold your anger. at a pause, you saw a figure that you knew] oh..[you step a lil bit closer] it was...... {SIWON!!! and GNa?} [your hand are cold and you eyes are hot] {oh no..why do i feel this way? why ? don't cry..dont cry..please..} [but you cannot hold any longer, you run to the wash room and start to cry...] {oppa...why am i feeling this way.. i thought i never see you again..but now..there you are..with that jerk GNa..oppa...im not ready for this..oppa...wae???? } [you cry a lot in the toilet and you forgot that HimChan is waiting for you.....]

 

End of episode 12. ^^

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shrexy
#1
WOW
MySnowCheonsa #2
Chapter 40: Wow!!! This is daebak!!! I really like it... so many tears ;~; some sad some good
ChoiPiLoZe #3
Chapter 40: Aww!! :))) Happy Ending ♥♥
AhSongyi #4
Chapter 40: So sad...Youngguk died *cry* I'm crying for him even if he is not my bias..Poor him..
strongbabemegg
#5
Chapter 38: Let the bells ring on they're wedding! Yay! Sorry yongguk.
FITFIT
#6
Chapter 37: No comment
ChoiPiLoZe #7
Chapter 37: Omoo!! YongGuk T.T *Cry Hard* Update Soon~
AhSongyi #8
Chapter 35: this story is getting wierd? xD But I'm still reading it xD
AhSongyi #9
Chapter 34: what is happening?? o.o
ChoiPiLoZe #10
Chapter 33: Ommo,, What've Yongguk do? what da meaning of g.na words? HimChan,, so Sweet..