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The World Above the Clouds
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     Inside the dark, barely illuminated gym, sounds of air being cut echoed throughout. The source of the sounds was a man dressed in a kendo uniform with a matching wooden sword; he was continuously hacking and slashing at the empty air.      After a couple of more violent slashes, the man angrily threw the sword to the gym floor. “Damn!” he screamed. “Damn, damn, damn!” He threw himself on the floor and stared at the ceiling. Sweat ran from every pore of his body, and quickened breaths repeatedly escaped from his lips. “What the hell is she thinking?” he whispered feebly. “Lee Jieun, why are you doing this to me?”      “See you on Monday!”      “Okay. See you then.”      After attending his sole morning class—literature—Sehun said his goodbyes to his friends and went on his way. As usual, the school campus of Seoul on a Saturday was almost deserted and empty. Normally, he would have loitered around just for fun, but for now, he was planning to meet Jieun.      Things had happened. But he considered it all just a part of the past. He believed that if he stuck with her and gave her enough time, she’d move on, and they would be able to return to the way they had been before. He was willing to wait, no matter how long it took, and eventually, she would return to him.      That was what he believed.      But when he saw the love of his life and a different man—especially when that man was Lu Han—Sehun became worried. In fact, he was more than worried. He was anxious, terrified, and fearful.      He knew he shouldn’t have, but Sehun found himself hiding. He hid behind the trunk of a tree and with the corner of his eye, he watched as Lu Han and Jieun laughed with each other. He watched as the two exchanged phone numbers, and once again, he could only watch as the Chinese sunbae touched Jieun, squeezing her on the shoulders.      Oh Sehun felt his heart quicken and blood rush all throughout his body. He told himself that it was nothing, and that he was overreacting. He tried to think that there was nothing wrong with being friendly with a college senior.      But why was he so nervous?      It was only after Lu Han had gone away that Sehun was able to calm down a little. He stormed over to Jieun and confronted her.      “What was that?” he demanded. “What’s going on between you and Lu Han?”      He thought that she would at least be taken by surprise. Instead, she looked at him with the coldest eyes he had ever seen her with and replied, “Nothing in particular. He just wants to keep in touch.”      “And why is that?!”      She shrugged nonchalantly. “I’ll have to wait and see to find out.”      Sehun, having finally lost his temper, fiercely grabbed Jieun by the wrist and yelled, “What do you think you’re doing?!”      With her other free hand, she pried herself free from his grip. Then, she looked at him directly in the eye. “Please. Remember the promise.” She let out a breath. “It’s not like I fancy him, if that’s what you’re afraid of,” she told him.      He blinked. “Then…what was that?”      “You said Lu Han was the sole heir to Xiao Lu Investments, right?”      “Yeah, but what does that—” Sehun’s voice trailed off as his head formed a ridiculous conclusion. “Jieun. You’re not thinking of…”      The expression on her face was frightening. It looked like she had no emotion or life left in her. “That’s all I need, then.”      He shook his head. “This is nonsense. Just listen to what you’re saying! How— I understand that it’s difficult, Jieun. I understand. It must be tough for you to cope with the fact that your mom’s not around anymore. But you’re not alone, damn it! I’m here for you! Forget everything else. Why the hell are you trying to trap yourself in the past? It’s not going to do you any good! Plus, why are you trying to bring someone else into this? What does Lu Han have anything to do with you?”      “No, you don’t understand,” she replied. “You don’t. And as for Lu Han… It’s just how everything played out. He can’t blame me. It was his choice. I didn’t force his interest on me. It’s his bad luck. I’m just another obstacle he’ll trip over during his lifetime. He’s going to get up, dust himself, and move on. The brief moment will, in the end, be nothing more than a bad dream.”      “This is wrong. Not to mention insane.”      “But you chose to be with me.”      “I did,” Sehun whispered into the empty air. “I did.” Then, he got himself from the floor and put his kendo uniform and sword away into his locker before slamming it closed. “And it’s too damn late to regret it.”   <:>      Lu Han was in a very good mood. He had never looked so pleasant before. In fact, he was so happy that during breakfast, his family members couldn’t take their eyes off of him.      “What the hell is wrong with you?” Lu Qian asked, throwing her chopsticks down in disgust. “Have you finally lost the little mind you have left?”      Qian’s mother, being afraid that her husband would become upset at her words, pinched her daughter’s left thigh and hissed, “Watch your mouth!”      However, Lu Han was too giggly to care. “Maybe,” he replied with a grin.      Clearing his throat a several times, the head of the
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lOvEtHiSgIrL21 #1
i like your story.. <3<3<3
DelphiniumProduction #2
That was such a meaningful story~ Oh my~! I fell in love with it! Amazing Job, Author-nim! *standing ovation*
Sara_Scarlett #3
Chapter 21: Authornim is jieun going to wake up?!!O.O
littlejjang #4
Chapter 22: I don't know what to say . But i hope it would be like The Master Sun drama ji eun would be with sehun but in another world. Authornim your writing was absulately the best . Jjang<3
MinHeeSeulBANA
#5
Chapter 21: This was a very beautiful story. So very descriptive and detailed. Also very angsty and somewhat realistic, connects to realworld problems, which i like. Although the ending was sad, i still enjoyed reading. You're a very talented writer, author-nim. Keep it up~!^^
10apples
#6
Chapter 22: Okay, I haven't been reading this even though it appeared in my updated subscriptions simply because I am very lazzzzzzzy lol. Well, I'm not even surprised to read this tragic ending cos I know you ain't kind enough to give a happy one. LOL jk, I mean, it's obvious that this is going to end up angst. But to be honest, I quite frustrated with all the main characters here lol. The story's amazing though. I like the epilogue most, the insight about the types of love. :)
yntpcy #7
Chapter 22: I'm dying to know abt the ending and bang! yeah you still make me dying till now after read this tragic yet cool ending ><
widy93IU
#8
Chapter 22: lets wait & see ^^
New Drama For IU ? XD
#Praying
btw, your story is AMAZING :-D