WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

UNBEARABLE PAIN

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YOOCHUN POV

i wept and wept..this girl was so sweet and angelic

i held her cold dead hands

the room was filled with cries, i opened my eyes and looked somewhere else until my eyes laid upon john...looking at him made me angry

i got up and grabbed the sword that was laying next to seulgi

i got up and ran forwards him

"HYUNG STOP! DONT!" changmin yelled, the sword was only one inch from john's heart

"stop? this bastard killed her!"

"hyung! you saw it yourself she killed herself, you can't blame him!"

i was still pointing my sword at him and i glared into his eyes but he just smirked

the smirk pissed me off, ireally was about to jab the sword into him so he'll feel pain but yunho stopped me, he gripped me on my shoulder and stopped me

i turned around and looked at him "hyung i understand that man is your father," yunho flinched when i said father but i continued," but he is the one tthat murdered seulgi's parents, the girls' parents and even seulgi, seulgi in the end though she did kill herself, she was already bleeding from another sword wound and i am 100% sure he did it, he's been hurting seulgi..he's the one who has been hurting seulgi..because of him seulgi's GONE!" i yelled, ifell to my knees and covered my face with my hands and i sobbed

the others that were just staring started tearing...yeonhee came and hugged me..trying to calm me down..i cried in her arms and so did she

YUNHO POV

i looked at everyone crying..i was the only one who didn't cry..why because i was holding back my tears...if i cry now i know i won't be able to stop

i just held in the undescribable pain in my chest

i then looked at the man that just so happened to be my father

"so your the man that murdered seulgi?" i asked queitly but harshly

the man's expression changed..the once confident was now flustered "what surprised that i hate you?"

the man didn't answer "son i didn't kill her,"

"don't ever call me your son...even though you left me you could have gotten me back..you knew i was your son but you used seulgi to get back at her and bring me to you,"

"that's not true,i was looking for you but that got in the way, i told her who you were long time ago " i knew he was lying

"you little bastard, you dare lie to me, and don't you ever talk about seulgi with that dirty mouth of yours," i spatted out

"YUNHO YOU ARE MY SON! how are you act like that towards your father!"

"father?! FATHER?! YOU DARE CALL YOURSELF A FATHER?"

all of a sudden the police busted through the door "officers, arrest this man of the murder of bae seul gi,"

the officer grabbed john and the ambulance took seul gi away

"i'm your father! how dare you!" he yelled at me

"father?! i don't think so,"

"son! SON!" he continued to yell as he was being dragged away

"your son died long time ago," i whispered

the only one left in this house were the 9 of us

"guys', i think we need some time to think, i know we need to time to think,"

and we all seperated, even  the unseperable couples went there own way wanting their own time to think

i went on my motorcycle on just drove..i didn't even know where i was going but i found myself at the park..the last place seulgi was at before she died...it was already 3 am and so no one was around..i was alone and lonely

i kneeled where seulgi was sitting the last time i saw her..."i shouldn't have left you..i shouldn't have left you...why did you kill yourself..WHY?!" i yelled

though people were still sleeping i didn't care i need to express this pain somehow

seulgi..you found out john was my father 3 days ago

that's why she dropped the picture frame..because she was surprised to find out who john's son was

wait...don't tell me seulgi killed herself so i could reconcile with my dad..no yunho that's not true.."seulgi did not kill herself because of me, no"

though i kept telling myself that, there was a tugging feeling in my heart

"seulgi..why...WHY?!"

you can't just leave me like that..i was finally able to tell you that i love you..why...why?

seulgi-yah..please forgive the man that was my father...seulgi please forgive him..forgive me

forgive me for loving you..if we didn't love each other you wouldn't have killed yourself

it's my fault your dead

i felt a hand on my shoulder, i looked to my right and i saw seulgi, she was wearing a white dress and her hair was curled flowing down..she was smiling at me, i got up and hugged her after i released her..she wiped my tears

"oppa, be happy, i love you," and seulgi suddenly disappeared

i  panicked "seulgi! seulgi!"

i fell back on my knees, i again teared , i looked up at the now rising sun

"seulgi, i'll be happy for you..i love you,"i whispered smiling

JAEJOONG POV

i was in the kitchen

i was staring but i saw a mirage of us cooking and laughing

i started laughing as tears flowed

my baby girl..you were like a little sister i wanted to lways protect..seulgi you loved yunho but you left him beecause you wanted him to be happy.

"stupid girl," i muttered as tears continued to fall..i walked outside and looked at the stars, a star caught my attention..it was shining more brightly than others

"seulgi, this oppa of yours, promises i will be happy, i promise i will make boa happy, so seulgi watch over us okay?" i whispered while staring at  the sky

BOA POV

i looked at the sky, i was walking just needed to clear my head

seulgi-yah..my little dongsaeng you always took care of us..even though i was older than you , you acted like the mother

"i'm sorry your unnie was never there for you when you were hurt, this unnie is useless,but i'm sorry and i love you..please be happy up there with your family..say hi to my family for me will you?" as if seulgi was answering, one star started shining brightly

i smiled as tears rolled down "stupid girl," i said while chuckling

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YOOCHUN POV

i was at a lake where me and seulgi would usually stay at and chat

i looked at the lake..it looked so peaceful and calm

"seulgi-yah, i almost killed yunho's dad today, i kind of had a feeling you killed yourself so that yunho wont' hate his dad, seulgi you little dimwit, if you leave us what are we going to do?" i asked chuckling as bitter tears flowed

"stupid girl, always sacrificing yourself for others, why don't you ever think of yourselves sometimes, huh?"

"seulgi-yah, you know i love you right? you were always the little sister,i teased, haha, seulgi i will take care of yeonhee  for you so be happy up there okay?"

YEONHEE POV

i walked to the hospital bench where us girls first met i sat down on the cold bench and started crying

"seulgi, you dummy, what am i going to do without you?" i looked up at the sky

the sun was slowly rising "i remember the first time we met, we were able to communicate with each other because both our families died, we were both in pain but you up all your tears and comforted me, you were always a selfless girl," i sid chuckling

"you little always took care of us like a mother, now who's going to take care of us? i know boa unnie can't she acts younger than ara and riin," i commented as i chuckled

"seulgi-ya, my best friend and sister..i love you be happy, you are now free..goodbye my friend," i said as one last tear fell

JUNSU POV

i was at school yard where we first at lunch with each other

"seulgi, though we did you wrong that day, you opened to me so warmly, you really don't know how grateful i was that day, but i promised myself that i would always protect you but i failed, i'm really sorry seulgi, your forgive this duck oppa rite?" i imagined seulgi smiling at me while nodding and i nodded along as tears flew naturally

"my angelic little sister, how could you kill yourself rite in front of us..that just hurt me real bad, but i forgive you,"i said chuckling, the imaginary seulgi was laughing along "seulgi, you were the bestest dongsaeng i ever had, i love you and be happy, okay?"seulgi nodded and disappeared i looked at the sky still crying

RI IN POV

 i didn't even know where i was, i just started walking and walking and i just started crying "unnie

..my umma..thankyou for taking care of me so well.. i must have been a handfull..unnie..your stupid..how could you just take your life away in front of us ..but it's okay because i know you are happy now withyour family..unnie watch over me okay..i'm going to be happy with that duck oppa of mine..unnie you always shined brightly out of all of us..unnie i love you and be happy, i thought to myself as i looked at the sky as the morning breeze came

 CHANGMIN POV

i was sitting on the bench of a cupcake store..the stores open 24 hours

i looked inside and i saw me and noona buying cupcakes and laughing

"noona, you made me laugh so much, you were like a real noona to me," i said crying..this is the only time i cried because of a person the rest of the times i cried because of food

"noona, that's how special you are to me, i mean food was all i cared about until you and ara and the rest of the girls came along, you brought me joy and laughter,"

"noona, you just started showing your love for yunho hyung, now your gone who's he going to be with? but don't worry i'l take care of him, okay noona?" i said looking up at the morning sun as tears fell down

ARA POV

i was in seulgi unnies room as that was where me and the rest of the unnies hung out and talked in

"unnie, i had so many good memories in this room and with you, unnie now your gone who could i got to advice for? you were always there for me like a mother, you always looked out for me, now that your gone, how will i manage?" i asked as i sobbed staring at seulgi unnies smiling face in a picture

i just started smiling just looked at unnie smile "unnie this is a talent you possess, a talent where you could make people smile without even trying, you were like the morning sun that made everyone's day better," i said as tears continued to flow

"i know you are smiling know just like you are in that picture, watch over us and be happy, you deserve it, i love you always, my unnie,"

EVERYONES POV

seulgi our wonderful unnie/dongseng

you left us with a smile on your face even when dying..you were always shining no matter what hardships..you truly deserve to be happy

we love you always.... bae seul gi

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Chapter 31: I'm shedding tears right now. Great story, and stupid girl. She .. she .. dn't know, feel like she gave up and it's breaking me bringing sad memories.
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