BAE SEUL GI POV

"seulgi ya," i look and find boa unnie crying with the rest of the girls, i smile, thankful for their kindness

my heart always feels safe and feels like i knew them for a long time.............................but i did

i sigh

that grabbed the girls attention

"MOMMY!" yell the girls, all hugging me in a dog pile

"are you okay? DOCTOR DOCTOR!" boa unnie yelled

they cried tears of joy....i asked them a question that got them queit

"have you guys ever gotten into an accident when you were young and lost your memory?" i asked carefully

surprisingly they all nodded "actually, when i was  young i would always get dreams about these girls and we were all laughing and," ri in said

"by any chance, was it these girls you saw?" and i gave her the photo

"yea....how'd you..."

"that's me,"

"that's me also,"

"same here........" they looked at me with scared expressions, i started explaining to them

"we were childhood friends, and we got into a car accident and lost our memories," i said simplifying the story

"but fate brought us back together again,"

"but wait........that means our families deaths are related to one...another....somehow," boa unnie thinking hard

"yeah," knowing in my guts that it is

"miss. bae you are awake," dr. kang interuppted

"yes dr. kang,"  

[a/n listen to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iAlHaBAdL8s ]

"girls, would you mind waiting outside?" he asked

"umm, sure," and they left the room

"dr. kang is there something wrong?" i asked

"there is, i did a checkup on you...you have heart failure," i looked at him in shock

"e..excuse me?"

"you actually came to this hospital when you were young after getting into a bad accident, and it seems that is what caused it, and when we were doing surgery, your heartbeat started dropping so we did some tests afterwards and it concluded in heart failure...i'm sorry,"

he left the room and the girls came back in, and i put on my brightest smile, pretending as if nothing happened

"unnie, what did he say?" ri in asked , my heart started aching, why?

because i have decided to keep this a secret....ri in, ara, yeonhee, boa unnie, i'm sorry if i end up leaving you guys early i'm sorry

"let's go to the garden," i suggested

i spent the rest of the day with the girls and after dinner the girls decided they would all sleep with me in the hospital it was 10 pm but i was still awake i looked at my girls sleeping

i started crying and my heart started hurting

no....it was starting to rip.....once again

ri in your smile and cuteness shined, you were like a little child, relying on me as if i was your mother, in such a young age you lost your mother, what heartache you must have recieved, you endured it well but ri in you have more pain to endure

i pat her head, crying

boa unnie thank you for everything, i thank you for taking care of the weak and being strong, i hope you will always stay strong no matter what situation....

yeonhee-yah, the girl who is the same age as me, you felt like a best friend a sister, i thank you for always being there for me

lastly, ara....my little princess, you and riin play so well with each other, you guys were like my children, ara-ya, take care of yourself

i love you all......i will live...for you guys