[a/n listen to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4UC_MQCrDa8&feature=related ]

BAE SEUL GI POV

"seulgi, your going to be okay,"

"seulgi unnie!!!"

i was going in and out of consciousness

"UNNIE!"

i hear the cries and screams of my loved ones but.....i just....i'm too tired

it's black

my eyes are closed but i feel light i open my eyes and see my family

"MOM! DAD! JASON! ERIC!" i run up to them crying and they embrace me with open arms

"my baby girl," my mom cries

i look at them "how have you been?"

"we've been great actually...except for the fact we keep seeing you suffer seulgi," my dad said

"daddy......"

and i cry in his arms

"h...how i hate leaving you in the world..but you have a new family protecting  you baby girl,"

"noona, i'm sorry," my 10 year old brother said while tearing

"for not being able to help ease your pain........"

mom dad jason eric how i've missed you

i turn around and pick up flowers while smiling and i turn back around but found them missing 

"mom?"

"dad?"

no replies, just me and the beautiful but lonely landscape

"eric?"

"jason?"

no replies

i am alone.......once again

i close my eyes but instead of feeling light it suddenly felt cold 

i opened my eyes........no.....not this again

10 dead bodies.........the same ppl as last time.....jaemin oppa, ri in, ara, boa, yeonhee, junsu oppa, yoochun oppa, changmin oppa, jaejoong oppa, and yunho oppa 

and once again i see a thousand men up ahead with one leading man

i stand up, even stronger and more confident than last time 

i walk up to them, but this time i don't stop walking....i keep going until i am face to face with the guy that looked familiar ......no......it's......siwon

i guess this is a vision afterall........

"the blood they shed is your fault," 

"HOW THE HELL IS IT MY FAULT!"

"you will find out soon,"

"....siwon.....are you the boss?"

"i don't know what your talking about,"

"you know what i'm talking about,"

he looked to the person next to him, but his face was rather someone i didn't know

i squinted trying to remember if he was at someone that passed by me on the streets but i haven't seen him once

siwon looks at me 

"no i'm not......."

"then who is?"

"seulgi...."

i hear someone call my name, it wasn't from siwon 

i look around but no ones there, i look into the snow and cold dark area but on one else is there

"seulgi....."

i close my eyes.....and open them again...and find myself in a different surrounding...back at the hospital 

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