WHY?

UNBEARABLE PAIN

BAE SEUL GI POV

its been over a month since my encounter with siwon-ssi

since that day i have considered jae min oppa dead and siwon-ssi a different person no matter how similar they looked

my bond with the girls became stronger while with the boys it grew

yunho oppa ended up being a great friend...for now ^_^

i actually started having little feelings for him..im not the kind of girl that realizes their feelings late

i giggled as i felt butterflies just thinking about yunho oppa

oh and one thing, hehehe, there are officially 4 couples in this household, yes jaejoong oppa and boa unnie got together ever since the day she yelled at me, she told me that she felt safe in his arms and would feel happy for no reason and jaejoong oppa was the reason for all of it

i was so happy for them...the 4 couples would always joke that were the only 2 that didn't get together yet and would always try to push us together which made me blush

on a change of note, during that one month we have trained vigorously, training everyday with only a couple of breaks which resulted in a lot of bleeding, calluses, sore areas, and sweat

they keep telling me stop training because i sometimes i would train sleepless and just continue training the next day, but every single time i stop training i keep thinking about that disgusting heartless monster so i just train to completely get him out of my head

a phone call interupts my day dreaming, i put down the boxing gloves and found it as a restricted number, i pick it up

"hello?"

"its been a while bae. seul. gi," it was siwon

i closed my eyes as my anger started rise but  itold myself to calm down

"what. the. hell. do. you. want?"

"i want...you," he said which disgusted me

"what is it you want!!" i asked one more time with more anger shown

"come to the warehouse that's 30 minutes away from your house,"

"the STEEL WAREHOUSE,"

"alrite," there is so many times where i wouldn't just randomly meet someone who i hate but i needed to go

why?

because.....i need to know why he did all of this

why he killed my famliy

why he killed my friends' family

why he pretended to be dead

i need to know 

i go into the garage and get on my blue motorcycle with my black fingerless gloves

yes i have a motorcycle..actually all 10 of us do instead of the lexus i had i sold it and used the money from our part time jobs and got motorcycles

bad huh? well anyways i start driving but at the stop light i grab for my phone i realize i didn't bring it 

the traffic light changed to green so i continued to drive

YUNHO POV

i walk to the basement as that is our training center 

"seulgi? seulgi? you there?" but it was silent 

the training center was silent

i saw her phone lying on the boxing arena i picked it up and i looked at the calls and one said restricted

i put her phone back down and went upstairs, though i do have a wierd feeling in my stomach

i walk back upstairs

BAE SUEL GI POV

i look at the dark gray warehouse in front of me

it was abandonded as half of the building was missing and the windows were shattered

up in front were black cars and black suited men

i walked towards them with no expression as i can not show the enemy my weak side

i walk towards them with confidence i tighten my gloves as i know this is the first....battle

4 men step forward, 2 gaurding my side and back, we were at the front of the ware house

the right man on the right of me steps forward and knows 3 times and the broken door opens..well more like ripped off

i chuckle "what you laughing at?" the man who opened the door asked his voice booms

"you," i walk past him going in the warehouse which seemed to fluster him

in front were more men, it looks around 20 men and siwon sitting in the middle of all of them in a chair

 i walk as my footstep echoed in the dark and cold warehouse

all of a sudden the warehouse started looking darker i look up at the torn ceiling and saw the sun being covered by the gray clouds, soon it started to drizzle

"let's get this over with," siwon said looking at me while he smirked

"why'd you call me,"

"well you do want to know what happened, do you not?" it was freaky how he knew

"so....what did happen?" my voice started getting higher

"well to start off, my boss offered money if i did what he asked me to, so i did,"

"what exactly was his order?"

"to kill your family and your friends','"

"how are my family and my friends' family linked together?" spewing out questions

"ahh, i guess your parents really never told you or even tried letting you remember,"

"what the hell are you talking about?" curiousity is sure a damn feeling i want to get rid of

"when you were 10, your family, ara's, ri in's, boa's and yeonhee's family were best friends, resulting in your friendship to come about..."

"what?........."

".....but one day your parent's decided to go on a vacation all together, so parents got in one car and the kids in the other and your uncle was driving....but a drunk driver ran into your car, all of you guys were unconcious except your uncle, he was automatically dead........"

"wait...,"

"..the ambulance came, and the parents' were holding on to 5 unconcious kids...."

"wait.....stop....stop...,"

"but the damage was too big....."

"STOP!" I yell

"HOW THE HELL DO YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE ALL THAT CRAP...Y..YOU EVEN LIED TO ME ABOUT WHO YOU ARE,"

he chuckled.....i hands folded into a fist turning white...I....WILL...RIP...HIS...HEAD

"o seulgi, your still the same, even after 3 years,"

"what makes you think i'm the same,"

"evidence...you still want evidence," i was quiet

"you want evidence..here," he threw pictures on the floor, i knelt and picked them up

i looked through them as i saw 5 smiling little girls all holding each other's hands

i looked at the next and saw my parent's smiling widely holding hands and putting their arms around each other shoulders

"you know....i can't really believe this right now..why? because i have no idea how my friends looked like when they were young."

he chuckled AGAIN

"stop laughing you bastard," i charged forward the 4 men held me back but my anger shot up through the roof i turned to my left and punched his face and knocked him down the floor before he and the others could react the other 3 started to attack i blocked their hits, 1 took out a small dagger and aimed it towards me and i grabbed his arm and stabbed it the guy in the back, i kicked the guy who was holding the dagger in the stomach and kicked him in the face i picked up the dagger with my foot, the dagger flying in the air i catch and thoughtlessly aimed to kill

one man more to go before knocking down the remaining 20

he charges towards me, getting a lucky hit in my face before he could do it again i grab his fist , that was only 2 inches from my face, i twist his arm as i am now facing his back, kick him in the calf making him kneel and i plunge the dagger in his heart, i take it out with splatterd blood on my face

he slowly lands on the floor with a thud

20 men are now facing me with one bastard's face looking a bit surprised i smirk

the 20 men charge towards me yelling

before i knew it they were all knocked down

the remaining fighters............me and siwon

he starts clapping , i look towrads his direction glaring "brava, brava, but you do understand that we have to fight,"

minutes ago it was only drizzling but god saw the battle that i had to face, as a storm started occuring

i look at the sky embracing the rain but i felt a sharp pain in my rib

i fix my gaze to the front and find siwon smirking

"you bastard, you are a cheater,"

"why thank you, i am a bastard after all, it would be wierd if i don't play dirty.."

he starts pushing the dagger in deeper "uggh.."

"now you show me your weak side.."

no...i will never show you my weak side..his words strengthened me i grabbed his hands and pushed the dagger out as if new strength flowed in me

i pick up the dagger on the floor swiftly and our fight begins........

BOA POV

"hey what time is it?" jaejoong oppa asked

"DINNER TIME!" changmin oppa childishly squealed

is he really an oppa? 0_0

"YES IT IS !"

"YAY!" changmin oppa jumped up in and down

everyone gathered in the kitchen table but i noticed that seulgi was not here

"hey where's seulgi?" i ask and that gave me their attention

"did you guys see her today?" i continue to ask

"well actually i think it was 1 and i went to the basement and she wasn't there but her phone was and there was a restricted call," yunho oppa said

"really?" i asked ,"well its already 8....so its been.....8 hours since she left the house...."

BAE SEUL GI POV

its been 3 hours since we fought and we are now huffing and puffing 

facing each other as were both both on the ground

"for a girl, you fight well..."

"it seems you forgot but i'm bae. seul. gi,"

we both got off the floor and he chuckled

"i think that's it for today," he said 

"what? your just going to back down and give up like that?" i asked surprised and angry thinking he was looking down on me

"i am NOT giving up, i just don't want to use my energy on a useless battle when there's going to be a WAR, "

"what war?"

"seulgi, you are going to recieve so much pain in the future..." i just walk away but i stop myself and turn around holding on my ribs where it was still bleeding, but thankfully the storm was subsiding 

"siwon, 2 questions.......1. why?"

no answer only confusion was written on his face

"..why are you trying to hurt me emotionally..why did you use me?....why did you kill my parents?....why did you tell me about the accident?"

still no answer but the confusion that was clearly seen in his face was now gone 

it was queit

"and did you really....love me?" i was afraid of his answer but there was none 

i got out the ring in my pocket i started touching it but i threw on the wall and it broke in half.....just like my heart did a month ago....but now i am no longer going to get hurt over someone that has never loved me 

i turn around once again and continue to walk in the calm storm.....with a bleeding heart...and nonstop bleeding side..with wet hair...and wet eyes

thank you rain for covering my tears...........

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SRRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE! 

BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOYED AND NEXT CHAPTER IS ON YOUR WAY

AND I ALREADY THOUGHT OF THE ENDING AND STUFF SO PLEASE ANTICIPATE AS THERE IS GOING TO BE A LONG HEARTBREAKING STORY 

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Chapter 31: I'm shedding tears right now. Great story, and stupid girl. She .. she .. dn't know, feel like she gave up and it's breaking me bringing sad memories.
U get the feelingd so it's good.