[A/N LLISTEN TO: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8aMbBpEmF6A&feature=related ]

BAE SEUL GI POV

i collapse to the floor from the shock..how is..what...i....my mind was completely blank as the pieces i put together seemed so unexpected...though i did find some answers there are still so many questions...john...this john ajusshi...he's behind it...but why..why did he want to kill my parents'..what sin did my dad commit?

my head was spinning but at the same time the pain in my heart started increasing...this heart thing is  really holding me back...dad...what exactly did you do...dad

"SEULGI!" i look to the door and see yunho oppa at the door with a worried expression on his face, i tried pretending i was okay but the pain in my chest started increasing...he can't know..not even yunho oppa can know about my heart failure

"i'm fine oppa," i said smiling and i got up but i was getting dizzy, yunho oppa caught me before i fell

"oppa....," i look at him and he looks at me with worried eyes "seulgi-yah..." i start crying as he holds me.....i didn't know why but the pain i am feeling now isn't a burning sensation anymore....it was a wringing sensation...i close my eyes as the tears continue to fall...dad what exactly did you do? i need answers.....dad.....please i'm begging you

icontinue to cry...as this feeling of my heart breaking continues to grow..this hurt...this pain...i realize i continue to feel as i find myself more into the case of our families murders...appa....since you left me to deal with all this...then help me with one thing....help me become stronger so that i won't feel pain or become weak....appa...help me not show how much i am hurting to others...appa...i know your up there SO HELP ME DAMN IT! HELP ME!!! HElp me...

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SRRY GUYS FOR THE REALLY SHORT AND BORING CHAPTER BUT I WANT TO EXPRESS THE FEELINGS THAT BAE SEUL GI IS FEELING WITH MORE DETAIL

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