"For your information, I'm not waiting for my prince charming. I'm just waiting for a boy who thinks I'm his princess."

"You know, life is not always sunshine and butterflies where everything is fine. Sometimes you just have to learn to smile through the pain."

"You should never feel empty if the person you love turns you down. Because not all people are smart enough to appreciate you. That's why stupidity exists, ok?"

"I pretend I don't like him on the outside, but on the inside I melt every time I see his smile."

"You don't have to worry about love; as long as I exist you will always be loved."

"Butterflies don't know the color of their wings, but human eyes know how beautiful it is. Likewise, you don't know how good you are but others can see that you are beautifulandunique."

"I've noticed that being with you, I smile a little more often, I anger a little less quickly, the sun shines a little brighter & life is much sweeter."

"If burning passion is bursting within our hearts,

that's the best crown in the history of arts."

"Sometimes it is easier and better for us to love someone from a safe distance."

author's note;

Hello~ Hope you'll enjoy, my very own first story. All Rights Reserved. Please, No PLAGARAIZING. Sorry for the grammatical errors, and for the misspelled words :3 All of this came from my imagination, so if any story is the same or similar to mine, it is pure coincidental. I do not own any of the pictures, so credits to the owner. Please Do Vote and Comment! Thank You~

CHUU~ ^.^

prologue;

Watching Drama and Anime on Television or reading a book or manga is my only way of entertaining myself when I’m on duty.

I turned the Television on, hoping that a good drama or movie is on air right now, but unfortunately there was none. I frowned then checked the time and frowned again, my favorite anime will be aired until later. “Tch,” I bit my lower lip in habit. Bored flipping through every single channel, I finally turned off the Television. I groaned, having nothing else to do at the moment.

“What should I do?” I spoke in English, frowning.

I don’t have any new book to read; the English novel ‘Angelfire’ I bought in a bookstore was all cluttered now due to my repeated flipping and reading. Heck, I practically memorized the whole book.

Maybe you’re wondering why I could read and speak English? Well it’s because when I was still in my elementary days I had a private tutor in English at home, and once the tutoring stopped Mom wanted me to speak English frequently in home, so that my English wouldn’t rust, and that I care. It’s pretty cool to know how to speak another foreign language.

I so have to buy new set of novels and books once we go to the bookstore. I thought while sighing heavily.

Crossing my arms over my chest, I started to stare at the blank screen of the Television a few feet away from me. I leaned back on my chair groaning, my eyes closed then I suddenly remembered a certain memory that I thought I have already forgotten.

“Uwaa~” I suddenly cried out loud, and the boy in front of me quickly looked at me with worried eyes. “I hate you!” I pointed to the innocent boy while one of my arms was covering my eyes. “Huh? What?” he frantically ran up to me. “What did I do wrong JaeJae?” he squeaked while carefully putting an arm around me.

“You meanie!” I shouted while shrugging his arm off, “You made me cry!” I whined. “You have hurt my feelings!”

I quickly took a sneaky peek at his face which showed nothing but surprise. “I’m very sorry JaeJae, for whatever reasons that I might have done wrong to you!” I heard his voice cracking, “Just please don’t hate me!” he pleaded. “No! Go away!”I shouted, “Please JaeJae! I’m sorry!” he frantically stated.

I finally burst out laughing, not able to control the happiness that was inside of me. “Just joking!” I grinned at him and saw his face falter. “I’m just kidding~” I cooed at him while he just frowned at me. “Aww~ Don’t frown! It doesn’t suit you! You look more handsome when you smile!” I declared while poking his arm and noticed the edge of his lips twitched. “Ohh~ he’s going to laugh now!” I grinned at him, “Laugh! Laugh! Laugh!” then he finally broke into fits of laughter. I felt so happy and I burst out laughing out too. Laughter filled the quiet house. He grinned at me and I grinned back, “Just don’t do that again! Arasso?” he playfully ruffled my hair. “Neh~” I smiled whole-heartedly.

I blinked while my mouth was gape open, Why did I suddenly remembered that? I sighed, Probably because I miss him so much already, I pouted then shrugged.

He was my first friend and best friend, our family we’re so close to each other. He was my only friend that I trusted back then. He was so nice and great. He was always my playmate. He was always beside me. We were so happy, until one day, a misunderstanding brewed up between our families, then we had to be separated, and so we didn’t get to see and play with each other anymore.

Of course I cried. It really hurts to loose your only friend. I immediately felt that a part of me went missing, but in a way I could still feel where it was and it was just within my grasp.

Then one shocking morning, I heard that they already moved to America. It was then I felt a huge part of me went totally missing and it was now beyond my grasp. Since then I didn’t have any guy friends anymore. Now, due to my forgetfulness, I already forgot his name and his face in my memory is already hazy. If there's ever a chance that we would see each other again, I don't think I could ever recognize him.

And that just adds up to my guilty feeling toward his family, and especially towards him. I want to say sorry to him but I think that would be impossible now.

 Now that I think about it, the reason that Mom has gone to trouble getting me a private tutor in English might be because, her so called enemy’s son will learn how to speak in English since they’re living in America now.

Right, it makes sense now. Augh, Mom. Back then whenever I tried asking Mom about it, she would just indirectly change the topic. And she’s pretty good at that, I tell you. After all, where would I get that talent from? I’m good at changing topics when I’m in a trouble or a pinch too, and somehow I’m proud and glad to have that kind of skill. It’s pretty useful, too.

“Yun Jae! Organize this aisle! I’ll take over there!” I heard my Mom hollered. I sighed. Well, I have something to do now. “Yes!” I shouted then hopped off the chair.

~0O0~

That same night, I tucked myself comfortably in my bed. I gazed up at the ceiling while remembering the things I did today. I sighed, Why is my life so boring, same routine same things always happen to me! Why can’t I have some adventure? I thought while reaching out my hand while it opens and close. I wish my life would be so much colorful and adventurous like those in Television. I tucked my hand back in and yawned, “Yeah, like those in novels and books too!” My eyes started to close, “Yeah …. I …. Wish….” I half mumbled before drifting off to dreamland.

-*-

I slowly opened my eyes and cautiously looked around, “Where am I?”

My heart started to beat fast against my ribcage. I soon realized that I was standing in the middle of the hallway, and I don’t know which hall way is it. “Am I in my house, or what?” I looked around the hallway. It was somehow dark, and it crept the hebejebees out of me. I hate dark places, especially when I’m alone. I saw a light that was just of ahead me; I followed it and saw a door. It was just a plain looking door, but I had another feeling stirring up in me.

I slowly reached for its knob, and shivered upon contact with the cold metal. But what really crept me out is that, my stomach was churning. Like there was something that was just beyond the door that I need to see, something that would probably change my life.  I tried my best to walk away, because I had the feeling that if I open the door and seek the thing that my gut was telling me to do, I might regret it.

But my will worn out and my curiosity eventually won. Collecting all of my bravery, I hesitantly turned the doorknob and slowly walked inside the room.

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