I was dreading it. My face, on a cover of the magazine. I mean who wouldn't be scared!? I could't go asleep, the fear was keeping me up. There are people who love fame, but i'm not that type of girl. I rather be the un-known person wadling around the street! that random strangers won't come up too. I sat on the edge of the window looking at the beautiful skyline as the sun was gently rising. There was something comforting about watching the sky turn that warm shade of gold. and I reminise on a past memory, a beautiful dream, 

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"I know its dark.", He paused, 

"But the absense of light is a necessary part.", He embraced me from the back, swaying me gentley from side to side. We watched the darkness disappear as the sun began to appear,

"I never knew watching the sunrise could feel so peaceful.", I reached my hand towards the sunlight, he followed by entwinning his fingers with mine as the warmth from the sunlight scrapped our palms, 

"Why is that ?", He asked, 

"Your here.", I replied, 

"It feels so peaceful with you.", 

"Hmmm.", He gentley tucked his chin on my shoulder taking in my scent, 

"Life, feels so right.", He sighed, 

"You know, there's one thing that no matter what happens.", He paused, 

"I want you to do for me.", He continued, 

"When ever you see a sight like this, you'll think of this moment. The moment of just us two, no one but us. The feeling of the sun, the colour of the sky.", He paused, 

"The warmth from my chest, the touch of our hands.", He smiled, 

*We're not meant to be together. We're not together now, but just for this moment. I could imagine a future with just u

"Promise!", He said, raising a pinky. I chuckled at the sweet, childish side, i raise a pinky and wrapped it around his, 

"Promise.", I replied, 

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I tucked my head in my knees, 

Ring~Ring~Ring~

I was disturbed by the ringing of my phone. I answered, 

"Yeobo seyo~", I said, 

"AH! Seo Hee!", Kris called,

"I'm not disturbing you am I ?", I was slighty surprised, he hasn't called me for a while. 

"Nope.", I lied,

"Ah, good! I saw your front cover for ______ magazine!", My heart sank slightly. *It's begun.* I thought to myself, 

"You look amazing!", I heard lay in the background, 

"Nee~ You really look Yepoe!!", Kai also called, 

"Really ?", I bit my lip, 

"I didn't even know i was going to be on the front cover! I didn't even know i was going to be in the magazine AT ALL!", I replied, 

"I just agreed to do the photoshoot because i wanted too see if i was able.", I continued, 

"Wah! Really!? Don't worry. You look beautiful, they clearly brought out your natural beauty, your smile, laugh, everything.", He complimented, a smile formed on my lips.

"I can see netizens really liking you.", He continued, 

"Thanks Kris, I feel a lot better because of you.", I replied, my heart had become more at ease but the fear of everyone jumping on me in the middle of the street still remained. 

"But.", I paused, hoping i'd get the answer i was looking for, 

"I have another teaching job that i'm currently doing. Do you still think I'll be able to do it ?", I asked nervously, 

"Hmmm.", He contemplated, 

"Why not!?", He replied, 

"Don't worry Seo Hee. Just don't get too famous yet.", If he was here he would so wink, 

"Thanks Kris.", I thanked again, 

"Well, i need to get ready for school.", I said, 

"Ah, I'll leave you too it.", 

"Bye.", He hung the phone up. I felt like air, happy as the fear had almost gone. I had got changed quite quickly, i didn't dress too formal. A flowwy blouse, a pair of jeans and then a oversized cardigan to protect me from any sudden clasts of cold air. Hair out, 'messy style', and my bare face. I didn't feel all too fussed with makeup, 

Knock~Knock~

I quickly grabbed all my school things and my bag, the opened the door, 

"You ready ?", I saw Taemin smiling happily like his usual self,

"I thought I'd come and pick you up.", He scratched the back of his head innocently. I nodded, while slipping on my shoes, then headed to school, 

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"Woah.", He was slightly shocked at how I was already on the front page, 

"I so wanna see now!", He whined, 

"Aigoo~ Maybe after school if your not busy we could stop by a local shop and check it out.", I replied, 

"Yeah, if the kids don't show me first!", He chuckled, 

"Oh yeah.", I looked down, 

"Aish.", He swung his arm around my shoulders, 

"Why are you so worried!? Pabo~", He stuck his tongue out at me. 

"No one won't notice you without makeup," he scoffed then ran off, 

"YAA!! LEE TAEMIN!", I ran after him. We messed around like five year olds when approaching the school gates. I heard kids and even teachers stare at me and murmur stuff as i walked passed. 

I had arrived in my first lesson, and the kids were still murmuring and whispering, 

"Urm.", I heard someone call, as i placed my thing neatly on the desk, 

"Are you Seo Hee ? The cover girl for _________ magazine ?", The girl asked, *I thought they weren't able to recognise me* I mentally cried inside, 

"I mean, Miss Hee.", She corrected i chuckled, 

"Ah, Nee~", I said, 

"Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!~", They all roared, 

*My life is OFFICIALLY. Over, well my normal life anyway.* 

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I'M SO, SO, SO, SO! SORRY MY FLUFFY BUNS! 

I know i haven't been updating like mental! Like i usally do but Ahh! Theres alot of stuff going on! I haven't even update my other fanfics! I AM SHOOO SOWWY!! PLease FORGIVE ME! 

And I've been meaning to ask you guys!? Since i'm such a BAD AUTHOR-NIM! 

You guys can help me pick the _________-- magazines name, something to do with Mr Han's corporation but something catchy and well, i dunno french ? Alot of magazines are like french right ?, Ceci, Elle, vogue, blaahh, Blaahhh, 

And I'll pick three of the best suggestions, then in the next or 9th chapter i'll ask you guys to pick outta the three, then the one with the most votes. WINS!! But all you other guys are awesome too! Might use them in my other fics so stay tuned ;) 

LOVE YOU GUYS! HOPE YOU HAD OR HAVE A AWESOME DAY!

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