A smile behind all the tears (HIATUS)

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What will happen when someone gave you something that you need to love and when you finally love it, the biggest nightmare come to you and there's nothing you can do..

 

Seohyun is Taeyeon and Leeteuk's best friend, she become taeyeon's bride's maid when she's marrying leeteuk and Kyuhyun is Leeteuk's best man. 

Seohyun and Kyuhyun are very happy about taeyeon and leeteuk's wedding... after the wedding day seohyun and kyuhyun become closer and they started to have feelings for each other bur no one ever confess it

2 years has past and taeyeon's giving birth to her first child... her name is eun jangmi, the meaning is grace rose

all of them were very happy about the child but after jangmi was born leeteuk and taeyeon's marriage life become a disaster.. taeyeon always ask seohyun to take jangmi to her house whenever she and leeteuk are fighting

seohyun and kyuhyun are worried about them.. what will happen if they get divorce.. what about jangmi?

Foreword

SEOHYUN'S POV

i was sitting on a couch in my living room, looking at the television... aish this cheesy movie again

i can't stop thinking about taeyeon and leeteuk.. what else can i do? i feel so bad for jangmi.. 

suddenly a knock on the door blur out my mind, i turn off the television and walk to the door

when i open the door.. "taeyeon?" 

taeyeon is standing outside my house and she's holding jangmi.. i know she's gonna ask me to take care of jangmi while she continue fighting with leeteuk... but wait what's with all the suit case?

"taeyeon-ah are you ok?" i ask her

she look at me.. her eyes are red.. i bet it's from all the crying

"can.. can i come in?" she ask with low voice

i nodded and i take her suit case inside

i sit on the couch next to her and jangmi.. jangmi is sleeping so peacefully in taeyeon's arm

"taeyeon-ah what's with the suit case? are you gonna stay here?" i ask her 

she remain silent and no words coming out from

tears start to roll down her face

"i'm leaving leeteuk" 

i was so surprise that i almost cry...

"i've made my decision.. i'm leaving this town.." she said and my eyes got watery

no.. this can't be true.. Taeyeon she's my best friend since high school and now she's leaving?

"taeyeon-ah... you.. you can't leave! where will you go?! if you wanna leave leeteuk and your house you are welcome to stay here!" 

i said as tears start to fall

"i'm going back to London, my family are still there.. i've talked to them i'm coming back and they agreed.. i'm sorry seohyun but i can't stay here not with all the memories about leeteuk and my marriage life" 

"i already signed the divorce paper and leeteuk's giving it back tomorrow and we will be officially divorced.. i'm sorry seohyun.. i have to leave" she said as she start to cry

"i'm gonna miss you... so much.. promise me you'll be back?" i said as i wipe my tears

"i promise..." she said and she look a little bit tense 

"seohyun.. there's something else.." she said

"what?" i ask her

"leeteuk didn't wanna take jangmi.. and.." she look down

" and what? you're gonna take jangmi right?"

taeyeon keep looking down.... what the..

"taeyeon-ah look at me and answer! you're taking jangmi right??!" i ask her with shock look

she have to say yes.. she's out of her mind if she's leaving jangmi!!

"seohyun.. i'm leaving this town.. this country.. i wanna start over.. i.. i can't take jangmi with me"

WHAT??!! i stand up and i start to get angry

"SHE'S YOUR DAUGHTER FOR GOD SAKE!! WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH YOU?!" my eyes start to get watery as i think about how jangmi's live would be

"please seohyun try to understand.." she said and she start to cry

"UNDERSTAND WHAT?! what are you gonna do?? put her in a orphanage and pretend like she never existed??!" 

i still can't believe it... taeyeon.. how could you..

"no listen! i came here to talk to you about this! .. she's my daughter i know.. and i love her more than anything but i can't start over my life with her... she will remind me about leeteuk and my old life and that won't help me starting over.. i'm leaving everything behind" she said

"and you came here to talk to me about that because you think i will understand?! you sick" i can't even look at her right now

".... seohyun.. i came here.. to...i'm giving jangmi to you" 

.... wait what?! what did she.. what the...

i look at her with no words.. i can't believe it.. what's wrong with her..

"taeyeon.. you're crazy.. you are crazy!!" i said

" i can't out her in a orphanage... you're the only one who knows her.. who knows how to be with her and you're my best friend.. please try to understand.." she said

"taeyeon! this is not some kind of high school thing that you can just ask me! i'm not ready ok? i still have life.. i just graduated from college and now i'm looking for a job. i can't take care of a baby!" i said and i look at jangmi

her peacefull face.. she look so peacefull in her sleep.. i can't help but cry.. she's only 1 years old and she's about to lose her family.. her mother and father didn't even want her.. she doesn't have anyone...................................... but me

"please seohyun.."

i just keep looking at jangmi

 

KYUHYUN'S POV

i'm on my way home from leeteuk's house.. he told me about his divorce with taeyeon.. i can't believe this 

2 years ago they were very happy on their wedding day but now? i don't even see their love for each other anymore

i have to talk to seohyun about this.. i pull over so i can text her 

 

Seohyun, i need to talk to you about something, can i come over?

-kyu 

 

i wait for her reply and thank god she reply instantly because i'm gonna get ticket for parking here

yes please! i need to talk to you too!

-seohyun

 

i put my phone in my pocket and start the car engine.. i drive to seohyun's house

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i arrive at her house and i knock her door

"come in" i heard her voice from inside..

i open the door and i saw her seating on a couch with a suitcase in front of her and she's... holding a baby.... it's jangmi

she look at me and i saw her red eyes..her swollen red eyes... is she crying??!

i run to the couch and i sit next to her.. is she ok.. i hold her hand

"seohyun.. are you ok? what's wrong?" i ask her 

"taeyeon's leaving... and she..." she can't finish her words

"seohyun.. she's what?" i ask her and she finally said it

"she's leaving jangmi.. she's giving jangmi to me.. "

i can't help but open my mouth.. i'm so surprised.. leeteuk told me that taeyeon's leaving this town with jangmi but.. 

"what?! leeteuk said she's taking jangmi!" 

"she's giving jangmi to me.. she said she can't take jangmi ... kyuhyun please help me.. i don't know what to do my whole life's falling apart i can't take care of a baby!! i'm still 22 and i'm still looking for a job.. i'm building my future and how can i get a job while i have to take care of a baby?!" she said and she start to cry harder

i can't say anything.. i wish i can help her but.. what can i do?

"i can't say no to her.. i can't, if i say no it means that i'm abandoning jangmi too and i'm the only thing that jangmi has.." she look down and i can see her crying

come on kyuhyun.. think!! i know i can't let her do this alone.. i can't let her go through all this by her self.. wait.. unless..

"seohyun.." 

she's putting jangmi on a baby swing... i think taeyeon's giving it to her

she look at me

"i know this sounds crazy but.. why don't you live with me?" i ask her

she look so shocked.. i know it's stupid but i can't let her be alone

"i'll help you, we can find the nanny for the afternoon and we can take care of her after we got home from work.. you can sell this house and use the money for everything and you can live in my apartment.. i still have 2 rooms left.. one for you and one for jangmi.. we can buy a crib and stuff for the baby room..." i said nervously.. i afraid she's gonna say no

she just look at me with a shock look...

"so?.. umm will you?" 

"kyuhyun.. i will.. oh my god of course i will.. i don't know how to thank you" she said as she hug me so tight 

i'm so relieved and happy knowing that i will spend more times with her.. and we're gonna start our life together even if she hasn't know how i really feel............

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Cuatas4ever #1
Chapter 18: I hope you update the story its really good :)
kyufictions
#2
Chapter 18: this is so touching T_T so beautiful T_T
Kyuminyeong #3
Update soon :(( *sobs*
seokykyu #4
update soon please..
kimberly
#5
I'm crying so much while reading this great fics anw
markermelon
#6
Sad :'( I cried when I read this while listening to the songs you suggested...<br />
You haven't finish this yet,please update Soon !!
sunset-coffee-cup
#7
ohhh please update soon . . . don't want them to end up unhappy . . .
SuperSeoKyuShiDae
#8
it's so sad. please go back soon Kyuhyun...
StrawberryFantasy
#9
I finally caught up!<br />
Ahh, I'm crying! Especially since I was reading this while my sister was playing sad piano music...T~T<br />
THIS IS SO SAD! T___T Why does Kyuhyun have to leave? D:<br />
Please update soon...<br />