SEOHYUN'S POV

I'm sitting in my living room.. full of awkwardness.. Taeyeon is right in front of me, she's looking at me like she want to tell me something

what is it that kyuhyun need to tell me?

"seohyun i miss you so much" she said and she walk closer to me and hug me

i stay still on my seat and hug her back

"i can't believe kyuhyun hasn't told you yet.... did he tell you about our meeting at the cafe?" she ask me

"ca..cafe? look Taeyeon, i don't know anything ok.. i don't even know you're back" i said

"seohyun. you're still the same. always curious" she said

"just skip this chit chat ok, i'm in a hurry and if you're here to see jangmi.. she's not home" i said

"yes actually.. i'm here to see my daughter" she said

what?! she did not.. seohyun calm down.. i try my best to calm myself but i can't.. every time i heard 'taeyeon is jangmi's mother' i feel like screaming.. and now i have to hear it from taeyeon herself.. saying that jangmi is her daughter.. i can't help but yell

"no.. no SHE'S NOT YOUR DAUGHTER!" she look shock and she take a deep breath

"seohyun.. stop dreaming. stop pushing your brain to think that you're jangmi's mother.. because you are not." she said

"don't  you dare.. don't you dare said that you are her mother...because- -" before i finish she cut it

"did you gave birth to her?! are you the one who carry her everywhere for freakin 9 months??" she ask me

"giving birth? pregnant? and you think you can call your self a mother? you think a MOTHER can gave birth to her child and leave?! you think a mother will leave her daughter and never ask about her daughter anymore?" i said as tears started to form in my eyes

"and remember your reason taeyeon.. you want to start a new life.... so what are you doing here?" i continue

"i made a mistake. i thought i can leave my old life and rebuild a new one.. but i can't. and i'm here now.. i will fix everything" she said

"wha..how? what do you mean?" she's not gonna....

"i'm back with leeteuk and... we're taking jangmi back"

i froze. i feel like my heart being squeezed.. so hard that i can't feel it anymore

all the memories i had with jangmi flashing through my mind

the first time she sit on my lap when taeyeon gave her to me.. the first time we move in to kyuhyun's apartment ... the first time she called kyuhyun appa... the first time she called me omma.. the first time she walk... seokyumi day...

"you.. you're what?" i said 

"i talked to kyuhyun about this... he knows everything i thought he told you already... you only have 5 days left to be with jangmi..." 

"ARE YOU FREAKIN INSANE?! I WON'T LET YOU TAKE HER" i said .. crying

"seohyun there's nothing you can do... you and kyuhyun are not legally her parents and.. if you don't give jangmi back to me on saturday.. the children department will take her.. and give her to me" she said

no.. no this is not true right?! this can't be true right?? Jangmi... jangmi she's my daughter.. how can Kyuhyun hide this from me..

"you.. you're sick.. you're the worst human being" i said

"you're the one who's giving jangmi to me.. you're the one who make me love her with all my heart and now you're the one who's taking her away from me?!" i said with tears keep flowing 

"seohyun you don't know how hard is it for me to do this to you and kyuhyun but--"

"BULL ! how could you tell me that it's hard for you?! what about me?! you think it's easy for me?? from the first time you gave her to me.... i try as hard as i can to take care of jangmi and when i start to love her with all my heart you're taking her away from me??? IF YOU'RE GOING TO DO THIS WHY DID YOU GAVE HER TO ME FROM THE FIRST PLACE?!!" i said and i bend my knees .. i close my face and i cry harder

i feel taeyeon's arm wrap around me but i hit them and she let go

"go away... i don't want to talk to you.. i don't want to see you.. i don't even want to know you.. go away" i said and tears keep flowing

i stand up and i look at her with anger 

"take her. i don't care" i said

"seo- -"

"because i know you and leeteuk won't work out and you will give jangmi back to me because you can't take care of her all by your self.. i know you will become a fail mother just like before" i said and suddenly i feel a slap landed on my cheek

i look back to her

"you think that will hurt me? you already gave me the biggest pain in my life by taking MY DAUGHTER away from me.. and you think a slap will hurt me?" i said as tears start to flow again

no.. it's not the slap that make me cry... when i said 'my daughter' i can hear a voice from deep down my heart said 'get over it seo.. she's not your daughter.. her real mother is standing right in front of you' and i keep looking at taeyeon.. 

"i'll be back saturday.. with leeteuk. there's nothing you can do" she said and she walk outside the apartment

when she close the door i just stand there with non stop tears keep rolling down my cheek... i walk.. i walk to jangmi's room

i walk in.. i look at her crib.. i touch her crib.. i pick up her blanket and i hold it so tight.. i fall down on my knees still hugging her blanket

"jangmi.... jangmi please don't go.. omma is dreaming right.. please wake me up from this nightmare.."

i open my eyes and everything are still the same 

my phone beep and i open it.. kyuhyun texted me

SEOO~ 

where are you? the doctor just said that i can check out in one hour

- Kyuhyun

i close my phone.. i'm mad at him.. he didn't tell me about what's going on and i can't accept that

i walk outside the apartment with my swollen eyes and i find a cab to the hospital

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I arrived at the hospital and walk to kyuhyun's room

i open the door and everyone is talking and laughing together.. kyuhyun is already up and he already change his clothes

when they see me.. my swollen eyes everyone look shock 

"seohyun.. are you ok?" kyuhyun ask and he walk closer to me.. he hold my hand but i let go

"no" i said and i look at him

everyone is staring at me and kyuhyun.. i look to the other side and i spot jangmi sitting on yoona's lap and i can't help but walk to her

i take jangmi from yoona's lap and i take her outside

i sit on the chair outside the room and i put jangmi on my lap and she's facing me

she look at me with her eyes... and i start to cry again

god please help me.. i can't lose her... i don't want to lose her..

i hug her and i cry.. hugging her

YOONA'S POV

"where's seohyun?" i ask 

"i don't know, i texted her half hour ago but she hasn't reply" kyuhyun said

sunny and sungmin has left and jangmi is here with me ^^

she's just so cute.. donghae and i can't stop playing with her.. we are sitting on the couch 

we played peek-a-boo and jangmi always laugh when donghae did it

"come on it's your turn" donghae said

"Annio!! she never laugh at me" i said and i pout 

"come on.. she will this time" he said

"ok finee" i give up

"peek a...BOO!" ...... jangmi just stare at me and .... still not laughing

"HAHAHAHAHA" donghae laugh so hard and i punch his shoulder

"YAH! i told you!! i don't wanna play anymore" i said

"yoona-shi maybe jangmi have a crush on donghae" kyuhyun said as he walk out from the bath room and now he's wearing t-shirt and jeans

"it's not fair!! she can't have a crush on me.. she's a girl" i said and everyone start to laugh

suddenly the door's open and seohyun is standing there.. our laugh stops when we see her.. her eyes are swollen

"seohyun.. are you ok?" kyuhyun ask as he walk to her and he hold her hand.. but she let go and she said "no"

she look at kyuhyun.. full of sorrow and anger.... what's going on?

i shook my head when i see her looking at me.. she walk closer to me.. she pick jangmi from my lap and take her outside

she close the door .. donghae and i stand up instantly and walk up to kyuhyun

"kyuhyun.. you told her right? about the whole taeyeon stuff?" donghae ask him

"i..i haven't" kyuhyun said

oh.. dear god.. i think seohyun found out.. without thinking i run outside the room to find seohyun

i run outside and i see her sitting on the chair right in front of me.. huging jangmi.. and crying

i walk slowly to her and sit next to her

she realize and she look at me.. her eyes are red.. her face look so sad and tired

i wrap my are around her shoulder 

"you know about this?" she ask me with her whispering voice

"yes.. donghae told me.. he knows because he's kyuhyun's best friend and he told me because i'm yours .. don't blame him for this" i said and i keep patting her back

"yoona... do you know how much i love jangmi? i love her so much that sometime i want to die because i know that i'm not her real mother... but i can take it.. because i know i can keep her and i can still think of me as her mother.. but.. but now.. my worst nightmare become real.. i.. i can't.." she said and she can't finish her sentence.. she's crying and she's still holding jangmi.. who's now sleeping 

Tears start to form in my eyes.. i know how much seohyun love jangmi and i can't believe that taeyeon girl use to be seohyun's friend

"There's gotta be a way out" i said 

"that's the problem... here is no way out" she said

"Seohyun" kyuhyun said when he walk out the room with Donghae behind him

seohyun look at him and stand up .. she's still holding jangmi

i stand up and i take jangmi from her "seohyun talk to him... and remember it's not his fault.. ok?" i said 

"we will wait in the lobby" i said and i walk to the lobby with donghae

SEOHYUN'S POV

yoona and donghae left

Kyuhyun and i just stand there, staring at each other

"i'm sorry" he said

"how could you not tell me?" i ask him

"so what are you gonna do if taeyeon didn't come to our apartment and told me... are you gonna keep this a secret?" i ask

"taeyeon?? she's the one who told you?" he ask me

"it's not important! tell me.. why didn't you tell me right after you know??" i ask

"because.... i was about to told you.. but i can't it was right when i fainted and you took me to the hospital"

i stand there.. in a shock

"i'm sorry" he said

i know it's not his fault.. i know he's going through the same as me right now

"kyuhyun" i said with tears forming in my eyes

"i don't want to lose her" i said and i start to cry.. he hug me and i hug him back

"kyuhyun i don't want to lose her" i cry and he just hug me with no words

KYUHYUN'S POV

"kyuhyun i don't want to lose her" she said while crying

i just hug her without saying anything.. i can't say anything

i cry.. tears flowing down my cheek but i won't let her know.. i have to be strong for her

i hug her tightly and tears keep flowing down my cheek..

DONGHAE'S POV

Yoona and i sith on the lobby chair with jangmi on her lap.. sleeping

"so you think they will be ok?" i ask her

" i hope so.. seohyun look so sad but i know she know that it's not kyuhyun oppa's fault" she said

"why should they go through this?" she ask

"yeah.. they don't deserve this" i said

i look at her and she's looking down with tears in her eyes

"ya..yah! i told you.. i hate seeing a girl cry" i said and i take a tissue from my pocket and wipe her tears

she smile and look at me "sorry.. and thanks"

"that's better" i wink at her

Yoona and i are now.. well we are only friends.. although i want us to be more than that

we stand up as we see Kyuhyun and Seohyun walk towards us

both of the look pale.. kyuhyun wrap his arm around her and Seohyun look so lifeless 

both of them have swollen eyes but seohyun is worse

"here, you should comfort her" i said to yoona and take jangmi from her so she can walk to seohyun

"thanks" she smile and walk to seohyun.. she hug her and seohyun cry again

kyuhyun walk to me and sit next to me

he look at jangmi who's sleeping on my lap and touch her cheek

"how are you?" i ask him

"i'm not fine.. but she's worse, hyung.. i can't see her like this" he said

"i know.. there will be a way out... believe me" i said as  patted his back

KYUHYUN'S POV

i walk inside my apartment holding seohyun's hand and she's still holding the sleeping jangmi

donghae gave us a ride because i can't drive like this 

"i'm gonna put her in bed" seohyun said

i nodded and i let go of her hand

i sit in the living room.. putting both my hands in my face

why.. why should this happening to me? i can't lose her... i love jangmi too much to let her go

aside from that.. i have to see seohyun suffer.. her love for jangmi can't be count.. it's to big and now she's gonna lose her

i cry to my self ... god please help us

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i wipe my tears and i stand up.. Seohyun has been in jangmi room for a while.. she said she's just gonna put her in bed

when i walk close to jangmi's room i haven't open the door and i heard seohyun sing

"You Are My Sunshine
My only sunshine. 
You make me happy 
When skies are grey. 
You'll never know, dear, 
How much I love you. 
Please don't take my sunshine away"

and i can hear her crying and she said "jangmi.. jangmi i hope you can understand me.. i hope i can convince you to stay with omma and kyuhyun appa forever.. but i can't.. jangmi i'm so sorry i can't be a good mother to you.. if i know you will leave me.. i would have spend more time with you.. but now.. now i only have 5 days left to be with you... my eun jangmi.. my grace rose.. promise me something... even though you can't understand me.. promise me something.. promise me that you will always be my Jangmi.. promise me that when you're older you will still call me omma.. i don't know if we can meet again later or not... but promise me ok? Omma will always love you.. omma will always remember you.. everyday.. eveytime.. omma will always think of jangmi.. you have to know that ok? and when you feel sad.. you're always welcome to come here.. the door will always open for you.. we can have another seokyumi's day.. you remember that day right? your first birthday, your first and your last birthday with omma... i hope leeteuk and taeyeon can be the perfect parent for you... even if it's impossible for you to be my daughter again... omma will always wait.. omma love you so much" she said and she cry

i just stand outside jangmi's room... tears start to flow again.. listening to seohyun's pain.. knowing that i will lose jangmi....

i can hear seohyun's crying inside.

i lean on the door and cry.

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