5 years ago

A smile behind all the tears (HIATUS)

KYUHYUN'S POV

 

i sit on the couch next to seohyun waiting for her to tell me what did taeyeon said, why should i let her pick up the phone.. she was so happy today and one phone call ruins everything

"you ready to talk about it?" i ask her 

she's not crying and her eyes are back to normal

"there's nothing to talk about, i'm over reacting. sorry" she said

is she telling me the truth? there's no way taeyeon didn't say anything, she was crying before

"don't lie" 

"just tell me the truth, i'm here" i said and she look at me

"she's still in london.. she was just asking me about how's my life now and how she miss.. and she's still sorry about everything and.. i miss her too. i miss her so much and we talk a little bit, it feels like old time when we were friends and how we talk all night on the phone" her eyes started to get watery

"it feels great to talk to her again.. but all the great feelings suddenly disappear when she asked me about jangmi" she said

she look down and i can see her tears started to fall

"she asked a lot about jangmi and she's thanking me because i take care of her daughter and when she said 'thanks for taking care of my daughter' i don't know why when she said that, everything seems so dark" she said

"come here" i hug her and i kiss her head

"go get some sleep and don't ever think about it, ok?" 

"ok" i kiss her and she walk inside her room

 

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if you are taeteuk shipper please listen to "what if" by super junior while reading this scene :)

TAEYEON'S POV

 

"we hope you enjoy your flight and welcome to seoul" the air hostess lady said when i about to get off the plane

i walk down the ladder and i step on the ground.. seoul i'm here

i walk outside the airport with one suitcase on my hand i look around and i take a cab

"where to miss?" the cab driver ask

with all the courage i have i said "namsan tower"

the cab stop and i look outside.. i'm here

i give the money and i get off the cab.. i take my suit case and i just stand there looking at the tower

i'm here.. today is may 15 .. 5 years ago..

 

FLASHBACK

"OMG" i almost fall because my shoelace's untie but thank god he hold me

"haha taeyeon-ah gwenchana?" he ask me and smile

"yeah i'm fine, thanks for holding me" i said

"here let me" he bend down and fix my shoelace.. i'm started to blush 

he stand up and our face's so close to each other 

"tha.. thanks" i said awkwardly because we're so close 

"come here" he grab my hand and take me to the front of the tower

"why are you taking me here?" i said

"this is your favorite place right?" he said

"yes.. but you don't like this place, you said that this place is boring and there's nothing to do here" i said

"wait a minute.. what's with you today? this morning you took me running next to the river, and this afternoon we ate japanese food, and now you're taking me to namsan tower? everything's my favorite things that you hate, why?" i ask him

"FINALLY! i was waiting for you to finally realize and thank god you did" he said

"ok.. leeteuk please you're confusing me"

"i'm taking you to do all the things you like and i don't it's because i want to say something" he smile

"what's it?" i ask him

"i want you to know that i'm willing to do anything that i don't like.. as long as i'm with you" he hold my hand

"i'm willing to eat anything that i don't like.. as long as i'm with you, and i'm willing to go wherever that i don't like.. as long as i'm with you" 

"all the things that i don't like become the best things ever when i'm with you, everything feels so perfect and i feel like nothing can go wrong.."

"everything feels perfect when we're together and that's the best feelings ever.. i want to feel this way forever" he said

i smile, we're still holding hand and we're looking at each other

"what's that?" i shook my head and he's pointing something behind me, i turn my head "what??"

i didn't see anything so i look back to him and.. he's holding a ring 

"being with you forever will make me feel that way forever.. taeyeon-ah will you marry me?"

i can't help but smile so wide.. leeteuk the man i've ever love truly and now he's asking me to be his wife... 

"yes.. yes i will" i said 

he put the ring on my finger and it fits perfectly

we look at each other

"this is now my favorite place too.." he smile

"now i love this place even more" i said

"let's make a promise, meet me here 5 years from now.. it will be fun when we're married and we remember, maybe we already have child" he said

"i will... i promise"

i hug him so tight and i feel like the luckiest girl in the world

END OF FLASHBACK

 

i just stand there with all the flashback in my head.. i just stand there and i cry

i know i shouldn't cry.. 5 years ago was amazing but we break up for a reason 

i cry harder.. i miss him.. he's the only one who can make me feel perfect.. even though our marriage has to end it doesn't mean that we're never happy.. our first 2 years of marriage are the happiest years of my life and he's the only one who can make me feel like that

i look at my finger.. i'm wearing the engagement ring.. i know i shouldn't but i want to..

i close my eyes, i look down and i cry.. i open my eyes and i see someone hand holding a tissue

i look up to see his face and...... leeteuk

"you came" he said

"so do you" i said

"i'm the one who made the promise.. i'll never forget, here" he said and he wipe the tears on my face

"you know how i hate seeing you cry" he said and throw the tissue into the trash can

"now what?" i said

"i owe you an apologize..  all the things i said to you five years ago.. i'm sorry it was just a lie.. i promised you a perfect life and i didn't gave you one." he said

"no.. don't apologize, you gave me the perfect life.. even if it only last 2 years and then our marriage become.. well nightmare" i said

he look down.. i now this is the moment where i should leave but i can't

"let's go up" i grab his hand and we walk inside the tower

i know it's stupid but it feels right 

 

 

 

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Cuatas4ever #1
Chapter 18: I hope you update the story its really good :)
kyufictions
#2
Chapter 18: this is so touching T_T so beautiful T_T
Kyuminyeong #3
Update soon :(( *sobs*
seokykyu #4
update soon please..
kimberly
#5
I'm crying so much while reading this great fics anw
markermelon
#6
Sad :'( I cried when I read this while listening to the songs you suggested...<br />
You haven't finish this yet,please update Soon !!
sunset-coffee-cup
#7
ohhh please update soon . . . don't want them to end up unhappy . . .
SuperSeoKyuShiDae
#8
it's so sad. please go back soon Kyuhyun...
StrawberryFantasy
#9
I finally caught up!<br />
Ahh, I'm crying! Especially since I was reading this while my sister was playing sad piano music...T~T<br />
THIS IS SO SAD! T___T Why does Kyuhyun have to leave? D:<br />
Please update soon...<br />