is this goodbye?
A smile behind all the tears (HIATUS)THIRD PERSON'S POV
Seohyun walk down to the living room and yoona is there sitting alone watching tv, she realize seohyun is awake
"morning" she greet her
"hey" seohyun said as she sit next to her
"how are you now?" yoona ask
"i just did something stupid" seohyun said
"bwoh?!" yoona look at her, she turn off the tv and look at seohyun waiting for her to talk
"last night.. i don't know what's gotten in to me, i.. i feel so lonely you know? and i found stuff that reminds me of him....i don't know why but i called him and he didn't pick up but i left a message and..and i said i miss him" seohyun said and she cover her face
"why did i do that?" seohyun said
"well.. it's not something stupid..." yoona said
"it is. what if he call back? what should i tell him?"
"it's not your fault, you love him and you have to let him go....it's not easy seo" yoona said
"whatever i just need to forget everything and hope he won't call me back"
yoona nodded and walk to the kitchen
"you want something for breakfast?" yoona ask from the kitchen
"up to you, hey by the way where's yuri unni and your parents?" seohyun ask
"they have to do something, it's about yuri unni's wedding" yoona said as she walk back to the living room with toasts and milk
"here" she said and she put the food on the table
"thanks" seohyun said
"oh have you met your sister's fiance?" seo ask
"of course! i met him for like 1000 times" yoona said
SEOHYUN'S POV
we're talking and suddenly my phone ring
i look at the screen and kyuhyun's name is on it
"it's him" i said and yoona look
"omo, pick up!" she said
"what should i say??" i ask
"anything just pick up first!" yoona said
i sigh and i walk to the kitchen so yoona won't hear me
"hello?" i pick up
"um..hey" he said
"hey.." i reply... this is awkward
"listen, if you're calling to ask about my message it's..last night i'm not thinking clearly, i don't know what's gotten in to me.... don't think about it, i.. it didn't mean anything" i said
"oh... ok" he said
"ok then.." i said but before i say goodbye he say something
"can we meet? i need to tell you something" he said
i just remain in silent... should i? what if i see him and i can't let him go again?
"hello?" he said
"uh umm.. sure, text me where. see you" i hang up before he say anything
i sigh and walk back to the living room
"what happen?" yoona ask
KYUHYUN'S POV
i woke up this morning with a message on my phone, it's from seohyun she said she's lonely and she miss me, did she mean it? i keep thinking for an hour should i or should i knot call her back, if she meant it..i would wanna know and i hope she meant it
i sigh and pick up the phone, i dial her number
"hello?" she pick up, SHE PICK UP WHAT SHOULD I SAY!!
"um..hey" i said
"hey.." she reply... gah i know it's gonna be awkward, before i say anything she talk
"listen, if you're calling to ask about my message it's..last night i'm not thinking clearly, i don't know what's gotten in to me.... don't think about it, i.. it didn't mean anything" she said
oh.. so she didn't mean it? i sigh.. i was kinda dissapointed because well.. i do.. i miss her more than anything
"oh... ok" i said trying to hide my dissapointment , oh wait.. there's something i need to tell her, but it can't be talked over phone
"ok then.." she said but before she say goodbye i say something
"can we meet? i need to tell you something" i ask, please say yes.. please seohyun say yes
she didn't say anything for a while... what if she say no? i really need to see her
"hello?" i said
"uh umm.. sure, text me where. see you" she hang up before i say anything
i sigh, i open the phone and text her the place
i don't know what to do... i look aroung my apartment and it's empty, all my stuffs are packed and ready to be ship
i walk to her room...well not anymore
i walk to seohyun's old room i just stand on the door looking at it, it's empty her stuffs are packed and donghae will be here to take the stuff to yoona's
*knock knock*
someone knock the door, i walk to the door and donghae's there
"hey, you ok? you look.. weird" donghae ask
"yeah i'm fine..well, i just talked to seohyun" i said
"woah really?! how? how's she?" he ask
"she kind od left me a message last night.. she said she miss me and stuff but this morning she said she didn't mean it, but it's not the point...the thing is.. when i talk to her.. she's...different, you know? she's not..her" i said
"you should tell her about - -"
"yeah i'm meeting her this afternoon" i said
donghae nodded
"oh and the stuffs?" he ask
"oh yeah, thanks again for helping me with this" i said
"no problem, i'm on my way to yoona's anyway" he said
"right.. and about that, how are you with her anyway? are you guys official now?" i ask while taking seohyun's boxes into donghae's car
"well.. kinda" he said
"BWOH?! when? where? how?" i ask
"aish are we really gonna talk about this like a girl?" he said and we put the other stuff inside his car
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YOONA'S POV
seohyun walk down after shower, she's all dress up
"where are you going?" i ask
"to meet kyuhyun" she said
"i know, i mean where?" i ask
"oh he ask to meet up at the beach" she said
"oh.. you need a ride? donghae will be here, he can drive you" i ask
"no no thanks, i already called the taxi, wait donghae here with my stuffs?" she ask
"yes but don't worry about it i can take care of it" i said
"thanks.. thanks a lot" she said and i smile
"so how are you guys? you and donggae-shi?" she ask
oh yeah she don't know hahaha
"omo i can't believe i haven't told you... well.. we kinda..official" i said
"REALLY? omggg i happy for you guyss" she said and she hug me
"yah yaah stop it" i said while blushing
"Annyeonghaseo~" someone call from outside.. i know that voice ^^
i jump from my seat and run to the door
"Annyeeonngg" i said as i open the door
"heyy" donghae greet me
"hey youu!" i said and i hug him
"aish you love birds" seohyun said behind us
i laugh and blush
"oh did you call a taxi?" donghae ask
"neh seohyun did, whaeyo?" i ask
"it's outside" he said
"oh really? i better go, thank you guys for my stuff. just put it anywhere i'll clean it up" she said and walk out the house
"it's ok hyunnie, byeee" i said and seohyun get in the cab
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donghae and i just finished putting the stuffs inside my house
"that's the last box" he said
"thank youu" i said
"hmm do you mind stay here for a while? i don't feel like being alone" i said
"sure" he said and we both walk to the living room
i turn on the tv and sit on the couch next to him
i sit close to him and suddenly he wrap his hand around me and pull me closer so i lean on him
he suddenly kiss my forehead and i look at him
"what's that for?" i ask
"nothing, i'm just.. so happy" he said
i chuckeled "you're so cheesy" i said
he laugh and pinch my cheek
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(Listen to "if" by taeyeon while reading this part)
THIRD PERSON'S POV
seohyun give the money to the driver and get off the cab, the beach is empty.. no one is here
no.. there's someone, one person standing there looking at the sea... it's him
seohyun walk closer to him but he don't know i'm here since he's looking at the sea
seohyun walk until she's standing next to him
Kyuhyun realize she's standing next to him but he keep looking at the sea
both of them keep looking at the beach, the empty beach
it's silent all they can hear is the sound of the wave and the wind
"you remember?" kyuhyun said
"yes" seohyun answer
FLASHBACK
"Seohyun-ah come here" taeyeon call seohyun who's playing with water
"what?" she ask and sit next to taeyeon
"leeteuk is coming here with his bestman.. he's friend, i'm gonna introduce you to him" taeyeon said
"bwoh? who?" seohyun said
"it's he's friend! he's name is kyuhyun" taeyeon said
"why do you want to introduce me to him?" seohyun ask
before taeyeon answer leeteuk walk to them with kyuhyun
"annyeonghaseo" leeteuk say
seohyun and taeyeon stand up
"heeeyy" taeyeon hug leeteuk
"seohyun this is kyuhyun, kyuhyun this is seohyun" taeyeon said
"kyuhyun" kyuhyun said and he give his hand to shake
"seohyun" seohyun shake his hand and smile
"ok.. taeyeon and i are going to buy food for a while" leeteuk said and he drag taeyeon away
it's awkward since they just met
"so.. this is a nice beach" kyuhyun said
"it's your first time here?" seohyun ask
"yes.. i just moved here from america 2 weeks ago" he said
"oh.. welcome hehe" seohyun said
"haha thanks, it's empty here" kyuhyun said
"yes.. this beach always empty, but i don't know why that's the reason i love this beach" seohyun said
"it's nice.. it's a very nice place to talk" kyuhyun said
seohyun nodded
"since we both like this place, let's be friends"kyuhyun said and seohyun look at him
"if you want to talk to me, let's talk as friend and come here" kyuhyun said and seohyun laugh
"ok.. that sounds great" she said and smile to him
FLASHBACK END
both of them still not looking at each other, they knew if their eyes met they won't be able to let go
they keep looking to the sea, both of them are looking at the spot where they first met, seohyun eyes start to get watery
"do you regret meeting me?" kyuhyun ask
"no...do you?" seohyun ask
"never" he said and seohyun can't hold her tears
"i'm leaving..... tomorrow" kyuhyun said
seohyun feels like she just being hit by something hard, tomorrow? she think it's still next week
"i change the schedule, the sooner the better right?" he said
"i just .. i need to see you before i go" kyuhyun said
seohyun tears keep flowing, she can't believe this will be the last time she see him before he go
"do you still love me?" kyuhyun ask
both of them talk but not looking at each other
seohyun can't even answer because she's crying
"yes" she said with her soar voice
"i'm sorry i have to go.. i'm sorry i can't be the perfect guy for you, i'm sorry i keep saying i promise but i didn't keep my promises, i promised you that we will always be family with jangmi but she's gone. i promised you that i will always be with you but now i have to go, i'm sorry i keep making you cry, i'm sorry i can't do anything but to be a burden to you, i'm sorry because of me you can't have a normal live like other people, i'm sorry because of me your life is full of tears, i'm sorry because of me you're always tired" kyuhyun said
seohyun can't stop crying hearing him saying those things
"i don't expect you to wait, when i' gone... i want you to live normally, don't wait for me for 2 years just live your life the way you wanted, i just want you to know that i'll be back" he said
"thank you for everything.... i love you" kyuhyun said and he look at her
seohyun know kyuhyun is looking at her but she keep looking to the sea while tears won't stop flowing
"bye" he said
kyuhyun look at her for the last time and he walk away, seohyun just stand there and keep looking to the sea
kyuhyun walk away and not looking back
SEOHYUN'S POV
"bye" he said
i keep looking to the sea, i know i should say something but i can't it's just to hard for me
he look at me but i didn't look at him, i know if i look at him it'll break me apart
he walk away.. i can feel that he's getting further and further
i keep looking at the sea and let my tears flowing
bye kyuhyun... i love you too
UPDATE!! SORRY SEOKYU HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT :(:(:(
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