Something you love is about to walk away from you

A smile behind all the tears (HIATUS)

KYUHYUN'S POV

I walk down the street i'm on my way to a cafe.. the cafe is a little bit far from my apartment but i'm not in the mood to drive so i walk, when i arrive something surprise me.. is that.. leeteuk?! omg.. it's been.. almost 1 year i haven't seen him. how's he?

i'm hesitate to walk in the cafe because leeteuk is there.. i mean it will be super awkward since he's someone who give me his baby, well actually taeyeon is the one who give it to seohyun but it's the same

"kyu.. kyuhyun-shi?" a girl voice call my name fro behind

i turn around and my eyes got wide when i see her "taeyeon-shi??" 

"wh.. what are you doing here?! you're suppose to be in london??" i ask her

"yeah i just got here yesterday and i'm going back to London tomorrow morning, how are you? how's everything?" she ask

i'm hesitate to answer.. should i tell her that i'm living with seohyun and jangmi..

"i know you're living with seohyun now, she told me on the phone before i get on the plane" she said

"oh.. yeah i'm living with seohyun.. and jangmi" i said and i wait for her reaction

she look a little bit uncomfortable after i said that.. wait, taeyeon is here.. leeteuk is here.. are they planning to meet here? are they ok now? i thought their marriage end badly...

"waiting for someone?" i ask and she look surprised

"um.. no.. i.. " she said but i cut her words

"meeting leeteuk? he's inside" i said

Taeyeon walk in the cafe and i follow her 

"taeyeon!" leeteuk call her and wave his hand.. but he put his hand back down when he see me walks in behind taeyeon, he look shocked and stand up

"kyuhyun??" he said with surprise look

"hey hyung" i greet him just like old times 

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it's awkward and silent when the three of us sit on the same table, i know i shouldn't just come and ruin their meeting but i want to know what's going on with them.. why are they meeting up 

"so how's your life now?" i ask breaking the silent

"great" "good" each of them said..

"ok.. i can't take this anymore! are you guys getting back together or something? because if you are i'm happy for you guys but don't ever... don't ever think that you can get jangmi back in your life" i said 

"kyuhyun-shi.. we're not getting back together" taeyeon said and leeteuk look at her

"taeyeon.." leeteuk said

"i'm sorry leeteuk, yesterday.. yesterday was amazing.. i had the best time but.. it's for the past. we break up for a reason and i know it's the best solution for us and yesterday's only another day to remember" taeyeon said

"i came.. i came here to give you this" she take of the ring from her finger and put it on leeteuk's hand

leeteuk's looking at the ring and he look at taeyeon... i feel awkward looking at them but i don't think they notice me anymore

"i'm giving you back the engagement ring, i.. i can't move on knowing i still have your ring" she said and she stand up

she bow to me "take care kyuhyun-shi" and i bow back

"bye leeteuk" she said

"you never change" leeteuk said and taeyeon stop but she didn't turn around

"if you know it will end like this.. you shouldn't have came yesterday.. you could've just throw away the ring.. i don't need it anymore" leeteuk said and he throw the ring to the floor right in front of taeyeon's feet

taeyeon still stand there and she continue walking without looking back

i look back to leeteuk and i find his eyes watery.. "hyung" i said

"why should she come back? she shouldn't be here" he said

"hyung, what happen yesterday?" i ask.. i heard what they talk about before but i don't know what they do yesterday

"5 years ago, when i proposed.. at namsan tower i tell her we should meet up there again 5 years after that night and i don't know what i'm thinking yesterday.. i can't forget that promise.. so i decided to go to namsan tower, i didn't think that she will be there i mean she left" he said

"but when i get there, i walked to the spot where i proposed to her and i saw a girl.. a very familiar girl crying and i know it was taeyeon i was so surprised but i can't leave her like that so i walk to her and give her a tissue to wipe her tears and one thing lend to another we end up on top of the tower and.. we talk about the past and now i realize that i still ... i still love her so much and now.. she's leaving ..just like before" he said

"hyung.. you and i both know it's for the best, i mean you and teayeon-shi broke up for a reason and maybe you're not in love with her but you just caught up in the moment and you miss her" i said

he just sit there and not saying anything.. my phone ring and i pick up

"hello?" i said

"kyuhyun where are you? you said you're going to a cafe but what took you so long? are you ok?" seohyun said.. she sound worried.. how cute ^^

"sorryyy, i lost track of time. i'm on my way home" i said

"ohh.. good haha ok byee" seohyun said 

"byee" i said and hang up

"hyung i have to go" i said and we both stand up

"it's nice meeting you again hyung" i said and i give him a hand to shake

he shake my hand 

"hyung.. let her go" i said and i walk away

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"Hey i'm home" i said when i walk in my apartment

"hey" seohyun greet me 

"here i brought you something on my way back" i hand her a box

"what's this?" she said and open the box

"cupcakes!! omg thanks kyu" she said and she look so happy with the cupcakes

"where's jangmi?" i ask her

"she's taking a nap in my room" she said

"come here" i pull her arm and hug her

i sont know why.. but i feel like hugging her.. there's something i feel but i don't know what, it's not a good feeling i feel like ... something big in my life.. something that i love.. i feel like something is about to walk away from me.. and when i'm with seohyun everything feels perfect 

i take a deep breath

"kyu.. are you ok?" seohyun ask

"why are you so tense?" i ask

"i.. i just wanna hug you" i said and i hug her tighter

i feel like something will be missing and suddenly tears started to fall.. but i'm not gonna let seohyun knows that i'm crying because i don't want to scare her... why am i like this..

 

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LEETEUK'S POV

i open my eyes and my head feels so heavy.. what time is it?

i look at the time and.. it's still 6 in the morning

i try to sleep again but i can't

i walk out from my room and i look around my living room... my apartment is a mess

so i decided to clean my apartment 

15 minutes later i almost finish cleaning up.. wait what's this?

i just realize there's another drawer under the coffee table

when i open the drawer... everything's there..

everything about me and taeyeon.. there's a photo album and i open it

all the picture are there.. our first date.. the first time i confess to her.. the first time we kiss..

tears start to fall.. kyuhyun's wrong.. i feel like this not because i miss her.. i love her.. i still love her.. so much

"hyung.. let her go"  kyuhyun's words ring in my head

no... i'm not letting her go.. i look at my watch its 6.30.. i stand up, i grab my car key, i run to my car, i start the car engine and i drive... to the airport

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i arrive at the airport i run as fast to the check in counter 

"annyeonghaseo" greet the lady

"hi, is the plane to london already left??" i ask hoping she will say no

"oh.. you're lucky sir, it's about to take off in 15 minutes, you can still buy the tickets and get on the plane now" she said

YES! "ok.. 1 ticket to london"

she give me the ticket and thank god i brought my passport because i know i have to buy the ticket to get in the gate

i run as fast as i can and finally arrive in front of the gate... it's taeyeon.. she's standing about to walk in the plane 

"TAEYEON" i call her

she look surprise when she look at me and i run towards her

"stay" i said breathless

"wh.. what?" she said

"i should've told you this before.." i said

"i knwo it's not a good time.. but i have to tell you"

"i love you...so much.. and i hate my self because of it, i can't let you go. i'm sorry.. but i can't let you go.. please stay" i said and i hold her hand

 

TAEYEON'S POV

 

"i love you...so much.. and i hate my self because of it, i can't let you go. i'm sorry.. but i can't let you go.. please stay" he said and he hold my hand

i just stand there looking at him.. i don't know what to say and my eyes started to get watery

"please.. " he said

"miss.. are you coming?" the guard ask me.. i look at the line and it's empty now, i'm the last passenger on the plane

"no she's not" leeteuk said

"leeteuk.." i said

"stay, we can start a new live together.. we can fix everything, we don't have to get married first.. no rush.. stay please" he said

"miss.. are you coming?" the guard ask again

i look at leeteuk and i look at the guard

i take a deep breath and i said "no.. i'm staying"

 

 

 

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Cuatas4ever #1
Chapter 18: I hope you update the story its really good :)
kyufictions
#2
Chapter 18: this is so touching T_T so beautiful T_T
Kyuminyeong #3
Update soon :(( *sobs*
seokykyu #4
update soon please..
kimberly
#5
I'm crying so much while reading this great fics anw
markermelon
#6
Sad :'( I cried when I read this while listening to the songs you suggested...<br />
You haven't finish this yet,please update Soon !!
sunset-coffee-cup
#7
ohhh please update soon . . . don't want them to end up unhappy . . .
SuperSeoKyuShiDae
#8
it's so sad. please go back soon Kyuhyun...
StrawberryFantasy
#9
I finally caught up!<br />
Ahh, I'm crying! Especially since I was reading this while my sister was playing sad piano music...T~T<br />
THIS IS SO SAD! T___T Why does Kyuhyun have to leave? D:<br />
Please update soon...<br />