True meaning of an end?
A smile behind all the tears (HIATUS)SEOHYUN'S POV
The doctor has just take off the infusion and now o feel a lot better
I keep thinking about what yoona said... about the whole Kyuhyun thing
she was right.. i can't be selfish and make him stay here.. he will suffer more and if he suffer more i will suffer more too
i walk outside my room and Yoona is there waiting for me, she stand up and walk towards me
"her.. are you ok now?" she ask and i nodded
"so.. are you going to talk to him?" she said
"now? am i allowed to see him already?" i said, i thought he still need a rest
"the doctor said he's awake now and you need to talk to him so he can move as soon as possible and receive a treatment" she said
"and leave me.." i said
"seo.. please, it's just 2 years and everything will be back to.. almost norma, come on let me take you to his rooml" she said
i sigh and follow yoona
"this is his room, do you want me to come along or you need time with him alone?" she ask me
"i'm fine" i said and yoona hug me
"remember seo, this is for the best..." she said and i nodded
i walk in to the room and Kyuhyun is sitting on the bed
YOONA'S POV
Seohyun walk in to the room and i walk to sit on the lobby
i sit on the couch and thinking about.... donghae
hmm it's kind of lonely without him, he said he have something to do
suddenly my pho's vibrating, i open it and there's a message from donghae
HEEYY!! how's my yeobo??? what are you doing now?
-Hae<3<3<3
i smile and reply
hmm i'm bored, i'm sitting like an old loner ahjumma in the lobby, where are you anyway?
-Yoong
he reply instantly
awwh my dear yeobo is lonely without me :"") i just had lunch with my sister, there's a problem with her school that i need to fix, but it's finished and i'm on my way there...
-Hae
oh yeah i just remember he's living with his sister only
you fix it?? waaa oppa so cool :p btw you should take your sister here... i mean she'll be lonely if you left her alone at home
-YOONG
i reply.. it'll be nice to know his sister
hmm i think you're right.. awwh my yeobo's so nice... but she's with her friend now, ok yeobo, i'll be there in a second! BYE MY YOONG BABY :*
- HAE OPPA <3<3 ps: do you know how much i miss you :p
i giggled and put my phone back in my bag
hmm i wonder what's going on with Seohyun and Kyuhyun-shi now...
SEOHYUN'S POV
"hey.." i said as i walk in his room and he look at me
"seohyun?? heey!" he said and i walk and sit in front of him on his bed
"how are you? are you ok now?" i ask and hold his hand
" yeah.. i'm fine now.. sorry i put you in this situation again...." he said
"hey it's not your fault" i said and he kiss my forehead.. but suddenly i cry because i know he will... he should leave me
"seo? why are you crying?" he said and he wipe my tears
"the... the doctor said you need to move to america with your family to receive a treatment there" i said
"wh..what?! and leave you here?! no.. no. i'm not leaving, you don't need to cry cause i'm staying" he said
"no kyuhyun listen to me first, they said there's a therapy there for a heart failure disease for 2 years long and you can go back here..." i said and he look at me
"you.. you agree? you want me to go?" he said and i hold his hand tighter
"no.. i mean.. it's not like that! i want you to be healthy again and.. it's the only way and.. in 2 years you can comeback right?" i said
"no!! it's not right... 2 years.. not being able to see you... it'll make me even worse" he said and tears start to form in my eyes
"please don't make it harder for me to let you go" i said
THIRD PERSON'S POV
Seohyun and Kyuhyun both stay in silent until kyuhyun break the silence
"so you really want me to go?" he said
"no.. but we don't have any choice" seohyun said while she keep looking down
"wait... we do" he said
"come with me.... " kyuhyun said and seohyun look at him
"i thought about it but... i can't leave, my family wont allow me to go with a guy who's not my husband for 2 years, they allowed me living with you because they know all the stuff about jangmi" seohyun said and kyuhyun lost hope
"whatever... i'm not leaving" kyuhyun said
"so what? you just gonna stay here and suffer even more?? do you know how much it hurts me seeing you fainted.. seeing you being taken to the operation room... do you know how much i hate being in the position where i run holding your hand while you're lifeless and being taken in the emergency room.... when the doctor said this is a heart failure i thought there would be no hope and you'll always suffer but i was wrong and there's a way! so please... please" she said and she start to cry
"but.. i don't get to see you..... you're the one who make me survive all this long..." he said
"seohyun i'm sorry but i can't go.. it'll be to hard to live without seeing your for 2 years" he said
Seohyun don't know what else to do so she stand up and walk to the door, but before she open the door she stop and say
"do you love me?"
"what? yes.. " kyuhyun said
"if you really do love me... you will leave me and go to america" she said
kyuhyun sigh and say "if you love me.. you will find a way to make me stay"
"and see you suffer all the time??" seohyun said and walk to kyuhyun
she know she have to defend herself to make him want to go "please.. i'm tired... of crying all the time...." she said
she know it's selfish but she don't know what else to say to make him agree on leaving
"...........ok....." he said
Kyuhyun agree on leaving to america because he though seohyun is tired of crying all the time because of him
Seohyun take a deep breath and sit next to him, she hold his hand
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THIRD PERSON'S POV
Kyuhyun is out of the hospital today, he get out from the room and see seohyun yoona and donghae sitting waiting for him, everyone walk to him and they walk to the car
Donghae drop Seohyun and Kyuhyun to their apartment and he left
Seohyun and Kyuhyun are back in their apartment
"I need to pack my stuff... i think it's better if i move to yoona's place tonight.. the rest of my stuff can be moved tomorrow" she said
"you're moving out now?" kyuhyun ask
"it'll be harder if i move later" she said and kyuhyun just nodded so they pack a few of her stuff
after packing kyuhyun sit on the living room and seohyun walk to the living room with 2 suitcase and big handbag, she put the suitcases and the handbag next to the door and sit next to Kyuhyun
"i already call the cab, it'll be here in a minute" she said and kyuhyun look at her
"you gonna live with yoona?" he ask
"for a while.. until i find a place for myself" she said
"why don't you live here? i mean i'll move to america and this apartment will be empty" he said
she smile and say "too may memories.. it'll be too hard"
*kriing kriing* seohyun's phone ring and she pick up "yoboseyo?"...."oh arrasso.. khamsamnida" she said and she hang up
"the cab is here" she said and they both stand up and looking at each other, Kyuhyun reach her hand and hold it
"so i guess this is it then?" she said
"what?" kyuhyun said
"us.... our relationship... do you think we can have 2 years long of long distance relationship...?" she ask
"i hope we can... but to be honest... no..." Kyuhyun said as tears start to form in his eyes
"me too" seohyun said and she cry
Kyuhyun lean closer and he kiss her... he kiss her softly and hug her
both pull away and look at each other
"thank you for everything..... i will never forget it" she said
"you know what.. even if we're not together.. i will always love you" he said
"i will always love you too" seohyun said and kyuhyun kiss her forehead
Both of them let go of their hand and seohyun walk to the door and take her bags
"oh and kyu.." she said and look at him
"if we are meant to be together.. we will find our way back into love" i said and walk out
i stand in front of his door and look at the sky... wait.. i need to say good bye
i walk back in and run to him and hug him so tightly and i cry
"Bye Kyuhyun... Goodbye"
UPDATE!!! PLEASE DON'T BASH ME BECAUSE SEOKYU BREAK UP, THERE WILL BE MORE CHAPTER, THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT!! THANK YOU SO MUCH, I'LL UPDATE SOON ^^
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