Lonely

A smile behind all the tears (HIATUS)

THRID PERSON'S POV

"here" yoona said and she give seohyun hot tea

"thanks" seohyun said with small and croacky voice

they're both in yoona's room and yoona sit on her bed looking at her bestfriend who keep looking down and yoona wait until she's ready to talk about it

seohyun keep looking down to  her tea, she know that yoona is waiting for her to talk but she's still thinking about what happen since everything happen so fast

"everything happened so fast" seohyun finally said and yoona walk to her and sit on the couch next to her

"seohyun-ah i know you're hurt because he'll leave soon but... don't you think it's better to wait? until he left then you can move here, i mean you still have a few days left, spend it all with him. remember when you have the last day with jangmi? you want to make that day the best day ever so you have something to remember from her, why don't you do the same with kyuhyun-shi?" yoona said

seohyun wipe her tears "i dont know... what i know is i keep thinking to myself that this had to end now before it's too late, eveyday i spend with him... i know it's cheesy but the more i spend time with him the more i love him and the more i love him the more i want him to stay, and if i ask him to stay i know he'll say yes and he'll keep suffering here for me, and it'll hurt me more" she said and tears keep flowing from her eyes

"so you're not gonna see him again?" yoona ask and seohyun keep stay in silent

"i don't know" she said

"seohyun-ah he'll leave in a few days" yoona reminds her best friend since seohyun is not thinking clearly now

"yoona-ah do you remember.... that last day we have with jangmi?" she ask yoona

yoona nodded and seohyun smile "that day.. is the best day iin my life because i feel that my life is complete, i have him, jangmi, you and donghae-shi. but on the other hand i feel so sad and scared because i know that the next day jangmi will be gone.....but something keep me strong... you know what? becuase i still have him... but now..." she said and start to cry more

yoona sit next to her and hug her best friend

"seo i know it's still hard to talk about, do you need time alone? i can sleep at the guest room" she said

"no you can sleep here, i'll sleep at the guest room" seohyun said

yoona nodded and she help seohyun with her stuff, the guest room is upstairs to, next to yoona's room

yoona's sister sleep in her room at the 1st floor

"here you go, if you need anything i'll be next door" yoona said and she left seohyun 

seohyun unpack few of her stuff and she find something... a wallet and she knows what's in it (play 'lonely by 2ne1' while reading this)

she open it and find some polaroids picture of her and kyuhyun, she look at all one by one

 

Seohyun smile while seeing all the picture but tears wont stop flowing on her cheek

yes, she miss kyuhyun too much this time, too many memories she had with him

she look at the pictures one by one and thinking if this is the right thing to do

she can't hold her feelings and she pick up her phone 

she dial kyuhyun's number without thinking, the phone is beeping... but there's no answer

"Hello, you reach kyuhyun's phone, i can't pick up now, leave a message" the voice mail answer

"umm hey.. it's me.... umm i know i'm not someone you want to hear from but.... i ... i don't even know why i call, i just... i can't hold it anymore.. i was unpacking and i found our polaroids pictures, remember? i.. well i know it's not important to tell but i need to talk to you, even there's nothing to talk about... i miss you... well you don't need to call me back, sorry bothering you, bye" and she hang up the phone

seohyun cry harder knowing she didn't have him now... she didn't have anyone

she sit on the bed and cry looking at all the polaroids

"kyuhyun... i miss you... i need you... i'm so lonely"

 

UPDATE!! SORRY THIS CHAPTER IS SHORT, WHAT DO YOU THINK? <3<3

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Cuatas4ever #1
Chapter 18: I hope you update the story its really good :)
kyufictions
#2
Chapter 18: this is so touching T_T so beautiful T_T
Kyuminyeong #3
Update soon :(( *sobs*
seokykyu #4
update soon please..
kimberly
#5
I'm crying so much while reading this great fics anw
markermelon
#6
Sad :'( I cried when I read this while listening to the songs you suggested...<br />
You haven't finish this yet,please update Soon !!
sunset-coffee-cup
#7
ohhh please update soon . . . don't want them to end up unhappy . . .
SuperSeoKyuShiDae
#8
it's so sad. please go back soon Kyuhyun...
StrawberryFantasy
#9
I finally caught up!<br />
Ahh, I'm crying! Especially since I was reading this while my sister was playing sad piano music...T~T<br />
THIS IS SO SAD! T___T Why does Kyuhyun have to leave? D:<br />
Please update soon...<br />