B.A.P - Rain Sound

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*S E H U N P O V*

I walked into my room and laid on my bed. Looking atthe celing, *why did I mad at her ?* I thought and sighed. I shooted up and sat ont the bed. *but still cuddling with that Se- what is his name again ? Argh ! I don't care* I mess my hair and kicked my pillow out of my bed. I saw a frame, yes a frame that keep our only memories with SooYoung noona. I don't know whether I should bring this back or not but she makes me like this, she played with my heart. She was my first love.

Sooyoung noona is a popular, beautiful girl in my old school. She was my senior. I like her, no. I love her, with allof my heart.She knew it but she still treated me like a kid. I don't care as long as she saw me. One day, she asked me to go on a date with her. I foolishly nod and smiled ear to ear. We dated for about a month. We played in the playground, eating icecream together, sharing water together. We tried all of the other couple does. I bumped into her at school corridor and I smiled at her but somehow she was like ignoring me and walked away. *Is she have any problems ?* I thought. She ignored me for a few days. I started to worry about her and asked her to meet me at the playground at night.

I saw her came but not alone, with her friends. "why did you bring them here ?"I asked. "sorry but, I have something important to explained to you.Actually, my friends bet that I have to went on a date with you for a month. And it is almost two months. So, we have to break." She said while smiling. I grabbed her hand and said, " Noona, Why it is so easy for you to say break up ? Why ? I love you, noona.." I asked almost tearing. 

She shooved my hand and glared coldly at me, "I don't date younger people and I don't like people calling me noona. Sorry sehun, you are not my type from the first time." I stood there like a tree, never moved.I saw her friends gave her money and laughing while pulling her away from me. I heard her say sorry but I just stood there.Confused.*Is this the end ?*

Since then, I don't get out from my room. My friend were worried about me and decided to transferred me to the other school to make me forget her. I don't want to be a burden but this is the right choice and they're trying to make me feel happy. I jus agreed and transferred. Since I transferred, the things that I have alway received is, badmouthing, silence and hate. They don't understand my feelings. Why do they keep bothered ?

My life was just like that untill I have to be a partner with the school Queenka, Park Minyoung. I don't like popular girls, for me they were just a bunch of people that acted and always played with other's feelings. I hate her. But, why does she keeps on appearing in my way? She always take chance to befriend with me since we were doing the project together. I know, she is kind-hearted but I always felt it was acting to maintain her popularity.

Untill she cuddled with that Se-blah blah guy, I felt mad and .. jealous ? It can't be. I don't like popular girls. I don't care who she are. I don't like her. But, why does my feelings feel like talking to her ? No. I can't . I looked outside and it was about going to rain in a few minutes.

I came down and saw my friend were in the living room, watching television. I sat with them when suddenly Chanyeol said, "Why did you just go away like that earlier ? You know, Sejong treats us with meals.. You're really gonna envied us ~~" Chanyeol said, proudly. *I can treat you more.* I felt someone tapped my shoulder. I looked back and saw Kai motioning me to followed him.

I followed him untill we reached kitchen. "Do you, probably like Minyoung ?" he suddenly asked. My eyes widen and quickly shooked my head. "But you seems like it.." he continued. I glared and sighed at him. I turned my back ready to walk away when he whisper, "It's okay to love someone when that someone love you too. Jinyoung seems like it too" I saw him walk away after that .

*I didn't like her hyung!!!* I grabbed my hair and stomped my feet to my room. I jumped on my bed and laid down. *I'm not in love with her, isn't I ?* I sighed and watched as the rain drops flowed through my window room.

A girl like you is such a confusing set of questions and answers
So I shut my mouth
I bury love inside the farewell
Outside the window, the forgotten rain and wind blows
In the wee hours of the night, I hear familiar songs from the radio
It’s perfect for thinking about you
There are two empty cups of coffee
In this place without you, I fight with loneliness

I walk alone on the streets
I go to the cafe I used to go a lot, I go watch a movie

I lock even myself in the memories, how about you?
This weather, this temperature, this passing wind, will I remember it?
A person to be forgotten like a passing by black and white film
I still miss you as I fall asleep
But on this a rainy night, I cannot fall asleep

Is this sound of the rain, your voice?
Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you?
Will this rain comfort me?
Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you

(I draw you with a pencil, I erase you with an eraser that is the falling rain)
(I draw you out again today, will I be able to erase you?)

A bright red umbrella
Wet and drenched clothes and sneakers
I turn off and turn on the boiler
Whatever I do, it doesn’t dry
Is that how I feel or is it not?
A confusing set of questions and answers

On a rainy day, I fell for you
We used to love each other so much
It didn’t seem like we had to do this
So my heart hurts so much (heart hurts)
(From the beginning, I held you in the left side of my heart and you thickly remain)
Now you remain as a broken fragment that’s deeply engraved inside
You pull me in
I think I lied when I said I could live without you
I throw away my feelings but I still miss you as I fall asleep
But on this a rainy night, I cannot fall asleep

Is this sound of the rain, your voice?
Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you?
Will this rain comfort me?
Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you

Dear sky, please help me
Please stop this rain
So that I can forget her, oh no

Is this sound of the rain, your voice?
Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you?
Will this rain comfort me?
Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you

Outside the window, the sound of the rain rings
I remember the memories of us
I can’t live without you girl
On rainy days, I miss you and our kiss
Outside the window, the sound of the rain rings
I remember the memories of us
I can’t live without you girl
On rainy days, I always run into you

I closed my eyes and sighed, *noona, am I be able to forget you ? to forget all of our one month memories ? Can I ? Noona, I'm hurts , because of you. because of you ..* With that I dreamt about my memories with SooYoung.

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Maybe there are many of you, thinking how is SooYoung face right ? here it is .

Pretend that the boy is sehun and this is the picture of their memories :)