Sheila’s POV

“Why don’t you ever get on facebook anymore?” Brooke kept asking me over and over again.

“I’ve told you a million times, I just don’t like getting on facebook all the time.” I replied for the forty-second time as I walked into my room and sat at my computer desk. “If I get on and add that stupid fish game will you stop bugging me about it?” I asked her slowly getting aggravated.

“Yes I will!” she practically yelled in excitement, “I just need neighbors so I can get more fish!” I sighed and rolled my eyes. I waited patiently for my laptop to boot up. I then opened up the internet and logged into facebook.

‘You know you haven’t been on in awhile when you get on and have a million game requests and what not.’ I thought to myself as I looked through the long list to find the request to the game she wanted me to play so badly. “It’s called Robo Fish?” I asked.

“Yess!” Brooke replied in excitement, “If you like it feel free to keep playing cause I can send you…” I stopped hearing what she said after that because I saw that I had a friend request. I went back to my requests to see who it was.

‘2 hours ago, Daesung’ is all I read before I looked at his picture. I had a thousand questions going through my mind, Why is he trying to add me? How does he know my name? Is this a joke? Is it really him?

Brooke shook me out of my trance, “Hey, you promised you’d add the game! Why did you exit out of it?” She demanded to know. I had completely forgotten she was even standing there as well as the game she was talking about. “Hey are you ok?” she asked a little concerned. I couldn’t even speak I just looked at the computer screen, at his profile picture and then at the poster of Big Bang on my wall.

“Could that really be him?” I found myself wondering aloud.

Brooke followed my gaze to the poster she jokingly said with a smile, “Yes Sheila, I know SeungRi looks so good and there’s no way he can be real but you’re going to have to face the facts sooner or later.”

I gave her a dirty look and said, “Not him, Daesung Oppa!” I pointed at the poster then at my computer screen. She looked at it for a second and clicked to go to his profile page. She looked over it for a minute and looked a little upset. “What?” I asked her trying to see what might be wrong with it.

“Why is there no pictures of SeungRi Oppa on here.” She said sadly. I just looked at her, not knowing how to reply to a comment like that. “It has to be fake.” She decided and walked over to my bed and sat down.

“Really Brooke? Really? Just cause theirs not a lot of pictures of SeungRi on there you’re going to auto assume it’s fake?” I asked getting a little upset. I didn’t truly believe it was really my bias of my favorite band, but it was nice to imagine.

“Well yeah.” She said matter-of-factly. “If it was really him he’d have pictures of all of them. Not just him and G-Dragon.” I have to admit that she did have a point. I searched the profile to see what all it said. The bio was basic ‘Hi my name is Daesung, I love to sing, dance….’ The only thing that bothered me about it was that it never mentioned he was part of Big Bang but he did mention working at YG Entertainment.

“Brooke! It says that he joined earlier today, that’s probably why he doesn’t have a lot of pictures.” I told her. This caught her attention, she got up and walked over to look for herself.

“Huh.” She said as she read the profile, “Hey, he doesn’t mention being in Big Bang.” She pointed out.

“Yeah I realized that. I wonder if it’s a fake. Awww look he doesn’t have any friends.” I said and decided to add him whether it was real or fake. “There we go. Now he has a friend.” I said with a smile as I accepted his friends request. Brooke gave me a look like I had completely lost my mind and walked back over to the bed to continue practicing her Japanese. I was thinking and decided to send him a message, I told Brooke and asked if she wanted to help me write it. She declined saying that ‘she doesn’t want to talk to some random creeper.’

‘That’s ok.’ I thought to myself as I opened up a new message to send him. I wasn’t quite sure how to word my question to not seem mean about it.

I typed and retyped the message to send to him probably a million times before I was happy with it. When I was happy I read it aloud to see if it made any sense.

“Hey Daesung Oppa, I’m happy to be your first friend on facebook :) How Are You? Are you having fun getting ready to release Big Bang’s next album? I can’t wait to hear the new songs that will be on it. I hope it’s the biggest hit you guys have had yet. By the way if you don’t mind me asking, How do you know my name?      ~Sheila M. Your friend from the other side of the world :)”

“Are you really going to send that to him?” Brooke asked skeptically.

“Why not.” I said as I hit the send button. I smirked at Brooke and she just rolled her eyes at me. “What?” I jokingly asked.

“You are officially insane.” She said smiling at me.

“You’re just jealous cause your SeungRi Oppa didn’t add you.” I said laughing. She laughed too and we ended up getting into this really long conversation of what ifs. We eventually went to bed after a small karaoke party to our favorite Big Bang songs like; My Heaven, Tell Me Goodbye, High High, Knock Out, and others.

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The next morning I woke up to my mom making waffles and Brooke sitting on the couch with her eyes already glued to her Japanese Coach game. When the waffles were all made, we all made our plates and decided to watch some T.V. “Omg Mrs. M you won’t believe who added Sheila on facebook last night!” Brooke said giving me a sideways look. My mom just looked at me to answer the question.

I put down my plate and told her about what had happened last night. “Really?” she asked me.

“Yeah,” I said smiling like crazy.

“You know I don’t like you talking to random people on the internet.” She told me with disapproval.

“He’s not a random person on the internet!” I fought back knowing good and well he was a random guy on the internet. My mom just got up and went to go clean up the kitchen, ending the conversation.

After Brooke and I got into my room I closed the door and started yelling at her,” Why in the world would you tell her that?!?” I asked her in confusion.

“I didn’t know she would react like that!” She yelled back at me.

“What ever.” I said and turned to my computer, there’s no use getting mad. What is done is done and it’s not like I was going to hide it from her. I opened up the internet and I was already signed into facebook. ‘1 New Message’ it said. My heart skipped a beat and I just looked at the screen. I didn’t want to open up my inbox in fear of the message being from someone else.

I made myself open my inbox and I almost fell out of my chair. The message was a reply from him. “Brooke!” I yelled and told her to pull up a seat next to me.

She did so and gave me a weird look. I opened up the reply and read it aloud.

“Hey Sheila, I am doing fine, It is crazy around here since we are trying to put the last details on our CD. I am glad to hear that you can not wait to listen to the CD and we can not wait for you to listen to it either. Thank you! – Daesung”

“Wow so the creeper knows they have a CD coming out.” Was all she said.

“Why are you calling him a creeper?” I asked defensively. I knew that there was a good chance it wasn’t really him I just wanted to think that maybe, maybe it might actually be him.

“Well the fact that he’s not being very detailed when he filled out his profile and his reply wasn’t very personal.” She said, “Plus he didn’t even tell you how he knew your name. If that’s not fishy then I don’t know what is.”

I thought about it and reread the message, I hadn’t noticed that he hadn’t answered my question. And part of me knew that she was right about the not being specific. I decided to think about it before replying so I the TV and decided to watch the news since that’s the channel that came on.

It wasn’t very interesting so I decided to look at gokpop.com to see if anything interesting had happened lately. I came across an article talking about some movie TOP was going to be in, it didn’t give much information on it but in the picture he had a gun.

“OMG!” Brooke yelled and asked me to turn the TV up. I gave her a weird look but turned it up.

‘Breaking News: It has been reported that a serial killer is running loose in Dallas. The suspect has been described as nearly six foot with black hair. Here is a drawing of what he might look like.’ A picture is displayed and Brooke and I couldn’t help but laugh.

“Doesn’t that look like TOP?” Brooke asked in between laughs.

“Yes it does.” Was all I could say. When we could breath again I put in a Big Bang Concert DVD. About halfway thru it my computer beeped. I looked to see that I had left facebook up.

I had a new instant message. I read it aloud it simply just said ‘Hey’. I froze, it was from Daesung. I looked over at Brooke who was too enthralled in the movie to notice me look over at her.

I sat there and debated whether to reply or not, I decided to reply and to find out if it really was him. ‘Hey Oppa :)’ I replied and waited patiently to see what he would say.

After a few minutes with no reply I asked him ‘How was your day?’ after I sent it I couldn’t help but think how stupid I must have sounded.

Daesung’s POV

It was a standard question that she asked me, but it was so hard to reply to. I wanted to tell her about how in the studio today Taeyang and G-Dragon got into a wrestling contest, but I couldn’t. I knew I couldn’t tell her in fear of getting her into trouble with the agency. So I simply told her ‘So crazy you couldn’t even imagine :)’.

G-Dragon then pulled a chair up next to me and began to scan the screen to I minimized the chat box and hoped he wouldn’t notice. He looked at it for a minute and asked me “Really? You have a facebook?” He paused and looked like he was reading something, “Who’s this Sheila M that keeps posting on here?” I blushed slightly and told him of the dream I had had a few days before. I didn't look at him knowing that he was probably fixing to burst from laugher.

I knew he’d react this way, but when he didn’t laugh it surprised me. I looked and he had a straight face that I rarely get to see, he normally only gets this look when he’s really thinking. He looked back at the screen and I heard the little noise which tells me that she replied on the instant chat.

GD grabbed the mouse before I could stop him and he clicked on the lil lit up box to reveal the chat. ‘I bet. You guys work so hard and make so many people happy. It truly is amazing :) I hope you all have lots of fun while recording’ was what she had said.

“Looky here!” G-Dragon said loudly, after a minute he looked disappointed since no one came to see what he was yelling about. He turned to me with a big grin on his face. Before I knew it he had pushed my chair out of the way so he could get to the keyboard and started typing. Before I could stop him he told her ‘Sorry for the inconvenience but Daesung had to go to the bathroom so I’ll talk to you for a minute until he gets back. G-Dragon :p’

I pulled my chair back up and read what he had said, after I read it I wanted to kill him!

In the middle of me trying to push him out of his chair she replied, ‘Oh ok nice to talk to you :)’. Then she sent a second message that said ‘By the way how come the only pictures on here are of you and him?’

I stopped trying to push GD and he looked at me. “So why is that?” he asked me.

“I’m not sure…” I said. We both looked at each other wondering how to answer that when she said ‘srry I was just wondering lol’

‘It’s ok I was just wondering that myself’ I replied then added ‘Well why do you have more pictures of other people besides yourself?’

‘Cause I prefer to be behind the camera not in front of it ^_^’ she told us. We laughed and TOP walked by for the 2^nd time tonight headed for the kitchen.

On his way back he asked us, “What’s so funny?”

GD told him, “We were just reading some fanfic about how you eat a lot :p” GD almost died laughing. TOP gave him an awful look and smacked him across the top of the head. “I was just kidding!” GD yelled as he rubbed his head, “Were talking to Dae’s dream girl.”

TOP gave me a weird look asking for an explanation. “She’s not my dream girl,” I began but GD cut me off.

“Yes she is don’t deny it!” he said smiling at me.

“She… I just had a dream about her…” I trailed off, I could feel my face getting red, I couldn’t look at TOP’s face.

“Well sounds like a dream girl to me,” TOP teased as he opened the bag of chips he had been holding, “Is she cute?” He asked as he pushed his way so he could see the computer. “Not bad. Not my type but she looks nice.” He said then walked away laughing. I could hear him walk into Taeyang’s room laughing and tell him what just happened.

“Don’t worry about it,” GD told me smiling, “Don’t get all embarrassed.”

“Thanks Hyung.” I told him, and I really meant it. His advice has always helped me when I needed it.

The computer beeped ‘So…. If you’re busy it’s ok :) Actually isn’t it like 11 o’clock at night there?’ I had completely forgotten that we had been chatting with her.

‘Sorry, TOP was bothering us :p and yes it is 11’ I told her.

‘Oh ok well if you guys are tired then you can go :)’ she replied almost instantly. I hadn’t realized how tired I was until she brought it up.

‘Ok sorry I am tired lol and I have to go to the studio early tomorrow. So I’ll catch you some other time :)’ I told her feeling bad for leaving her like that.

‘Ok no problem :D have a good night and do good tomorrow ^_^’ she told me. It made me smile when I read that.

‘Thank you and you have a good morning :)’ I said as I signed off and went to get ready for bed.