"You were looking for me?" Raehwan plopped himself on the sofa again. "I didn’t want my sister to pester you anymore. It was just an excuse. Hahs" he said.

"Thank god! Did I do something that caused her to misunderstand my actions?" Raehwan asked carefully. "Naaah, ignore her. She’s been like this since forever, don’t take it to your heart." Hyunsik assured him.

You stared into space as you waited for the bus to come. [Geurae, I must be dumb to actually think that our feelings were mutual...of course I’m only a dongsaeng to him how the hell will that even happen?! How naive am I to actually think that way, pabo...no brains...] you thought to yourself.

After a good 20minutes of waiting, the bus finally arrived. You board the bus and took a seat by the window right at the rear and the same questions kept running in your mind, the same curses that you scolded yourself with kept repeating in your mind. 

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After dinner you helped with the dishes as you waited for Raehwan to call. "Yah, don’t drink too much later okay? You are still a minor you know. Aren’t you drinking too much at your age?" N nagged while you wiped the utensils.

"Drink? Drink what?" You blinked innocently at your eldest brother. Just then, your phone buzzed in your pocket. "Hello~~" you cheered. "I’m here already, where are you?"

"arasseo. Coming~~" you hung up the phone and dry the last plate then went to your room to get your jacket. "Oppa I’m leaving!"

"Arasseo. Don’t be back too late!" Ken said. You nodded and left for the basketball court nearby.

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"Oppa!! Did you bring?" You asked as you jogged towards him.

"Of course! Here." he said as he took out a bag with a few cans of beer. "Only one can, I don’t want to get any scolding from your brothers!" You ignored him and opened a bottle immediately.

"Kyaa~~ so refreshing!" You gulped down half a can. "Yah!! Not so fast!! Something's bothering my little dongsaeng?"

You put down the bottle and forced a smile out. "Aniyo." You took a little from the bottle again. "Never heard anything from Ilhoon or Hyunsik though...yah, remember our promise? Not to hide anything from each other?" You held your knees close to your chest and rest your head on your arms. [How would you hear