Lady’s Toilet @ Jessica’s Office

“Hey, did you hear about our Ice Princess?”

“Yeah, I heard that she is dating with one of SISTAR member.”

“Wow, SISTAR member, which one?”

“BORA, main rapper”

“Then, are they lesbian?”

“Oh, songs wired. L? That’s why Jessica never shows interest on men.”

“Hey, we have to care her then. Maybe she can see us as her new meat. Hee hee.”

“EEwwwwwww… NO. I like man only.”

“Haa haa haa…haa”

JESSICA’s POV

Ladies are gossiping about me in the toilet. They don’t know that I am inside the cubical.

They think I’m ert woman who interest all female. It’s fine. Let it be, I will not explain them that BORA is my first & last love. I never interest any man or woman in my life except BORA.

I feel so sad. I try to create my image in this company, this country as I am a lady who gets respect from everyone. Now all are gone. People look me down, they do gossip behind or in front of me. Less respect & do some argument. Some people show openly how much they hate. They try to reject me. Is the benefit that I got because of loving BORA? Fine, then. I will accept it smiley. If I can hold Bora’s hand, my life is perfect. I will close my eyes & ears. I need her only.

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“Beep Beep” sms coming

From Bora,

“Unnie, Are you ready for tomorrow skiing? I’m so excited now. Tonight I have concert. I will be late back home. Please prepare things for both of us. Don’t forget to bring thick clothes & cold resistant medicine for you. Today weather is so beautiful. Miss you sooooo much. Muahx!”

From Jessica,

“Ok baby. I will prepare everything for you & myself. Tonight when you reach back, please wake me up, we have to discuss detail like what time we’ll go or what is your trip plan. Have a good luck for your concert. Don’t be slipped down & take care everything. I miss you too. Kisssss”

Bora reads sms from Jessica & smile. Now she knows how to write love sms.

“Hey Ms beautiful, why do you smile alone?”  It’s KiKwang.

“Oh, KiKwang. How are you?” Bora keeps her mobile in the bag & greets him. But seriously she doesn’t like that he always come Starship Building & looking for her. If Jessica sees that she will not be happy.

“I’m super well. Are you in break now?”

“Neh” Bora nodded her head slowly. She knows that he will invite her for lunch again. She doesn’t want to go out with him. But if she refuses him, Hyorin will upset because she wants her to become closer with KiKwang.

“Can I invite you for lunch? I found very nice Italian restaurant around here. Shall we go?”

“Actually, I am …..” Bora tries to find some words to reject but ….

“Come On. I’m so hungry now. I made reservation already. We have to be there on time. If not we cannot get seat.” He’s not waits her answers, just grabs her hand and goes out.

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Before Concert starting, at the changing room.

“Bora unnie, tomorrow we all get day off. CEO arranged trip for us to BUSAN. Boy friend & Kwill oppa will join with us also.” Dasom tell me update news excitedly.

“Really, but I have an appointment already.”

“How can it be, cancel your appointment please. Let’s go to BUSAN together.” Soyu shake my arm and said like a child.

I know that they want me to go because we are like real sisters.

But I already promise to Jessica. In this time she will be prepare and pack things for tomorrow.

Hyorin doesn’t say anything and she just waits my answer.

“Ok, I will cancel my appointment.” Finally I make hard decision. It’s really pain but …

“YEAHHHHH” Soyu & Dasom jump and happy. Hyorin also smile & she gives me a hug.

I don’t know what to say Jessica unnie. It’s really confuses me.

“Ok, ladies! Are you ready? Next 3 minutes is your turn. Let’s go out.” Manager Oppa tells us to go stage. I have no time to send sms to Jessica. How do I do? Its ok, I will meet her tonight before we go BUSAN.

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Midnight, 12 o clock, after concert

“Girls, we’ll drop you at your dorm. Give you 30 minutes to pack your things. Please do rush as much as you can. Flight time is 2am. We have to go Incheon to catch your flight. Pali Pali” Manager Oppa said his arrangement for trip.

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BORA’s POV

Damn, only 30 minutes? No time to meet Jessica before I leave? Oh. NO!

She types sms

  “Unnie, I just finished concert. Are you sleeping now? I cannot come back home and I have to go BUSAN tonight. Sorry for tomorrow trip. We have to cancel it. Unnie, really sorry. I miss you so much.”

“Bora unnie, are you crying?” Dasom asked me.

“Ah, no…” I wipe my tears quickly. I really don’t know why my tears are fall when I type sms. But my heart is very pain that when I know I cannot meet with Jessica tonight.

Everyone look at me like I am mad. Of course they’ll know about me & Jessica. They just keep quiet only.

Anyway thanks my member that they didn’t ask me openly. If not, I have no answer for them.

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JESSICA’s POV

I can’t sleep at all. So I decide to wait Bora to come back. I try to pack the things and Bora’s favorite toys as well. I know that she cannot sleep without toys at night. How cute habit is it?

Prepare some noodle soup for her. Now I know how to cook a little bit because Bora teaches me. Love can change everything, right?

“Beep beep” sms coming….

After reading the sms from Bora, I feel like all my energy is gone.

She’ll not come back tonight & cancel the trip. And she’ll go another trip without me. Why? Why? Why?

I cannot do anything. I feel so upset and sad. What should I do?

But I try to control myself & reply her sms

“It’s ok kiddo. Take your time. I’m sad to hear that our trip is cancel. But it’s ok. We can go next time. I believe that you also feel the same as me. Please enjoy at BUSAN. I love you.”

Yes, my girlfriend is a busy girl. I have to fully understand her, right?

This weekend day off is really meaningless day off for me.

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