***** still in the past *****

I remembered my mother you see she loved my father more than anything even more than me but, all he did was hurt her he cheated on her over and over again ,she knew but she just looked the other way, tell one day she couldn’t take it anymore and killed herself my father died month later.

And I promised myself that I'll never let that ever happen to me but life isn't fair .

He came back after that pegging for forgiveness again every day but I just couldn’t do it was to dam hard, but day after day he kept coming back and  I just kept turned him away tell one day he just didn’t come any more, it just hurt too much to see him to talk to him i couldn’t pretended like nothing happen I can't do that  even if I want to I just couldn't, did I make the right chose I really didn’t want to regret this for the rest of my life , I love him , I hate him , I want him , am angry at him , I want to frogive him , at the same time i cant `just` frogive him ,

dam you yunho why did I have to love you so dam much .
 
But life moved on but things didn’t change much Me and my uncle got worse he sent people to my house to break it done  I was really scared I really want yunho to be there for me , to protect me , to watch over me, to hold me to tell me that it all goanna be all right  , but some dreams are too hard to make true.

Two months after that I got sick, I was throwing up , feeling dizzy , fever , etc..….

So I decided to go to the hospital to see what was wrong and wow it was miracle more like a shock of a life time but more or less it was a miracle … ^^

---------- Alawyes keep the faith --------------                                               
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- sorry for the late up mian
- sorry for the gram\spel\mistake like i sad it cant be hellped

- sorry if my story cana boring i know but still i am really traying so pleeaaaaaaaase tell me what you think araso
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