scar 11
the scar in my heart is you
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End of flash to the present which is five years after
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"I opened the radio and this song was playing "
When I let you go one step further, my eye overflow with tars."
When you walk away one step further. More tears start falling.
As you go away to a place where I can't reach you.
Even if I reach out my hand, I can't catch you I can only cry
What should I do? What should I do?
You're leaving
What should I do? What should I do?
You're leaving me
I love you, I love you
I cry out to you
But you can't her me, because I'm shouting through my heart.
All day long I try to erase you but you appear in my maid again
All day long I try to say goodbye, but you appear in my mind again
All though you went to a place where I can't hold you u
Even if my hand reaches out for you
I can't find you I can only cry
What should I do? What should I do?
I can only see you
What should I do? What should I do?
I love you too
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Can you hear me?
Please, come back to me
If it isn't you I can't go on."(Park Da Ye - What Should I Do (You're Beautiful OST2)"
Hearing this song remained me so much of what happened it like it was written only just for me "yunho" `sigh` I put my head on the table and I sigh` heavily "I miss you "and my tears a escaped my eyes once again.
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Next morning
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" moring umma " moon bin was jumping up and down near the kitchen table .
" morning to you too baby " I kissed him on the cheek
" umma I want eggs " `making a blowfish face`
"hhhh ok ok stop making that face " laughing at my son the cutesiest baby ever `god how did I get so lucky `
"Umma" he called
"Ne. What is it angle "I picked him up and sat him on the table chair
"We got a new thudenth" I laugh`
"Not thudenth baby, student"
"Student" he repeated
"Very will baby"
"will his name is yunjae , and he said that I can call him hyung , he's very tall " that name yunjae remanded me of yunho a gain
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Flash back
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"jae joong na "
"ne yunnie" I picked up his cheek
"what your favorite baby name ?"
"why do you ask ?"`Pouting a little"
"Just because"
"it yunjae , I like that name a lot you know why ?"
"Why baby"
"Because it has Bothe of our names yunho and Jae joong see 'yunjae' this why we will last forever "he chuckled at me a little
"Really ".
"Ne really , why you don’t like it "
"No baby I love it"
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End of flash
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I don’t know why but lately it seems like everything remained me of him `yunjae ` ha if only .aishh this is driving me nut I haven’t thought about him in so long and now .`sigh`
"Really baby that great" and I ruffed his hair "am glad that you made a new friend "`smiling` I know how hard it is for him to make friend that made me Cana sad.
"Umma do you want to meet him?"
" of course I would, I would love to meet him, now go on get ready the school bus will be here any time"
"araso"
"don’t take to long ne " but he just ignored me and ran to our room to change , he's so adorable.
Ten moments later we were ready to go, we walked hand in hand from my apartment, it not really main it siwons his family owns some a apartment buildings so they let us stay her for free, am so grateful for theme I don’t know what I'll do if I didn’t have theme, they even let me call theme umma and appa, and the let moon bin call theme halmoni and haropogi, I love theme and I love theme a lot,
"Here we go" I saw the bus come closer "so baby ill pick you up at 3 araso so be a good boy ok, have fun baby,
" ne '"
"ok baby have fun , am goanna miss you "
"am goanna miss you mooooooooooore, don’t forget to get me a new toy ok "
"ok ok " . hhhhhh god he is so cute
I washed his bus disappears in the corner , I smiled and I went to work . "
-----------sorry if it short but the nixt chapter would be longer i promies ok-------------
******************always keep the faith***********
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