Confession...again?
Bored at School
I had to wait until later that day to get Valerie on the phone. Her parents had told me she wasn't at home. Weird, I thought she was sick...
-Hello?
-I had to call you, Valerie, the best thing happened to me!
-I know, you sent me like...two thousand messages on my cellphone. Want to talk about it?
-Sure I want to! I'm so happy!
I told her the story another time, excited by the luck I had. She wasn't talking much. It was only when I finished my story again that she talked.
-That's awesome for you, Hyukkie!
-Thank you for your support, I wouldn't be able to do it without you.
She stayed silent a few seconds.
-I'm happy I helped you.
-Are you feeling better?
-Yeah...
-Where were you? I tried to call you sooner, but your mom told me you were out.
Silence.
-Val?
-I'm better, thanks.
-Where were you? I'm just curious, that's all...
-I was...
Silence again. She sighted.
-I wasn't sick.
-What?
-I'm sorry. Donghae...Donghae convinced me to go out with one of his friends he made me meet a few days ago, when you went directly at home. I also thought it would be better for you to be alone with him, since I actually knew he liked you.
-You lied...?
-I'm sorry...I feel...horrible because of it.
-Why didn't you tell me?
I could almost hear her choosing her words. She didn't want to hurt me, I could sense it.
-Just tell me, Val, I'm not mad.
-Because I had to.
Her voice changed. Instead of being nice and friendly, she becaume a little sad and angry.
-You were all over Donghae, caught in your love story while I had to watch you go further away. It was hard, I just had to lied so I wouldn't stop you, because you would have for the sake of not hurting me. I just...I just want you to be happy, even if I have to get hurt on the process!
-How could I hurt you?!
-I love you!
I froze.
-You heard me! I loved you from the start! I couldn't tell you who I had a crush on because it was you all along! Donghae found out and just thought I should not be there when you confess so I would not break down and make you feel bad! I'm asking you, as a friend, to please give me some space so I can get over you. I'm sorry, I should have told you before, but I didn't want to lose you as a friend.
She hung up, without giving me the time to say anything. I felt sad. I had hurt my confident, such a good friend of mine, and all this time, Donghae was protecting me and her. Maybe...maybe when I heard her blow off her nose, it wasn't because she was sick, but because she had cry to the though of me confessing to someone else. All the messages I sent her, all the advises she had given me must have hurt her. I called Donghae. The second I heard his voice, I started crying because of the pain I had caused.
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One chapter left, then a bonus chapter that I am posting only if I'm asked to (which I talked about in the firsts chapters). :33
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