"He left the next day, giving me a big hug while promising he would call me when he would be able to. I nodded and told him I loved him. Seeing him leave was hard, but I still smiled. I was scared, so scared."

Donghae was leaving to study in another town, in a college he wanted to go for years. Hyukjae didn't want to stop him, since he knew it was important for his dear boyfriend, but he couldn't stop worrying. He didn't feel like he was wirth Donghae's love, and though his boyfriend kept telling him how much he loved him, Hyukjae was worried. He was also, in a way, resigned of losing him while he would be gone.

Because, to be honest, sicne when does long distance relationship works?