CHAPTER 11: MOVE ON

2PM members continue with their dinner even though all of them still can’t be able to accept the shocking truth. They all seems too pissed up with Victoria when they knew she leave Khun without concrete reason. They are smiling but deep inside their heart, it burning with anger, especially Junho and Wooyoung. Both of them are really close with Khun. They love to see Khun happy when he’s with Victoria. They know that Khun do love Victoria with all his heart. This is the reason why they agree to appearing in several episodes of We Got Married, just to show their support to their hyung. They thought Victoria can really make Khun happy and will always be there for Nichkhun, but it seems their judgement is wrong.

All of them get drowning with their own toughs. The ride to the restaurant just remains silent. They arrive at the YYY Restaurant that has the best grilled meats for their dinner. Minjae park the van and turn off the engine. When the engine turn off, it automatically unlock the door and all members of 2 PM move and get out. Taecyon pat Nichkhun shoulder gently when he sees Nichkhun just space out and didn’t come out. Nichkhun startled a little bit before giving him a bitter smile before join the other members. They walk together into the restaurant. As Minjae had made a reservation for a VIP room, the waiters lead their way to that room. It’s a big room that consists of two partitions. The first one had been prepared with a large table that can be seated by ten people. It also has the griller to frill the meats, complete with the kitchen applications that allow the smoke to be inhale out from the room.  The other partition is karaoke room. It had a large tv screen and a good sound system. A sofa had also been provided with a small coffee table in the middle. It makes the karaoke room look stylish with the addition of the dim light.

As it was Minjae treats, he is the one who take in charge of ordering the food. After waiting for 10 minutes the food finally arrived. Chansung had been in charge to grill the meat. Junsu pour the drink into each of their glass. They had a light beer just to cheer up the moment. Taecyon on the other hand had been in charge to cook the steamboat. Then, it left Nichkhun, Junho, Wooyoung and Minjae doing nothing, and just wait for the food to be ready. Once the food is ready, they all eat happily and make a joke once a while. They also are fighting for the grilled meat with Chansung who had been known to eat triple meals than others. The food had been finished in a blink and all of them let out a big satisfaction while rubbing their stomach as the sign of how full they are right now. Minjae just chuckle to see them all. Deep inside, he’s happy to see all of them in front of him right now, spend a happy time with each other.

Five minutes later, as being an active member he is, Wooyoung stand up and drag all of them to the Karaoke partition. They all drag their full stomach to the karaoke partition and sit their self on the sofa provided. Wooyoung start to pick up the song and he pick their own song; Heartbeat. Once he pushes okay, he turn to make a signal for all of them to join singing. They all stand up and start to sing and dance to the choreography. Minjae clap his hand while seeing their performance. He notice Khun can draw a smile on his face a little bit. Taecyon start to sing his part and followed by Chansung then Wooyoung and Junho. When it’s reach the Nichkhun part, he sing it intensely. It’s more like he said what his heart feels. (Nichkhun part is in red colour)

can you feel my heartbeat?

the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it's beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it's no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i'm holding on to you and can't let go.
it still feels like you're next to me.
i can't believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn't my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.

she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you, listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)

After finishing the song, Junho take the remote controller and began to pick another song. While searching for the song, he try to choose a song that can make Nichkhun forget about Victoria and continue to live happily like before. For him, Victoria doesn’t deserve someone like Khun. At last, he choose their own song again; Without You. He thinks the lyrics suit well for Nichkhun. The song began to play and Nichkhun just chuckle a little bit when he heard the song. He just want to make his way to the sofa to join Minjae when Chansung and Taecyon block his way and Junsu signaling him to continue singing. He turn around only to see Junho and Wooyoun give him their dorky smile while acting like they play the piano according to the rhythm. Nichkhun throw a smile and take the microphone back. They all start to sing again.

I'm gonna be strong

Fine, breaking up is better
This was going to happen between us anyway
You were going to do this anyway
This is better, better than falling deeper in love anyway
I think of it as fortunate, that's why I'm okay

I gave you all my all
I believed you so I gave you my all
But you threw that away
I gave you my everything
So I'm gonna be okay

I'm gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you

Listen, everything happens for a reason
Everything happens for a reason
This is the last time you'll meet another man
Your words don't even make sense
Just turn around
It hurts me too much
I don't want to see you anymore

I was being fooled all this while
I didn't even know who you were
But I know now
You don't know love
So that's why I'm gonna be okay

Gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you

Why are you doing this to me, why?
Why do you have to do this to me, make me cry?
Was it enough to throw everything we had?
All of the times we were together
And the times we can never be together again
Aren't they wasteful, to you?
Does it not matter to you?
Even now, are you okay without me?

I'm gonna be okay
Gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you

They keep singing several more songs to cheer the night up while Minjae watching and sometimes he joins singing too. When the clock shows the time is already 12.30 in the morning, Minjae ask them to stop and said it’s time to go back. They all nodded as agree to it and wait for Minjae inside the van while Minjae pay the bills.

When they reach to their dorm, all of them lay around at living room to rest for a while before go freshen up. That is when Wooyoung suddenly ask Nichkhun about the mystery woman that they see with Nichkhun back then. Nichkhun quite shocked to hear that as he doesn’t even think that he will get caught. But he feels relieve as the members do not recognized Kahi is the mystery girl. The members by saying that he’s had begun to dating again which he quickly denied it. The members assure him by saying that they don’t mind for Khun to fall in love with other girls if that girl can make him happy. But Khun keeps denied it and gives the reason that he still feels traumatized by Victoria and his heart still feels hurt to fall in love again in this mean time. They just nodded their head to Khun’s explanation.

“But hyung, why did you get out with her?” Junho ask.

“Yeah, that’s what I want to ask just now” Taecyon added. Others only make a confuse look on their face.

“I just be friend with her coincidently when I go out for a dinner when you guys are not around. It’s really lonely to be alone by myself you know. So I guess God send me another friends to be by my side and comfort me. All I can say is, I’m comfortable with her. We just hang out for several times.” Nichkhun said calmly and smiling.

“Yahh you keep smiling like a dork when you telling us about her. Who is she exactly?” Junsu asking. He insists to know who that mystery woman is.

“Can you just tell us already hyung?” Chansung said and Wooyoung nodded his head sevedral times as a sign that he agrees with what Chansung just said.

“All I can say is, you guys know her. She’s used to date Chansung” Nichkhun said and get up from his seat, headed to his room before lock it. He leaves the members hanging with a big question mark on their head. Chansung make a blank expression as he keeps mumbling “the girl I used to dating??”

Back to F(X) dorm…

The next morning, all of the f(x) members are still in their deep sleep because each of them is running out of their energy due to the pack schedule. Victoria being the first to wake up and make her way to the kitchen to cook breakfast for her other members. It’s like a routine for her to do so when she has a free time. Being the oldest, she tends to behave like a mother to her dongsaengs. As they get the day off today, they can do their own personal activities, and she does have her own “personal activities” to attend to. Luna is the first one to reach the kitchen. She can smell the nice aroma coming from the kitchen and she knows who’s the cooker is. She sat at the table and she can see Victoria had finished making the breakfast and she’s in the middle process to serve them on.

“Umma, I’m hungry. Let me eat now” Luna whining and pretend to be like a little child.

Victoria turn her head and look toward Luna who pouting right now. She laugh a little bit to see Luna with her aegyo.

“I will let you have your breakfast if only you can help me to waking up your other sisters first and ask them to come here and we can eat breakfast together” Victoria said and acts like she’s the mother of those beautiful girls.

“Aigoo, let Appa do that. I want my breakfast now” Luna keeps whining and continues their own drama.

“I’m a SINGLE mother now, remember” Victoria emphasizes the words single and smile weirdly.

“Ne, umma. I will go and wake them up. Keep the breakfast warm for us” Luna make her way to upstairs and shake her head as she regretting to mention the words “appa” which synonym to Nichkhun.

Luna P.O.V

Oh my God. Did Victoria get mad at me? Aishh I think she’s really mean what she said last night. Yahh, Luna, you really pabo. How could you mention “appa” when you know it’s synonym to Nichkhun in our perspective? Silly Luna. I guess I just don’t use to accept the fact that they are no longer a couple. But I can’t believe they really broken up now. I’m one of the Khuntoria shippers too you know. Who can resist a husband that close to perfect like Nichkhun oppa? “Krrrkkk…” my stomach make a weird sound give me a sign that it want to be filled. Ahh, it makes me becoming hungrier and my pretty head feel dizzy just to think about it. I better go wake others. The breakfast is my mission to be accomplished first before doing or thinking about anything else.

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With that, Luna makes her way to Kryber’s room and knock it several times to wake them up. When she can’t hear any noise from inside, she decided to enter the room. She can see a figure of the two girls cuddling with each other and still sleeping. They really look like a happy couple.

“Aigoo, I hope this two will not be caught by Jessica. I can’t imagine the tantrum that Jessica will throw if she sees this llama cuddling with her sister like that” Luna mumbling while her lips slowly turn into an evil smirk. It’s the sign that there is some evil thinking in her mind right now. With that, she slowly approach Kryber’s bed and get on the Amber side. She leanS closer to Amber’s ear.

“AMBERRRR~!!WAKE UP..JESSICA IS HERE!!!” Luna screams out loud. With that screaming both of them automatically jump from their bed and keep bowing while they try to regain their conscious.

“Sorry Jessica unnie. It’s not like what you’re thinking. We just fall asleep. I didn’t mean to cuddle her.” Amber said and bowing several times as she thinks the person in front of her right now is Jessica. Krystal only nodded and rubs her eyes. “We didn’t do anything wrong unnie. I promise” Krystal said, still rubbing her eyes. They both seem like they still in their dreamland.

Luna burst out into laughing while her hand holding her stomach as it hurts from laughing too much. Her laughs make Kryber back to their sense. Due to the loud noise, Sulli eventually wake up and head to Kryber’s room to check on them.  When she reachs there, she can see Luna laughing hardly while running around the room as Amber try to catch her. Krystal just sat quietly on the bed side and still have a sleepy face. 

“Yahh, come back here. I want to give you a lesson right now” Amber said, still chasing Luna.

“I don’t want to, DORK!” Luna replied and sticks out her tounge.

“Hyung, what are you doing? Can I play along?” Sulli suddenly voice out. She gets excited to see her unnies playing together. Being as innocent as she is, she wants to play along.

“Yes you can. Be a nice girl and help me to catch her” Amber said and pointing at Luna who had a smiley face right now.

“Aigoo, you really aren’t capable to do it by yourself. Weak llama!!” Luna teases Amber again. Krystal who sits on the bed just laughing to see them acts crazy this morning. She takes one of the pillows and hug it.

As Sulli want to start helping Amber catch Luna, Victoria stepped in. “I wonder what take you so long but now I can see the reason” Victoria’s voice make them stop running and look at their leader who stand at the door.

“Sorry umma. This llama going crazy when I wake her up” Luna said and giggling when Amber throw a pillow towards her.

“Luna plays prank on me, umma. So, I’m trying to give her a “reward” for that. Amber looks at Luna and smirk. She makes her way to the bed and sits beside Krystal and lays her face on the pillow that Krystal hugging. So basically she lay on Krystal’s lap right now. Sulli just stay silent; don’t want to take a part in it as she afraid that their “umma” may scold her too. She gets near to Victoria and links her arm with Victoria.

“I don’t know what’s going on. I just woke up” Sulli said in a cute voice and rest her head on Victoria’s shoulder.

Victoria just shook her head right and left and let out a small sigh. She drew a smile on her face when thinking of how childish her dongsaengs are.

“I’ve made a breakfgast for all of you. Go freshen up and come downstairs to eat. I want to get ready now. I’ve an appointment I need to attend too” Victoria said.

“Ehh. You don’t want to eat the breakfast together?”Luna ask.

“I had my breakfast already because it took you so long to wake them up. I’m sorry I can’t eat with you guys. I’m afraid I’ll be late for my appointment. Next time okay? I’ll go get ready”

“Unnie. We don’t have any appointment today” Sulli said and give a confuse look before Victoria make her way back to her room.

“I’ve my personal appointment maknae-ah” Victoria wink to Sulli and continue to walk back.

“I bet it’s Calvin again” Sulli said in her mind as she looks Victoria disappearing into her room.

“Ok girls, get up and freshen up. We need to eat breakfast” Luna said a little bit louder when she see none of them get ready for breakfast. After that Kryber make their way to bathroom to freshen up while Luna and Sulli walk together to the kitchen and waiting Kryber at the table. 5 minutes later, Kryber reach the kitchen and Luna start to serve the food that Victoria had made to each one of them. They start digging the food when suddenly a strong perfume hit their nostril. They turn their head to the door and they can see Victoria in a y dress trying to wear her heels.

“Wow Unnie. I thought you are going to any Music awards right now. You look gorgeous” Krystal said.

“Yeah, I’ll hit on you right now if I’m single you now?” Amber tries to playfully flirting only to get pinched on her thigh by Krystal who had turn into “Krabtal” right now.

“Ouch, it hurts” Amber whining while she grab Krystal hands and intertwine their finger together to stop Krystal from becoming a crab furthermore. Victoria just smile to her dongsaeng’s joke.

“I’ll make my move first” Victoria said after she finished wearing the heels and waving to her dongsaengs.

All of them waving back to Victoria and send her away with their eyes. After the door close they start their usual activity when they have free time; gossiping. The different is, today gossip is about their own group members; their leader, not anyone else from the different group whatsoever.

“Unnie looks like she’s going to a date, not an appointment regarding work” Luna starts to talk while she finished up eating her breakfast.

“Anniyo, it’s impossible. She’s just break up with Nichkhun Appa. It’s impossible to have a replacement this early right?” Krystal said and gains a nod from Amber who agrees with her assumption. They continue to make a hypothesis about Victoria “appointment” when suddenly Sulli who just keep silent said something that make them stop talking due to the shock news.

“Guys, I think I know with whom unnie is dating right now. It’s Calvin, the actor from unnie’s Chinese drama”

With that statement, all of them drop their jaws AGAIN.

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