I stood there clapping along with the other guests witnessing my husband happily exchanging kisses with his lover, now wife, at the altar. Yes, you heard me right. My husband got married again. You must be asking why did I let him marry his lover without divorcing him, right? Or some of you might even be mad at me cause I'm willing to share him. Let me tell you why then. One, I let him marry her cause I just found out that they're expecting. How can I not let them marry? What will happen to the kid in the future? Just because of me he/she is fatherless. I wouldn't want that. Two, I did file for a divorce but Jaejoong either shredded or burnt the papers. He said he will not divorce me just because he's marrying again. I know, its confusing. Me myself is confused too. And three, I just love him so much I couldn't bare seeing him being unhappy everyday. I'd do anything to make him happy even if I have to sell my soul.

"Jaejoong hyung! Congratulations! Eu kyang kyang."

"Hyung, don't forget about that thing we talked about the other day! Saranghae."

"Jaejoongie hyung, treat me to dinner later!"

"Hyung, be fair."

I watched as his friends and family congratulated them and exchanged hugs. The way he smiled with her in his arms broke my heart. I never knew his smile is that beautiful. Heck, I never knew the cold-hearted Jaejoong whom I've been married to for the past 3 years knows how to smile. Well, we didn't actually marry because we wanted to. We were forced, more like Jaejoong was forced to marry me because Jaejoong's parents were in great debt towards my parents. My parents actually have forgotten about it but somehow Jaejoong's parents insisted to repay my parents kindness by marrying us both. I have no objection towards the marriage cause I've always loved Jaejoong since we were kids. I know, I sound greedy. It's because I just love him too much. If you were me, you'd do the same, right?

"Hani-ah, come here. Why are you standing alone over there, dear?"

Jaejoong's father gently pulled me towards the crowd. Jaejoong's mother immediately embraced me as if she knows what I was feeling at the time. I squeezed her hands and gave her an assuring smile. The crowd has now silenced because they wanted to hear what I was about to say to the newly wed. I cleared my throat and looked at Hana, Jaejoong's new wife.

"Umm, honestly I don't really know what to say." I laughed nervously while looking down. The atmosphere was so awkward. Everyone is so quiet with their eyes glued to me. I sighed and smiled at Hana. I hugged her. She gasped in surprise cause she didn't expect I'd hug her. But she still hugged me back.

"Congratulations and stay healthy." Then she started to cry. I closed my eyes trying to surpress my own tears.

"I'm sorry and thank you, eonni. Thank you very much." She said while sobbing. I cupped her face and wiped her tears.

"It's okay. I understand so please don't cry." She hugged me again and I patted her back. Everyone clapped while sobbing. I pulled away and gently tucked her towards Jaejoong's parents. I gave Hana a small nod when she looked at me. Jaejoong's mother smiled and opened her arms for Hana. They both cried while hugging each other. Jaejoong's father wrapped his arms around me and kissed my hair. I hugged him back in return.

"May God bless you for your kind heart, Hani." He said.