I should have been me..

Deleted Memories..

Goo Haras POV;

"Waaah~! DAEBAK." I let out

"hm..?" he responds coldly

"Doesnt it look so awesome oppa?!" I yell out with my signature aegyo voice, but no matter how hard I try he still doesnt care "Aissh, oppa..I bought you all this food but you arent even being nice or noticing me.." I whine.

"Yah.. aissh. You over react too much. fine whatever mianhe." Myungsoo replies, but I still dont sense any trace of sincerity in his voice.

Kim Myungsoo.. One of my childhood friends that I fell in love with almost instantly. His looks, talent and just everything yelled prefect to my heart, ..but no matter how hard I tried he never loved me. All he ever talked about was--

"Jieun..?" Myungsoo says as if reading my thoughts

"...What about that--" I catch myself before I insult Jieun again, knowing how I recieved a slap for doing so last time.. I put 10 cubes of ice on that cheek for a week.." what about her..? I say clenching my teeth with frustration.

Myungsoo looks up, and stares at me for a moment before continuing once again "Jieun.. How is she?"

I feel my anger boiling up inside of me just waiting to be released, but I bite my tongue at the thought of getting another slap..

"Yah.. last time im going to ask, or else im leaving. How is Jieun?" He says with impatience. Even when I tell him, i can tell hes going to leave anyway..

"..Fine. Jieun woke up 2 days ago.. and shes fully concious. There I told you, are you happy?!" I say

I see Myungsoo's eyes widen and he gets up to leave, but stops a couple steps from me "Goo Hara--"

"I knew you would leave anyway..just go.." I say, on the verge of tears.

and within a matter of seconds Kim Myungsoo is out the door wiithout looking back, leaving me with two barely touched plates of kimbap.

Why did you need to love her Myungsoo.. It shouldve been me.. I hate you Lee Jieun, and I will not stand for this god damn bull.

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Kim Myungsoos POV;

Here I am, standing in front of a door that leads to Lee Jieun.

Without thinking about my actions I swing open the door and step inside..

 

Thats when I see her, Lee Jieun. Just staring at me while laying down in her hospital bed, Im assuming I woke her up.

"Jieun ah~" I says and rush to the bed to hug her, but she stops me.

"Mianhe.." shes says in a soft whisper

-Flashback-

"Kim Myungsoo.. I just cant do this anymore!" Jieun yells at me after she has found out about Heo Kiyoon, my second girlfriend.

"Yah.. Jieun yeobo.. please just hear me out" I say with a pleading voice

"Anni.. myungsoo.. just-- why?!"

"You know what, I dont have time for this drama Jieun-ah if you cant accept this, just get out." I yell at her through clenched teeth. I see her look at me with her teary eyes while she gets up, and runs away. I loved this girl so much, but why did I say those things..I still dont know.

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I am in front of the gates leading to the departure area of the airport. I am about to head out to the US with Kiyoon to study, but thats when I see her.

Lee Jieun, standing near the gateway with a tear stained face, staring into my eyes. I am just about to run towards her and tell her how much I love her until, my eyes hover over to the person next to her.. Jang Wooyoung, giving me the death stare I can still not forget.

Kiyoon drags me over, to the gate and by the time I glance back, Shes gone. The girl I loved so much is officially no longer mine, and is now with Jang Wooyoung.. For now.

-End Flashback-

Mianhe..? Wait-- shouldnt she be mad.

and as if sensing my confusion Lee Jieun continues.." Mianhe.. Uh, I dont know you"

A thousand thoughts going through my head at once, what if she is lying?! But I know Jieun, shes the nicest girl out there and she couldnt lie for her life..

"What..?" Is all I manage to say

"I cant remember.. I dont remember anything.. Im sorry, but i just dont know you anymore.." She says with no emotion at all.

And once again without thinking I bolt out the door without looking back..

♪♫ I Remember-Bang Yong Gook ft Yoseob (Revised English Translation)♫♪

I don’t know why all of our hell-like memories are still in my head
I will remember all of our past days, how I played you
I completely changed because of you
I don’t smile anymore like before
I don’t care about love anymore, my heart is all crushed
I tried my best to forget about you
I wanted to be greater than anyone so you could see
Yeah, the person I was changed
Our old habits hold me back
And I drown in your thoughts, that is like a nightmare
But I won’t forget, because it’s I whomyou loved
Yes, I remember

Even with my eyes closed
The light that shined us is still there
I will keep our precious memories deep inside
Even if pain comes along with the days
The days we promised eternal love
I will never forget those moments
I remember

I don’t know what you’ve done to me
Just like that
Forget it, I will never fall in love, I came back, yeah
Forget everything, I don’t need anything anymore
Now I cant fall asleep without you
The spotlight shines your empty spot
The fact that you left me because you dont remember me
This reality drives me crazy
I’m hot stuff, I hurt feelings of people like you who wanna hang out with me
This is my own way of living a mean life
The only thing that remained after continuous break-ups
There’s no such promise like forever
That helped me come all the way here
Since you let me go, don’t ever look at me again
I believe that you think the same way as I do
Never forget, yes I remember

Our promise to be together forever
I will keep it here forever
Even if I walk this road by myself for a bit
I will show you my everything

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Authors Note;

Once again here I am with these pointless short chapters3 Please forgive me~! Comments inspire me (;

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clyne22 #1
Chapter 20: When are you going to write this?
Loveday #2
I love wooyoung and lee ji-eun !!! They're so cool
llyminny
#3
Chapter 20: Marry time please update soon:))
blue_angel_wings #4
Chapter 20: Ahhhh!!!!
Myungsoo and Jiyeon!
Update soon!
MilkyCouple4ever #5
MyungSoo :)))!! Or is it TaeYeon saying u guyz are marrying without asking me :))!!!! Joking anyways update soon!
Blehhhbambix #6
I totally agree with @Woou_madness!!! Update soon
_nonsensical #7
OH MY! Who is the horrible person trying to break Wooyoung and Jieun apart? They've gone through so much hardship to be together already so why don't you bug off evil person!
llyminny
#8
OMG what happen. Please update soon:))
llyminny
#9
Wow it's so good. Please update soon:))
MilkyCouple4ever #10
So Ji Eun is ending up with WooYoung?