Ahh… my head! So dizzy!

    Ehhh…? Where am i? This is not my bed!!!

 

     Bom woke up in complete mess. She was still in her white Marchesa dress with her messed up make up. “Where am i?” she uttered; yearning for a glass of water. “Oh, you are up?” Ji Yong came.

 

     Bom surprised; acting all shy. “How did I get here?” she asks.

 

     “Were you that drunk? I carried you here of course, do you have any idea how heavy you are?” he replied, holding her a glass of water. Bom bit her lower lips, her usual habit when she is extremely absent minded and shy. She drinks it and continuing on avoiding his eyes. “You... really don’t remember anything?” he asks; staring at the unusual messed up looking Bom.

 

     Bom nodded as she drinks. “My head really hurts too…” she whined in pain. “What kind of bride are you? Drinking like crazy on a wedding night? Hmm.. a crazy bride. You dont remember anything?"

 

     Bom feeling fully annoyed, “AHHH I yes I really don’t remember anything! Gosh!” she shouted. Ji Yong smirked, “That is fine then, I guess no need to explain the unexpected incident yesterday”

 

     “What do you mean? What are you talking about?” , Ji Yong avoided her eyes on purpose to remain in suspense. He didn’t answer, but instead drew a slight smile on his lips. “W-what… what happened…. Did something happen last night?” Bom getting really curious. “Just go and wash up. You look terrible, no husband wish to see her wife like that on their first morning together. We have to be ready to fly today remember? Honeymoon trip” he replied; completely changing the topic.

 

     Bom got up and look herself in the mirror, she was not terrible, she was a total disaster; horrible! Unthinkably hideous! Gahhhhh!!! How can this happen to me? Where is my usual shining morning charm?!

 

     Ji Yong laughed amusedly as he walked out. She is really too cute to be ugly. Haiyaa

 

     Bom walks in towards the breakfast table, 2 hours late but yet with no guilty feeling present. She sat down gracefully and completely ignoring her newlywed husband. Ji Yong stared at her every action, “Be careful not to cut yourself using that bread knife. Spread that butter as slow as you getting ready” he said sarcastically. Bom imitated his words with mimics; mocking faces expression. Ji Yong got himself a rather childish wife.

 

      “Bom” he summoned, yet completely ignored.  Bom continuously spreading butter and honey on her bread, sipping her morning tea and not even once catch the sight of her husband.

 

     “Arasso.. I get it. Let’s not talk to each other”

 

      Finally Bom glared.

 

      “What? You want to talk now?” Ji Yong asked.

 

     “Out of all places, why Jeju? I mean, there is Paris, Venice,  Greece… but still Jeju? You are taking us to Jeju for our honeymoon?!!” Bom disbelieved. Ji Yong snickered; finally understood her cold actions earlier. “I only have 3 days off work, if we are going somewhere as far as Paris, Rome or whatever, that would take at least a day to arrive, and another day to come back. We will remain only 1 day for our honeymoon. What could we possibly do, in somewhere totally far away in one day?”

 

      Bom pouts a little then gains back her frustrated forehead. “Well, we can go for breakfast somewhere in a little cute coffee shop, shop around… at night we can have dinner at the finest diner and take a walk at a near beach or something. There is sooo much to do in one day” she explains carefully.  Ji Yong nods at her every word. “But ya know, that is what lovers do. We are not lovers. What do you expect us do?”

 

      Suddenly, Bom was taken aback by his statement. She couldn’t find a way to answer his question. “Fine. Whatever. I’m so sick of Jeju that is all. Who do you think I am? Going to Jeju for my honeymoon. Not up to my standard. I mean what people would say huh?!” she said in a slight groan. Ji Yong cheekily laughs a little, couldn’t help it as she was ridiculously adorable. How can someone so fierce come across so simple and childish?

 

      “Bom sshi..” he uttered sweetly. Bom slowly responded by looking. “At this very moment, I like you. I sincerely do” again he pinched her heart intentionally. She couldn’t response that quick so she quirked a brow. “There are times when I have to lie that I want to be with you, but right now I kinda like it. I kinda like you” he continuously toying with her fragile heart. He got up his seat and casually ignoring Bom’s confusing look, “We can make our move now. If we fly early, we can have longer time there in Jeju”

 

     She could only swallow her own trembling guts; constantly being abused by his charming words. “What the hell was that?” she mumbled shyly. On the afternoon, they fly together on Ji Yong’s private jet and set off to Jeju. Bom who hated the idea at first suddenly had a change of mood. She was seeing quite excited although she tried hard to not make it obvious. However, Ji Yong was rather nervous inside. He had his motive in picking Jeju as their honeymoon destination, and the 3 days off work reason was not it.

 

     He had a promise; a prior engagement that he had planned and obviously Bom is just a cover.

 

     Seeing how hard Bom was keeping her excitement worries Ji Yong. He knows he is being unfair to her, but never had he thought he would feel guilty. The woman he thought she is; a is probably not her at all. He thought marrying a would make her a perfect cover for everything but he forgot-- a is a only because she feels too much and cares too much, about herself and everything around her. So among all people, a is probably going to hurt the most. He is starting to feel like he made a mistake.

 

     When they finally landed, Bom could feel Ji Yong’s flustered vibe. But she didn’t ask him a word. They head to Ji Yong’s family resort mansion and settled. “Ahhh~ This is nice. I was suffocating inside the jet, I needed the fresh air so bad” said Bom; breaking the ice. Ji Young was seen calmly sitting on a beach chair. He didn’t give her any response. What’s with the cold attitude? Sheesh..

 

     “Ji Yong sshi.., I’m hungry, let’s have something nice to eat”

 

     Ji Yong again gave her only silence. “I’m going to change first, you pick the place okay? Oh, I don’t want seafood on broad daylight. So skip that for dinner alright?” said Bom in a kind tone. She became more and more frustrated that Ji Yong didn’t respond. This head…

 

     Bom walks towards him only to find him, “Yah! Why are you n-not…. Responding…” , asleep.

 

     Haish… sleeping? How can you be sleeping at time like this? I was really looking forward to have lunch with you… hmphhh

 

     Disappointed Bom watched him with care and pouts. He must’ve been really tired—is what she thought. Silently she enjoys her view. Those eyes…, lips, are they all mine? How can someone be this perfect and real? The closer I get to him, the better he looks. How beautiful God has made him…

 

     Bom whispers close to his ear “Have your rest. I hate how you annoy me but I feel okay about it”

 

     She was 100% sure that he was soundlessly asleep, and couldn’t hear her small talk. She walks away humming happily to also have her rest. Ji Yong slowly opens his eyes upon her leaving. He sighs and knew right then that he had made a huge mistake. This must be falling for him.

 

     He got up and made sure that Bom was resting in her room. He left his phone intentionally; not wanting to be contacted. Hurriedly he walks out of his resort mansion to an unknown spot near the beach.

 

      For 10 minutes he began to search around the place and couldn’t find anyone he was looking.

 

“Ji Yong shhi..”

“Dara?”

      He placed Bom down and helplessly walks towards Dara. “What are you doing here?” he asked caringly; a tone that Bom never heard before from Ji Yong. Dara looked at Bom, then at him. “I’m sorry that I came at the wrong time, wrong place. But I had to see you…” she said in a teary voice. Bom who was confused, mixed with her dizziness from alcohol. “What is going on?” she uttered in interruption, “Who are you?” she continues.

     “Go home Dara. We will meet later” he said. Dara got all teary and trembles, “I’m sorry, I couldn’t stand it. I thought I could but clearly I can’t. Just sitting down at home, knowing you were getting married.. for 3 days I couldn’t sleep”

     Bom  became more and more confused and she felt like she could just fall down and faint any second now. Ji Yong calmly tries to solve the situation smoothly. His ‘past’ that appears before him, made him feel shaky and emotional all of a sudden. “Ji Yong…” Dara murmured sadly and finally fall into tears which made him tremble even more.

     And behind him, another girl in the picture also spoke his name, “Ji Yong sshi…” and fainted.

 

“Ji Yong….”

 

     Ji Yong turned and found her. “Dara, you are here” he said in relief. “Of course I’ll be here. We made our promise remember?” she said in a loving smile. “I am sorry. I shouldn’t have left you like that... Bom she suddenly fainted and I had t-to..” Dara cut his line “It’s okay, I get it. You are here, that is what important. To be honest, when you said you wanted to do this for us to be together, I didn’t trust you to the fullest. Now that you have proved yourself, I am happy”

 

     He kissed her, lightly on her lips. She received it and gave back a more passionate one. “But, how is she? How are we supposed to keep this from her? I feel like we have wronged her…” said Dara suddenly; feeling guilty. Ji Yong was bewildered with her question; he didn’t know what to answer. “She knows… well she will know soon. I’ll let her know” he said.

 

     “She doesn’t know yet? What do you mean she will know? Do you think she’ll accept us?” asked Dara in worry. “I don’t know. But if she is what I think she is, a heartless woman who only cares for herself, I doubt that she even care about us”

 

     “But what if she is not…? Are you sure, she is that kind of person?” Dara continues. Ji Yong avoided her gaze, recalling the person he saw inside Bom these past few days. He might be wrong. Yet still, he himself in denial said “Everyone knows how she is. So there is no way I am wrong. She is the perfect person for the job”

 

     Dara grabbed his face and cupped it. “You are not this person… who toys with anyone’s heart. But seeing you so determined and confident like this, for me… I just have to trust you right?” she said. Ji Yong once again bewitched by her, had his eyes only for her; again placing his soft lips onto hers.

 

     While Ji Yong was with Dara, with excitement Bom chooses her attire for a walk on a beach. “Gosh, how long is that guy going to have his rest? It has been an hour and a half already, he is probably awake now right?” she mumbles on her own. A long peach beach dress was her pick; it matches her angelic white fair skin ever so flawlessly. She is looking at the mirror, thinking whether she would have her hair up or down. A long neck can come across y and simple, but a long shiny black hair swaying in broad daylight can seduce any man in mere seconds.

 

     She had never tried so hard before to look her best for a certain someone. In the end she decided to look demure and tied her hair down sideways, leaving her right side of her neck bared and the other covered. She walks out of her room only to discover that her husband is nowhere to be found. “Huh? Where is he?”

 

     She looked around the resort and had a hunch that he was outside, probably near the beach. She straight away went there, and for hours she went looking. Here and there she walks endlessly, still he was nowhere to be found. She is getting tired and sweating, her feet was covered in sand and she could feel them getting numb.

 

       In the end, after 4 hours she finally gave up and sat down and buried her feet in the sand beach. The water flows and wet her dress. She was tired, bumped, sad, frustrated and all out done. What am I thinking? Of course he won’t have lunch with me, or dinner, or a have a walk or do anything with me. I’m just his wife right from the start, and not a lover. Who am I kidding?

 

He likes me?

Of course. The fact that I agreed on being his wife and nothing more, of course he likes it! G-God why am I so foolish?!!

And here I am… said yes to everything he proposed, beating myself up, and for what…?

He had me when he said he wanted to make me his wife. And from there I am nowhere to be found anymore…

I fell and he didn’t catch me, he only watches and just let me keep falling.

 

     Tears now falling down her blushed cheeks,“Ahhh I’m so tired! Sheesh. Why is it windy today? My eyes are getting teary already!”

 

     “Bom?”

 

     Bom turns, flushed red cheeks and runny nose. “Are you crying?” Ji Yong asks. “You… what are you doing here?” asks Bom in a stutter; too surprised to see Ji Yong there. She quickly wiped her tears and stood up; her wet dress was plastered up her thighs baring her long slender legs. Her dress was so high up her thighs that her undergarments can be seen a little. She was too busy wiping her tears to realize it. Ji Yong came closer. “W-what..? I-I am not cr-crying. What are you doing?” stutters Bom as he came. And like a gentleman he kneeled down and fixes her dress. Bom froze in silent; her cheeks flushes even redder.

 

     Ji Yong looked up with his charming eyes, “Are you hungry? Is that why you are crying?”

 

     Bom once again, suddenly got all teary. Ji Yong stood up, “So you were walking for hours trying to find me, and end up crying because you couldn’t?” he asks. Bom just let him gaze through her eyes and let her tears fall.

 

     “I-I am so hungry that I could die…” she murmured and burst out into tears.

 

     Ji Yong smiles in amusement. He nodded and grabs her hand, “Arasso, let’s have something to eat. What is it that you like? Western? Chinese? Oh seafood is okay now, it’s not that sunny now is it?” and they both walk together like a real couple.

 

     Dara who was far away watching them clinched her fist; suddenly realizing that her happy ending might not be as close as she thinks.

 

     That ….

 

…………………………………………………………………………………………

 

     The moon is full that night and the newlyweds were relaxing at their porch. “Ji Yong sshi, would it be weird if God made the moon square? Oh! Or maybe a triangle? I mean, God could’ve make the moon, the earth in any other shape and make it work, but why round?” asks Bom. Ji Yong who finds that question rather absurd answers it with also a rather absurd answer, “Maybe it is God’s favorite shape?”

 

     Bom looks at him and grins. “But I like things that are pointy. Pointy things are sharp and accurate”

 

     Ji Yong laughs a bit, “You know, our interest tells a lot about ourselves. Just like you. You like pointy things, as you are as pointy, as sharp, as harmful and as vicious just like pointy things”

 

     Bom pokes Ji Yong and started an argument, “Well how about you? You are unclear and deceive full. You like to mess with someone’s mind and end up feeling nothing about it. You are a person that in the end no matter what does not care about other people’s feelings and needs. That makes you a pointy person too”

 

     Ji Yong faced her and smirked, “But I don’t like pointy things, nor that do I like round things. I am a person who has no interest in anything” he said calmly. “How can you be like that? You can’t walk around this world, having no interest in anything” questioned Bom. Ji Yong smiles and gazes the moon, “What is interest compared to love anyway? Love is something else. I’d rather have one or two things that I love than having interest in everything”

 

     She saw the look on his face. The face of opening up, something that Ji Yong doesn’t do very often. She decided to take this opportunity to know him more. “And what is it the things that you love…?” she asks carefully.

 

     “Not much. Only a few people including my family. Other than that, i feel nothing” he said.

 

     “Who are they if family is not included?” she asks.

 

     Ji Yong waited 5 seconds before answering, “Just one”

 

     Bom’s heart skipped a bit. She didn’t dare to ask the next question as she couldn’t figure what he would answer.

 

     He suddenly turns to her and said, “Don’t worry, that person is not you”

 

     She could hear her own heart crack. “No need for you to feel sorry for me” he continues and smiles. Bom also drew a smile, a fake one. That person is not her is the only thing in her head right now. Didn’t know what to ask next, she stood up and went straight to bed.

 

     Ji Yong also naturally went up and went into his room. He didn’t feel any weird vibe from her face expression before, so he went easily to sleep. Bom who was continuously abused heart achingly didn’t know how she is supposed to live her life now. She got herself a husband who has no feelings for her. And what is worst, he has a person he loves but it is not her.

 

     The next morning came by fast for Bom. She couldn’t sleep all night so she settled in for a ‘not in the mood’ day. She didn’t come up from her bed and planned to stay there all day. Ji Yong was rather worried so he had the maids to check up on her. But even the maids couldn’t get themselves in her room.

 

     He knocked on her door several times but there was no respond. “Bom, what are you doing? Are you okay?” he asks in a flat tone. Bom hated his voice, so she shut her ears with both hands. “Our boat is waiting for us now, if you don’t come out then we will miss this fine weather” he said. Bom hissed and ignored him. Ji Yong knew something is up so he had the maids to find him the key to her room. Bom heard a weird ‘cling-ky’ noise from outside, it sounds like keys and she knows he was about to unlock the door. She quickly ran to the door and prevented him from unlocking.

 

     She holds the lock hard and Ji Yong from the other side couldn’t unlock the door. He knew she had something to do with it. He had enough of her sudden change of behavior. Last night she was all perky and sweet but today she’s gone completely annoying. “Bom, if you don’t come out soon I’ll just break in” he warned.

 

     Bom shouted back, “Ohhoo, what? You think your fake muscles can help you in? Come on, this door is not made of some cheap wood. You yourself know that, it’s your precious resort remember?”

 

     “Wanna bet?!!” he challenged. “FINE, do it!! And let everyone see how stupid you look when you fall and injure yourself!” she said. Then suddenly, Seunghyun  made into the scene. “Ji Yong sshi, what is going on?” he asked.

 

     Ji Yong who was bewildered with Seunghyun’s appearance asked him back the same question, “What are YOU doing here?”

 

     Bom heard his voice, so she went out and immediately screams in happiness, “Seunghyun oppa!!!”

 

     She ran towards Seunghyun and naturally gave him the biggest and warmest hug that she could give. He accepted with warmth and couldn’t stop himself from letting her go. The view disturbs Ji Young as he immediately interrupts by offering  a handshake, “What are you doing here Seunghyun sshi?”

 

     Seunghyun accepts his greeting, “Uh, well, last night Bom called me and asked me if I was free. And apparently I am… so here I am”

 

     It was the most ridiculous answer to the most ridiculous situation. Only Bom was blind enough not to see Seunghyun’s obvious affection for her. Ji Yong felt insulted. How could this guy just come to someone else’s honeymoon just because he is free? He must be crazy. Micchi…

 

     “Bom called you. On our honeymoon. And you came, just because you are free?” Ji Yong asks intimidatingly. “You couldn’t come to any of our 3 days wedding, so you come to our honeymoon instead…?”

 

     Seunghyun who was suddenly a changed man, no longer the man who was so afraid to not let her true feelings shown, gave Ji Yong a rather blatantly rude answer, “Yeah”

 

     Bom who couldn’t smell the intense situation was just glad she had somebody to lean on. She couldn’t handle the heartache so she called her Seunghyun. “Oppa, let’s grab some lunch together? I’ll get dressed quick and let’s grab lunch okay?” she said cutely. Ji Yong wanted to puke right at that moment. “Oh really? Don’t you have plans with Ji Yong for lunch?” asked Seunghyun.

 

     “Nahh, he wants to ride a boat. Heck, how are we going to have a nice lunch on a boat? That is funny. I’ll just let you handle and pamper me okay oppa?” said Bom, leaving Ji Young speechless. “Yah, Bom. It is you who suggested the boat and now you are fleeing?” asks Ji Yong; disbelieved. “I’m not into it anymore, I’ll get ready okay oppa?” she said, “Awww so happy that you could make it” and gave him one last hug before she gets ready.

 

     The guys were left alone and Ji Young was obviously giving Seunghyun the stink eye. “So you are free… for how long is that exactly?” he asks. Seunghyun answered calmly, “As long as she wants me to be free”

 

     The situation couldn’t be more intense and absurd right at that moment. It seems like the marriage made Seunghyun somehow eager in wanting Bom even more. Ji Yong could see his hunger for her. It’s like Ji Yong who was the one who finally pressed the button for Seunghyun to start pursuing her.

 

      “I don’t know what happened to you but this is my honeymoon. We both know how ridiculous you are being right now. No matter how crazy in love you are with my wife” said Ji Young finally.

 

     “Your wife is the one who wants me here. That just says it all. You are a bad choice for her” Seunghyun responded bravely. “You must gone insane after the wedding huh?” replied Ji Yong, coming even closer to face him. “Your wedding was a scam. I knew it from the first time I saw you. You had a reason in doing all these. I am a lawyer and I am good at a detecting a scumbag like you” he said.

 

     Ji Yong smirked an evil one and glared, “So I guess you had me checked after that ‘lawyer-y” instinct of yours? What did you find? I killed someone? Oh, someone? How about robed—but not money, but your certain someone. Is that it?” he said sarcastically.

 

     “I found out something that is even better; the fact that you are not even in love with her, but actually are in love with your ex-secretary”

 

     “What a shame, she was not good enough to get into your family” fired Seunghyun.

 

     Ji Yong suddenly realizes that this guy had something on him. “H-how did you…”

 

     “They don’t call me a great lawyer for no reason. Now that I know what you are—who you are, I will never let you hurt her” replied Seunghyun. Ji Yong was intimidated for the very first time and couldn’t find his way to fight back. He was caught into his own trap. “So I am having this lunch with her. And I will win her back. I am not letting go of this second chance” he continues. There he was, standing stiffly couldn’t say a thing; watching his own lies getting back at him. He knew he was in trouble if the truth leaks out.

 

     Seunghyun and Bom went out together and all he could do was watch them go. He felt helpless but he is not someone that is easily shaken. Ji Yong tries hard not to lose his game. He thought of hundreds and thousands of ways to fix the problem but he couldn’t. But there is something he noticed about Seunghyun is that he said about a second chance. What if, there is no second chance? What if he could make Seunghyun believe that he will never get the second chance?

 

     If Bom is his, like literally his.., then would Seunghyun back off? To make Bom his body and soul wouldn’t be that difficult could it?

 

     I have to make her mine. Does that mean… I have to sleep with her?

 

……………………………………………………………………………………..

 

     Seunghyun and Bom had a simple lunch and walks around shopping. Bom couldn’t stop smiling now that Seunghyun is here beside her. “Why do I feel like you haven’t smiled this much for a long time now?” asks Seunghyun. Bom was caught off guard but managed to slide in a perky smile. “What do you mean oppa? I am always smiling! Especially when I am with you” she said. “Hmm… You are smiling, but are you happy?” asks Seunghyun.

 

     “What do you mean?”

 

     “Oh I mean, your marriage. Ji Yong. Everything that is going on in your life right now” he said.

 

     Bom looks down on her ice cream and acts normal. “I guess, well I am happy” she answered.

 

     “If there is one thing that I am good at, it is definitely detecting a lie. Especially from you” he said simply. Bom struggles to change the topic but she knows her oppa well. He won’t just leave a topic hanging. “I guess I am not that happy?” she answers. Seunghyun was very satisfied with her answer. “And why is that? Is Ji Yong not a good husband?” he asks. Bom suddenly let her guard down, “Never he can be as good as you”

 

     Bom stuns Seunghyun and also herself with her answer. “I-I mean… not that I mean that you would be great as my husband or anything, i-it j-just… t-thatt…” stutters Bom. Seunghyun then suddenly laughs and grabs her by her shoulders. “If I were to be your husband, I’ll be an awesome one” he said. Bom smiles in agreement, “Too bad that things are pretty late huh?”

 

     “One thing about life Bom is that there is nothing too late to do” he said and continues walking. Bom smiles at his statement and glad that he said it. Somehow, this time around Seunghyun looks different. He is not the same oppa she knew from before. Somehow, there is a new charm that she discovers from him. Suddenly as they continued their walk Seunghyun stopped her and pulled her back.

 

     “What is it oppa?” she asks; confused.

 

     She looks upfront and saw Ji Yong with a woman. He was holding that woman with both hands; looking very much close. Ji Yong was flashing his sweetest smile to her and they hugged. That woman was caressing his cheeks and leaning into him. Bom who was torn from last night couldn’t believe her eyes.

 

     “Ji Yong?” she utters.

 

     Seunghyun didn’t know exactly what to do right at that second. He knew the view could hurt Bom but he also wants to use this opportunity to win over Ji Yong.

 

    “Who is that?” asks Bom in a confused tone. “Oppa, who is that?” she asks again. Seunghyun couldn’t bear to see Bom being fooled. So he decided to take her away from the scene. But she refuses and walks closer to get a clear look of that woman. She came into a sudden stop when the woman’s face is seen. Her breathing stopped for second and her heart dropped.

 

      “Bom!” quickly Seunghyun closes her eyes from behind. “Don’t hurt yourself. Please…,don’t” he begged. Bom was breathing really heavily and Seunghyun was trying really hard to keep her together.

 

     “It is his past…” she murmured.

 

     “What…?” asks Seunghyun.

 

     “That woman… it is his past” 

 

 

Yepp, im gonna make Dara the real in this story. hahahahahahahahaha. sorry, but that would be any G-Bom shippers dream storyline. At least for me. I love you Dara but i love BOM more~~~