“Chelsea we should go home” I said as I reached Chelsea and Woohyun

“Oppa why?” she questioned

“Because I say so” I told her and she pouted “Believe me it’s for the best” I continued and she sighed

“Fine, just let me say good bye to the boys and I’ll be right with you” she said and then she first hugged Woohyun and then she went over to Baekho, Minhyun, Ren and Aron to say good bye. Why did we have to leave?” she asked me as we were in the car on our way home to the dorm

“I punched JR” I said simply and she gasped

“YOU DID WHAT!?” she exclaimed

“I punched him, straight in the face, I’ve never liked him but have been silent cuz he made you happy but now he broke your heart and I didn’t need to pretend to like him anymore” I replied simply

“I appreciate that you did this for me but seriously to punch him was a bit too much” she told me and my arm

“I’m sorry it won’t happen again” I apologized and she smiled

“Thanks”

Arriving at the dorm Chelsea went straight to bed leaving me with 14 guys, all wanting an explanation. I had called them yesterday and told them that JR had broken up and that I was taking her to the dance studio and I had called them this morning telling them that I was taking her to NU’EST debut stage, but they wanted details. So I told them about what JR had said to me and about how I punched the guy in the face.

“Thanks for being there for her Donghae, it means a lot to me, I can feel calm knowing that she has such persons like you in her life that will always be by her side and protect her” Heechul told me seriously just as I was about to go to my room and go to sleep

“I love that little girl to bits so I would do it any day” I replied and Heechul smiled at me and hugged me

Chelsea’s POV

The next day was the day of the good bye party for Kangin and Kibum, they were leaving tomorrow, they were actually leaving tomorrow... I got up from my bed unwillingly and looked at the clock 1 pm, great I had slept the half day already. I went out to the kitchen and there were everybody, they all smiled at me and I smiled weakly in return. I was not happy, it had been a bad week for me, my boyfriend broke up with me and now two of my favourite oppas were leaving for the army. It wasn’t fair.

“Good morning, sweetie, how is it?” Yesung asked me and wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tightly

“Not good” I replied honestly and he frowned and planted a kiss on my forehead

“It’ll all be okey soon, I promise” he assured me and I knew he was right but it just seemed so hopeless at the moment

“The party is at 6pm, what are you going to do till then?” Heechul then asked and put a plate with pancakes in front of me

“Hang out with you guys of course, we only have one day to hang out all 16 of us” I replied and he nodded

“I was hoping for that answer”

So the few hours before the party we all stayed at the dorm and just hung out, I didn’t leave Kangin or Kibum’s side, I made sure that I was always sitting in between them. I was going to make the most out of the time we had left. When it was time for the party we all went to a private club in the middle of Seoul. Everybody was there, all the idols I knew and some that I didn’t know. Normally that would make me overjoyed, to have all my oppas at the same place, but not today, this was a sad occasion for me. I was standing by the bar holding onto Kangin’s arm when Baekho came running up to me. He wrapped his arms around me forcing me to let go of Kangin.

“Hey honey” he whispered to me and kissed me on the cheek

“Is JR here?” I asked and he frowned

“No, he didn’t want to come” he replied

“Oh, well it’s his choice”

During the night I talked to like everybody, my oppas were all worried about me and they wondered how I was feeling about my break up with JR and the departure of Kangin and Kibum. It really touched me that they all cared for me so much. And I got all emotional.

I was standing all alone observing my loved ones, taking in all of their features, I couldn’t believe that they all one day had to go to the army; everybody would leave me sooner or later and that made me cry. My thoughts got interrupted by someone wrapping their arms around my waist

“Don’t cry” a very familiar and sweet voice whispered to me, it was Kevin

“How can I not, Kangin and Kibum are only the first ones leaving, they’ll all leave” I told him and then he turned me around so that I faced him and he wrapped his left arm around me and my cheek with his right hand

“If it’s for any comfort, I won’t ever leave” he told me and I had to smile

“That’s true, thank you Kevin oppa”

“Don’t thank me, thank my parents for moving to the U.S” he said and chuckled

“Remind me that I will some day...” I started but was interrupted by someone shouting my name, I looked to the side and walking up towards us was CNU from B1A4, I smiled, he looked so cute

“Do you mind if I steal her away from you hyung?” CNU asked Kevin and he shook his head

“Go ahead, she’s all yours” he replied and CNU grabbed my hand and led me out to the dance floor. He wrapped his arms around me and started to move back and forth to the slow music; I leant my head on his chest and just let him lead me wherever he wanted

“You look amazing tonight” CNU told me and I looked up at him

“You too oppa”

“JR is crazy for letting you go, he don’t know what he’s missing out on” he continued and I frowned

“I don’t wanna talk about JR, I just wanna move on as fast as possible” I said to CNU

“Have anyone in mind?” he wondered and I chuckled

“No, not yet, it’s a bit too early, I’ve been single for two days only you know”

“Okey that is true, I think you should date someone smart, funny, weird, that’s good at dancing, at singing, someone with long hair and glasses, maybe someone from B1A4...wait I just described myself!” CNU said and I just rolled my eyes at him

“In your dreams oppa”

“I thought you loved me jagiya” CNU said and pouted

“I do, but not like that” I said and had to kiss his cheek cuz he was irresistibly cute when he pouted

“Aaaaaw yeobo, you’re breaking my heart” he complained but I just chuckled at him

“Stop it oppa”

“Just so you know, if you ever wanna make JR jealous I’m here” he said seriously

“Well, that’s good to know, I guess”

The rest of the night went well, but then it was time for us to go home, to go home and sleep, and to wake up to the day that I didn’t want to come. The day when they left. I woke up at 7am because they were leaving at 8am. All of us were in the kitchen, eating one last breakfast together; we weren’t going to be able to be together all sixteen of us in a long time. So we cherished the time we had. But then it arrived, the time for them to leave. When all of the guys had said good bye it was my turn. Tears were flooding down my cheeks as I went up to Kibum and hugged him tightly

“Please come back fast oppa, and take care, I’ll miss you, I love you” I told him and he kissed my hair

“I will, and I’ll miss you too, do well in school and make us proud and always listen to your oppas and I love you too” he told me and then in the next second I was in Kangin’s arm

“If you hurt yourself or die I’m going to kill you, you have to come back safe and healthy and I’ll miss you a lot and I love you” I told him

“I won’t, wait for us cuz we will come back to you, I promise, I’ll miss you a lot too and I love you” he said and then they left and closed the door. I just stood there staring. They were gone now; they had now left for the army.

I stayed on the same spot just staring at the door; I sat myself down on the ground staring at it hoping they would return. I actually sat like that the whole day. I didn’t eat or drink or talked; I just sat there and stared at the door. When it was time for us to go to bed I was still there, the boys had let me stay there but they weren’t gonna let me miss out on sleep.

“Come to bed” Donghae told me and sat himself down next to me

“No” I managed to say through my tears. I had been crying the whole day

“You need to sleep princess, staring at the door won’t make them come back, I’m sorry but that’s the truth” he continued and I turned around to look at him, he was so sweet, my Donghae oppa, he was going to leave too. When I thought about that I wrapped my arms around him and held onto him tightly

“Don’t leave me, don’t ever leave me Donghae oppa, don’t leave me!” I said panicked through my tears

“I won’t, not for now, I’ll stay by your side, I promise”

We stayed like that the whole night and soon I fell asleep in his arms, I felt a little comforted by his presence and his promise, he wasn’t going to leave me any time soon. He still had some years left before he had to go.

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I have to say that y, free and single is confusing me... it's not really an upbeat song or a ballad.... but I guess it will grow on me like Mr Simple did! :D Just realized that I won't be able to see their comeback stage :'( That makes me really sad! And it's really sad that Heechul won't be there! I miss him! :( Well well only about 14 months left! :D xD

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