JR’s POV

“Baekho, where are you going?” I asked him and entered the hallway where he was getting dressed; he stopped and looked at me apologetically

“Out” he replied simply

“Alone?” I asked suspiciously, Baekho never liked to go out alone; he always had to have someone with him

“No with a friend” he answered and started to put on his shoes

“What friend?” I asked, I wanted to know if he was going out with Chelsea or not

“Just a friend” he said avoiding

“Chelsea?” I then said and he stayed quiet confirming it “I knew it!” I exclaimed “You don’t care about me at all! No you go out with her anyways! She’s my ex Baekho! And your best friend isn’t supposed to be hanging out with your ex like nothing has happened!” I continued starting to get upset. It hurt me so much that he could hang out with her, I missed her so much. My relationship with Nara was fake. We were only together for publicity. I still loved Chelsea like crazy. And it really killed me that he could be with her whenever he wanted. I could try to get her back as my best friend though but she probably hated me and didn’t want to know about me

“JR, get a grip of yourself! She’s my best friend and has been so for like my entire life! Just because you’re stupid enough to break her heart and end it with her doesn’t mean I have to!” he yelled back at me and I knew he was right, but I was just so jealous at him

“So you think she’s more important than me?” I questioned

“I’m not gonna let her down just like you, I’m not someone that breaks a promise like you. I promised her that I would never leave her and I’m planning on keeping it, not like you. Damn it JR! You even promised her that you would marry her one day! Why did you break up with her!? I don’t get it!? I really don’t get it!” he yelled and it hit me big times when he mentioned my promise to her

Flashback

“JR promise me that you’ll never leave me” Chelsea said to me while we were walking on the beach hand in hand admiring the sunset “Always be my best friend, even though if we break up” she continued and I stopped her and embraced her smiling

“I promise, I’ll never leave you” I told her and caressed her cheek, she smiled and stretched up on her toes and pressed her lips to mine carefully “I’m going to marry you one day Chelsea, I promise” I told her when she pulled away and her smile grew wider

“I’ll wait for that day” she told me and I nodded and hugged her tightly

“Good... I love you by the way my princess” I said to her and kissed her softly

“I love you too my Junior Royal, always, forever” she replied and kissed me back

“Yes, always and forever” I said and she let out a small giggle and leant her head on my chest

“Yes” she continued and sighed happily

End of Flashback

“You wouldn’t understand Baekho!” I exclaimed and then I felt how I started crying and Baekho looked at me confused not expecting the tears for sure

“JR?” he questioned and went up to me and put a hand on my back and I just shook my head and kept on crying, it hurt so much

“Pledis forced me to break up with her and my relationship with Nara is fake, I love Chelsea and her only” I told him through my tears and he stayed quiet for a while processing what I had just said before answering

“Oh... I’m so sorry JR, I didn’t mean...” he started but I cut him off                

“Don’t worry, you didn’t know” I told him and he frowned

“Why haven’t you told us?” he questioned and I shrugged

“I don’t know, I guess I was afraid that you would tell me to get her back even though that it would mean trouble for NU’EST and I couldn’t allow that to happen” I said to him

“Life is complicated” Baekho then said and I nodded in agreement, it sure was

“Yeah, but now go to Chelsea she doesn’t like it when you’re late” I said to him and he looked at me apologetically

“It will work out for the best, I promise” he said and then he left to be with Chelsea, the love of my life, my best friend, my princess...

Chelsea’s POV

“Chelsea, are you ready?” Donghae called out sounding annoyed and I let out a giggle. Donghae never like to wait, he had the patience like a five year old, just like me and my brother

“Just a minute Hae!” I yelled back and heard him sigh loudly

There was this award show tonight and I was going there with Donghae. I mean I had no boyfriend ever since JR broke up with me and FNC forced me to stop dating Yonghwa so Heechul convinced me to go with one from Super Junior, well he convinced me to go with Donghae. JR and Nara was going to be there so it felt good that I was going with Donghae. After realizing that I still loved JR like a mad person, I had become very depressed. I avoided watching TV and reading magazines. I didn’t want to see them together. It would seriously kill me. So then it was good that I was with Donghae, he would protect me and help me through it.

The rumours about me and Yonghwa dating had been shut down immediately and now it had gone a month since our date and I had only spoken to him once since the day we were at FNC. I was kinda sad over that cuz Yonghwa was an amazing guy after all.

“Chelsea seriously!” Donghae then said and opened my door “We’re gonna be...” he started but cut himself off, I turned around to look at him wonderingly “Wow, you look amazing Chelsea” he then said and I blushed

“You too oppa” I replied and stood up “I’m done now” I continued and reached out my hand and he grabbed it quickly in his, then we walked out to the hallway where the rest of the boys were

“Wow Chelsea, does Heechul know that you’re gorgeous?” Leeteuk asked and again I blushed

“Oppa stop it” I said and hid my face

“He’s right you look amazing tonight!” Siwon said and I buried my face in Donghae’s chest, I wasn’t used of getting so many compliments, sure they told me every day that I was beautiful but it was different when I actually had tried to look beautiful

“Who looks amazing?” Heechul then asked and walked into the hallway while putting on his tie, I walked up to him and helped him and he smiled

“No one” I replied

“You sister of course! If I were you I wouldn’t let her go tonight!” Ryeowook then said and I shot him a death glare and Heechul frowned and looked at me

“Well... “he started “At least she’s with Donghae so then he can protect her” he continued and I rolled my eyes at him, always so worried about me and my safety

“Of course” Donghae said and Heechul looked pleased

“Can we just go now?” I asked muttering and everybody of coursed started laughing at me “Always glad to be the target of everyone’s amusement” I said angrily but then Donghae walked up to me and embraced me

“Aaaaaw, sorry princess, we’ll be good now” he said and smiled

“You better!” I threatened and he chuckled and grabbed my hand

“Let’s go now” he said and dragged me with him

So we all went to where the award show was going to be held. When we walked out of the car that had taken us there camera lights flashed everywhere and reporters yelled out questions. But we just ignored them and walked by smiling. When we entered the arena I saw them. They were holding hands and chatting happily with Raina. Damn they looked so in love. I tightened the grip of Donghae’s arm and he turned to look at me

“I’m here for you” he told me and I nodded trying to fight my tears, I couldn’t cry now, I couldn’t show him that he had broken me completely.

“Thanks oppa, I love you for that” I said to him and he smiled

“I love you too” he replied

“Donghae oppa! Chelsea unnie!” A voice then yelled, it was Nara, what they hell did she want us?

Nara’s POV

“JR, are you done?” I questioned and walked into JR’s room, I found him lying on the bed staring at a picture of him and Chelsea. It hurt so much seeing him like that. JR was like my brother. I didn’t love him like my boyfriend; it was kinda awkward to pretend to be in love with him actually. But what didn’t I do for Hello Venus? I just wanted everything to be like it used to be. I wanted JR and Chelsea to be together! And I wanted to be able to be with a guy that I actually was in love with! I had talked to Pledis CEO but he didn’t listen to me, of course, what had I expected? He said that we both needed this publicity and that Chelsea was heart and soul an SM girl and that it wouldn’t look good for a Pledis boy to be with an SM girl. Bull I say. Pledis didn’t even let him to have any sort of contact with her at all and that was the thing I was most pissed off about. JR and Chelsea had been best friends their entire lives and now they couldn’t hang out at all? I had tried to convince JR to get her back and ignore Pledis but he didn’t want to risk anything for NU’EST. This whole thing was so complicated and I had understood that I had to take things in my own hands if I wanted anything done.

“JR?” I questioned again and this time he looked up at me

“I’m sorry I was just...” he started but then he hesitated “You know” he continued and stood up and I nodded, I knew, I knew far too well

“I know JR” I said and then I embraced him and I heard him start crying, it had gone over three months already but time hadn’t healed his wounds, not yet at least. And I was starting to wonder if time was going to heal his wounds at all.

“I miss her so damn much” he cried silently and I his back attempting to calm him down and give him some kind of comfort, I wasn’t good on comforting guys, girls worked but guys, no. Guys weren’t supposed to cry, they were supposed to be the strong ones. If only Chelsea could see him now...

“Everything will be fine JR, I promise” I tried to assure him but he shook his head and pushed me away

“No Nara! It won’t be fine! How can it when I can’t be with her!?” he exclaimed and then he fell to the floor and curled up to a ball and sobbed loudly

“I’ll find a way” I told him but he then he stopped sobbing so loudly and looked up at me in disbelief

“No Nara, the game is lost... you and I have to be together and Chelsea is soon going to find herself someone else, I mean she was on a date with Yonghwa, it’s just a matter of time” he said and I sat myself down next to him and wrapped my arms around him

“Trust me, I’ll find a way, but we have to go now or else we will be late” I told him referring to the award show

“Okey” he replied weakly and then we left the dorm

We went in to the building from the backdoor, JR didn’t want to be seen, and honestly he wasn’t in the state of being seen and photographed and questioned by all of the reporters. He needed some peace. Well inside we started talking with Raina unnie from After School. But then I saw her, or them, she was with one of her Super Junior oppas, Donghae. She held onto him tightly and I saw that JR had spotted them as well and I saw how he fought the tears.

“Donghae oppa! Chelsea unnie!” I then exclaimed to catch their attention; JR looked at me horrified and accusingly, but I did it for his best, I knew that he wanted to be close to her if only for a few seconds and even if it was going to hurt him afterwards. When they reached us Chelsea hugged Raina first and then they turned to us

“Hi” she said quietly and bowed

“Hello guys” Donghae said but JR didn’t say anything he just bowed

“It’s so nice to finally meet you Chelsea unnie! Baekho and the boys have told me so many things about you” I told her and she smiled weakly

“I hope so, and it was nice to meet you too” she replied

“So how is it to live with Super Junior?” I questioned her and she just shrugged

“Fine” she answered, she made it clear that she didn’t want to talk to me

“Great, but I guess we have to go to our seats, come Jonghyun” I said and grabbed JR by the arm

“Yeah, we too” Donghae said and wrapped an arm around Chelsea’s waist, I looked at JR, he was furious inside, I could tell, but he hid it well

So JR and I went to our seats, we were sitting with my girls and NU’EST. Super Junior and Chelsea were sitting so that we could see them, unfortunately. Cuz then JR had to witness her and Donghae acting lovey dovey towards each other

“I can’t stand this Nara, I have to go out” JR then told me and I saw tears in his eyes

“But you’re nominated for an award and if you win you have to be there, you’re the leader of NU’EST after all. I’m sorry JR but you have to endure” I told him and he sighed loudly and nodded

“You’re right, it’s just, she’s with Donghae, and I can’t compete with Donghae” he said sadly

“JR, Donghae is way older than her and she probably sees him as her big brother, like I do with you” I tried to assure him but he just frowned

“It’s still hard to see her with another guy”

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