“Okey” I replied him not knowing what else to say

“Okey? Is that all you can say after I confessed that I miss you?” he asked me surprised and I nodded and then I sat up and the lights and looked at him seriously

“What do you want me to say JR? That I miss you too? After you broke my heart into millions of pieces” I said starting to feel rather angry

“I’m sorry about that Chelsea, but I can exp-“he started but I cut him off

“Explain? I’m sure you can but honestly I don’t wanna hear, there is no good explanation why you broke up with me! Fine you didn’t wanna be with me anymore! I accept that but don’t try to justify yourself” I told him and he sighed loudly

“Chelsea, please listen to me” He pleaded but I shook my head

“I already know what you’re gonna say, I know you JR, better than anyone else” I said “So I don’t need to listen to you. I just wanna know how we’re gonna endure these months together” I continued and he looked at me sadly

“You really don’t like this huh?” he questioned and I looked at him in disbelief

“Why would I like this? I am forced to live and pretend to be married to my ex boyfriend who broke my heart, does that seem like fun to you? No” I said and by every word his eyes looked sadder and sadder and it hurt in my heart

“Can’t you give me another chance Chelsea? I want to be your best friend again” he then said looking at me pleadingly

“How can I do that JR?” I wondered

“Can’t we just start all over again?” he questioned, I sighed

“I don’t know JR, it’s not that simple to just forget everything that has happened between the two of us” I told him sincerely and he buried his face in his palms

“I wish I could undo that” he whispered

“Don’t, you didn’t want to be with me, I understand. But if you wanna be my friend again you have to re-earn my trust” I explained to him and he looked up at me and nodded

“I will” he assured me

“Okey, but we should sleep now, I’m exhausted” I told him and turned out the lights and lay down, JR did the same but I quickly closed my eyes so that I wouldn’t need to see his beautiful face. “Good night JR” I whispered into the dark

“Good night Chelsea” JR replied and then it got completely silent, the only thing I heard was JR’s and my steady heartbeats. And soon I fell asleep and weirdly enough slept better that I had in what felt like ages.

That morning I woke up feeling someone hugging me or pulling me closer, first I didn’t take notice and just snuggled up in that persons arms, thinking that maybe it was Donghae or GD or even Baekho. I yawned and a smile spread on my lips. But then I turned around and was face to face with JR. I gasped. Why on earth had I been sleeping in his arms!? My gasp started to wake him up and I saw how he slowly opened his eyes and I quickly pulled away from him. Then I looked around, no cameras were here yet, luckily.

“Chelsea?” JR’s sleepy voice interrupted my thoughts and I turned to look at him, I had always loved how he looked in the mornings, a sleepy JR was one of the cutest things I knew

“Morning JR” I replied him and closed my eyes again, I couldn’t stand looking at that cute face for too long

“Good morning” he answered and then I felt him move in the bed, curiosity won over me so I opened my eyes and found him to my big surprise only a few centimetres from my face. And then without any warning he lifted his hand and caressed my cheek. I froze under his touch. I didn’t like how he acted like when we were together.

“What are you doing?” I demanded severely and he smiled at me

“I’m just admiring your beautiful face” he responded and started to play with my hair, I grabbed his wrist making him stop, he looked at me rather confused

“JR...” I started and sighed “We are not together anymore nor best friends so please don’t” I continued and his face dropped a bit

“Chelsea please” he started but I cut him off

“Please, no JR” I said and in the next second we heard how the door opened, it was time to fake again, I pushed JR away from me and closed my eyes again, then our bedroom door opened. One of the cameramen asked JR if I was still asleep, he answered him that I was and they asked him to pretend to sleep and then wake up and also wake up me. JR told him yes and after a couple of minutes I felt him shaking me lightly.

 On air:

“Yeobo, wake up” JR whispered in my ear, I reluctantly opened my eyes again and pretended to be newly awoken. I smiled a tired smile at JR who was propped up on one elbow looking down at me

“Morning JR” I told him and slowly sat up “Slept well?” I wondered and he nodded

“Very well, and you?” he asked me and I nodded too, truth to be told, it was my best night of sleep in months “Want me to make breakfast for you?” he then questioned

“Sure that would be nice” I told him and he flashed me one of his signature smiles and jumped out of bed and dragged me with him, I had always hated that JR was a morning person, because I definitely wasn’t one. And he knew that and always took the chance and teased me extra in the mornings. He then led me to the kitchen and sat me down by the kitchen island while he started to make breakfast for us.

“I hope you like pancakes” he then told me, he knew how much I loved to eat pancakes for breakfast, it was one of the few things I ate at morning, I had always had difficulties with eating breakfast, it made me feel sick. But pancakes worked and JR knew that very well. He had gotten a surprise the first time we were alone.

Flashback

“Chelsea!” JR’s voice sounded far away, I couldn’t quite grasp where he was, but then I felt how the whole bed started to move and when I opened my eyes I saw JR sitting beside me jumping up and down

“What are you doing?” I asked tiredly and rubbed my eyes

“You have to wake up! I’ve made breakfast!” he exclaimed happily, I turned around and buried my face in the pillow

“Leave me alone JR” I whined and shook my head and started kicking with my feet, JR just chuckled and then I felt how he suddenly grabbed my ankles and before I knew it he had dragged me down on the floor. I let out a shriek when I landed on JR. He just laughed at me and wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me tightly. “God I hate you!” I said and pouted angrily

“Nah you love me to bits” he said and grinned, I groaned in frustration and manage to get out of his grip and we both stood up “Now let’s eat breakfast” he told me and grabbed my hand and we both walked down to the kitchen “Mom is not home, well no one is home so I have made breakfast” JR informed me and I nodded and sat down by the table. The breakfast consisted by a big sandwich. Normally I never eat sandwiches to breakfast as it usually makes me sick but as it wasn’t too early so I thought that I would make it. Though I was wrong and after the third bite I felt how I started to get sick and the food didn’t want to stay inside of my stomach. I quickly stood up and ran to the bathroom and just in time I threw up in the toilet. JR came running after me panicked. “CHELSEA! WHAT’S WRONG!?” he yelled and was fast by my side and held up my hair. I ignored him and when I was done I flushed the toilet and went to rinse my mouth ad brush my teeth and then I tiredly sat down on the closed toilet seat. JR was standing in front of me looking concerned.

“JR I just threw up, stop looking at me like I have an incurable disease!” I told him and chuckled, but he frowned

“Are you pregnant?” he then asked me making me choke on air

“W-what?” I exclaimed “Why would you think that?” I continued wondering, he shrugged

“Morning sickness?” he suggested and I shook my head

“And who would be the father?” I asked him amused

“Baekho?” he said hesitantly and then we both burst into laugher

“Seriously JR don’t you know that I can’t eat just anything for breakfast?” I asked him and he shook his head

“How would I? It’s always our moms that make us breakfast!” he told me and he was right, our moms knew that I was very sensitive with breakfast but JR wouldn’t know.

“True” I replied and chuckled

“Yeah, but come on, let’s go back, I’ll make you something else” he told me and I nodded

“Thanks JR, I’m starving” I said and he grinned

“Anything for my princess” he said and winked at me making me roll my eyes

“Whatever” I replied and stood up but I had became quite weak so I had to take support from JR, so he lead me out to the kitchen again and then he started to make pancakes instead.

End of flashback

I started chuckling when I thought about the memory and JR eyed me curiously smiling as well. I wonder if he wondered if we thought about the same thing. He didn’t ask anything to try to confirm it; he just made the pancakes in silence. JR could never speak with someone when he cooked; he had to be fully concentrated on what he was doing so that it would turn out well. Before he and I always used to talk while he was cooking and the food always turned out horrible. It took us a while to understand what it was and then we decided that he should keep quiet whenever he cooks. It was kind of scary how much I knew about him. Sometimes it felt like I knew him better than I knew myself and it was probably the same for him, he knew me better than anyone else. After about an hour of full concentration he was finally done.

“I’m done yeobo!” he exclaimed happily and started jumping up and down like a little kid like he always did when he had succeeded with something very hard.

“That’s great JR” I said and I caught myself smiling sincerely, there was no need to lie to myself, I had missed hanging out with him

He then took forth plates and forks and knives and glasses and put them on the table along with Nutella. He knew that I loved to have that on my pancakes, syrup or Nutella was the only thing that would do for me. I smiled even wider when I saw the breakfast he had made for me. So I quickly sat down by the table and looked at JR intensely when he placed the pancakes on my plate. Then he sat down in front of me and we started to eat. As usual his pancakes were delicious.

“Do you like it?” JR questioned me and I nodded

“It’s delicious!” I exclaimed and JR chuckled, he was used of hearing that when he made me pancakes, it was during those mornings that I loved him the most. And he knew it and very often took advantage of that knowledge.

“That’s nice to hear” he told me smiling

We sat for about an hour and ate and just talked about random stuff. I really wondered how it would come off in the eyes of the watchers. We were so comfortable around each other, we acted like we had known each other forever, which we had, but they didn’t know that. But to be honest I really liked to be like this with JR. I understood now how much I had missed him during the months that we were apart. After breakfast we both went to the bedroom and got changed and stuff. When we came out to the living room again another note was there for us. JR picked it up and read it. I saw that he stiffened and I immediately panicked. What could it be?

“What does it say?” I questioned JR and looked at him curiously

“It says that I am going to meet your family, your Super Junior oppas” he told me and looked at me intensely, I felt myself stiffen too and JR looked at me desperately, we both knew that meeting Super Junior wasn’t a good idea. They all hated him nowadays.

“Oh” I said and frowned

“What?” he wondered and forced a chuckle

“That’ll be interesting” I told him

“I’m sure it will, are they a lot overprotective?” he wondered and I almost chocked on air

“A little?!” I exclaimed “They are SUPER overprotective!” I continued and he burst out in laughter

“I can imagine that” JR said after a while when we had stopped laughing, I nodded and smiled

“It’s cuz they love me though so I endure” I told him

“Yeah... but are we going there or?” he asked me and my face twisted

“I guess we have to” I said and he grinned

“I’m sure they will love me!” JR said confident though it was fake confidence, he knew that they hated the guts out of him now, Donghae had even punched him in the face so he knew that he wasn’t their favourite person in the entire world.

“Yeah, me too” I told him just as fake confident, they hadn’t even liked him so much before he had broken up with me. “I’ll call them first to see if they’re home” I told him and picked up my phone. Who would it be best to call? Heechul and Donghae would freak so not them... I then decided that Siwon was the best choice

“Hey sweetheart how is it going?” he questioned when he answered, I smiled and realized that I missed them already, I wasn’t used to be away from the too much

“Good, but oppa...” I started and played with my hair while JR was observing me intensely “we got a mission that said that I have to introduce my husband to you guys” I continued cutely and Siwon went “Oh...” and then I heard him sigh

“I’ll talk to Heechul and Donghae and the rest of the guys, are you coming now?” he asked

“Yes, if that’s okey?” I wondered

“Yeah, they’ll be prepared by the time you get here” he assured me

“Thanks oppa!”I said happily

“Any time, love you and I’ll see you soon” he said and I smiled

“Love you too oppa!” I replied and then I hung up and turned to JR “He said that we can come now!” I told him and he nodded

“Great!” he said and then when they weren’t filming our faces he mouthed “Who?” and I mouthed back “Siwon”, he grinned and mumbled “Of course Heechul hyung and Donghae hyung wouldn’t let me come”, I hit JR discreetly so that he would shut up, even if he mumbled there was still a small chance that the cameras could pick it up, he then mumbled “sorry” and we put on our jackets and shoes and then we started walking to Super Juniors dorm and I was terrified of what was awaiting us.

Heechul’s POV

I was lying on my bed reading some Chinese when the door suddenly opened and Siwon entered. I could tell by just one look at his face that he was bringing me bad news. He looked at me apologetically and went up to my bed and sat himself down beside me. I sat up and leant my back to the wall and looked at him wonderingly.  

“What is it?” I asked him and his face twisted

“You have to promise to not freak now and just stay calm hyung” he started and I looked at him suspiciously

“Okey, I promise” I said a bit hesitantly and he took a deep breath and looked at me seriously

“Chelsea is coming here now....and she’s bringing JR” he then said and my eyes got wide. She was bringing JR home to the dorms!? The guy that had completely broken her heart into millions of pieces!

“JR!?” I exclaimed and Siwon nodded “Why?” I demanded to know

“The producers wanted her to introduce him to her family” he explained to me and I let out a groan in frustration. This meant that I had to be nice to him and pretend that I like him, well at least pretend that I don’t hate the guts out of him. He had hurt the most precious person in my life, my sister, so he wasn’t going to be forgiven too easily, if forgiven at all.

“Oh god...” I let out a loud sigh and buried my face in my palms

“You’ll get through it hyung” Siwon tried to assure me but I just shook my head and stood up

“I am going out” I told Siwon but he grabbed my arm stopping me

“No hyung, you have to stay here and support Chelsea, she will need you here” Siwon told me and I knew that he was right. I needed to be there for my little sister.

“Okey...” I said and sighed again “I will stay here and support her” I continued and sat down again “I will just have a really hard time being nice to him and hide my hatred towards him.” I said and Siwon chuckled

“I think all of us will” he told me and I nodded and grinned, but then all of a sudden we heard the door ring and we both stiffened “They’re here” he continued and I nodded

“Let’s go then...” I said and we looked at each other and smiled weakly and then we both walked out to the hallway were we saw a sight that we hoped to never see again. JR and Chelsea together in our dorm. Let the faking begin I thought to myself and went up to JR with a fake smile on my face. 

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Hello!!! Another chapter! YAY! :) Though I finish school tomorrow and will be going to the very north of Sweden on tuesday so there will be no updates during the holidays I'm afraid! But bare with me!

I hope you liked this and I love you all! <3<3<3 Happy holiday! :) <3