JR’s POV

“Baekho you’re phone is ringing!” Minhyun’s voice echoed through the whole dorm. I was sitting on the sofa lazily flipping through some magazines. They were very old so I encountered the article about Chelsea and Yonghwa confirming that they were only friends and nothing else. I remember hearing about them; it felt like my heart was going to break into a million of pieces. I couldn’t stand the thought of seeing her with a guy that wasn’t me. It was bad enough to see her with anyone from Super Junior. Sitting there after a while I heard Baekho raise his voice almost sounding panicked.

“WHAT!?” he yelled and I looked over at him, he was sitting by the kitchen table “I’m coming right away!” he continued and flew up from his chair “Yeah tell Heechul hyung that I’ll be there in a minute, I’ll hurry just as much as I can!” he then said and that caught my attention. Heechul hyung? Could it... No, just because he talked about Heechul didn’t mean it had to do something with her. But I was worried that it might be. And by the sound of Baekho’s panicked voice it didn’t seem to be a good thing. Not knowing made me sick of worry. When Baekho hung up he was stopped by Aron who demanded to know what was going on. It was evident that Baekho couldn’t think clearly, he looked surprised when Aron demanded an answer. Baekho glanced over at me before whispering something to Aron. Aron’s eyes widened

“I’ll go get Ren, where’s Minhyun?” he questioned

“Yeah, hurry. I think he’s at the dance studio, we’ll pick him up on the way” he answered and Aron hurried to Ren’s room and Baekho hurried out to the hallway to get dressed. I just sat there confused. What on earth was going on? And why weren’t they telling me? As Aron and Ren rushed to the hallway I went after them

“Guys what’s going on?” I demanded and all three of them stopped what they were doing and looked up at me

“Nothing, don’t worry about it, we’ll be back soon” Baekho replied and put his hand on the door and was just about to opened it but I grabbed his hand

“I said what’s going on!?” I said starting to get annoyed, Aron looked at Baekho and nodded, Ren did the same and Baekho sighed and I could see tears threatening to fall from his eyes

“She’s at the hospital, she got abused” he said in a low voice and I let go of his arm and just stared at him, I felt my heart skip a beat. I knew who he was talking about. Chelsea.

“You weren’t gonna tell me?” I wondered feeling that I was near a breakdown

“We didn’t want to worry you and considering what you said to Donghae you may not be welcome” Baekho pointed out and I cursed myself for being such an idiot. I put my head in my hands and felt them getting filled with tears

“I don’t care, I’m coming with you” I told them but Baekho shook his head

“JR, it may be for the best if you stay here. We’ll inform you on how she is” he said but I grabbed him by his arms and started shaking him

“What part of I’m coming with you don’t you understand!?” I exclaimed

“JR calm down” Aron then said and put a hand on my shoulder but I shrugged it off

“I don’t freaking wanna calm down! I’m tired of this! I have to see her! And I don’t care what you say! I simply have to see her!” I cried out

“Baekho, let him see her” Ren then started and I looked up at him surprised, he just smiled at me “if you were in his situation you would feel the same so just let us all go” he continued and took my hand and hugged me “She’ll be ok JR, I promise” he whispered to me and I nodded

“Thanks” I replied and he nodded and my back comfortingly

We rushed to the hospital. Seriously rushed. When we arrived there the whole Super Junior and Big Bang were already there such as Hongki from FT ISLAND. Wonder what he did there. When they saw us Heechul went up to Baekho and hugged him. He was crying. That wasn’t a good sign

“How is she?” Baekho questioned drying his tears

“She’s unconscious and have broken a couple of ribs and the right wrist and she has a small concussion, but they think she’ll be fine” he replied and I just wanted to scream out loud. Instead I clenched my fist and bit my lip till I could taste blood. “What is he doing here?” Heechul then questioned and looked over at me

“I’m here to see Chelsea” I replied simply

“No” Heechul answered “You’re not going to see her, not after all the pain you’ve brought her” he continued and his words were like a knife that stabbed me straight in the heart. I had promised her that I was never going to hurt her, ever. So many promises that I had broken.

Flashback

“Why are you sad my princess?” I asked the girl sitting on the bed crying, I pulled her into my lap and took away the hair from her face and dried her tears as much I could as it just kept coming new ones

“You know how Kai told me a couple of days ago that he really liked me and wanted me to be his girlfriend?” she asked and I nodded, I knew that too well and I hated it. She belonged to me and no one else! So it made me crazy thinking about her with Kai “I saw him kissing another girl today” she continued and let out a big sob “I confronted him about it and he said that he got tired of waiting for me” she said and cried into my shirt. What she told me made me furious. How dared he!? How dared he treat my princess like that!?

“Princess, he’s a jerk, a complete and you shouldn’t care about him, you deserve someone way better than him, trust me” I assured her and she looked up at me heartbroken

“I really liked him though” she told me and yet another tear escaped her eyes and another one and another one

“He doesn’t deserve to be liked by you” I told her firmly and hugged her tightly

“Why do guys always hurt you?” she then questioned and I lift up her head to look at me

“Because they are jerks and don’t realize when they have something amazing in their hands, well most of them. I do though, cuz right now I am aware of that I have the most precious and amazing thing ever in my hands” I told her sincerely and she smiled at me weakly

“I love you so much JR” she said and kissed my cheek

“I love you too and princess, I promise you that I will never hurt you, ever” I assured her and she leant her head on my chest and sighed

“Who needs Kai when I have my very own Junior Royal?” she said and I chuckled

“Not you” I told her and she nodded

“Yeah, not me”

End of flashback

“Heechul hyung, I don’t care what you think about me, you don’t understand. But you have to understand that I need to see her now” I pleaded, I was desperate, I really, really needed to see her

“You should care, and no, you’re not going to see her” he said to me and I felt how it burst for me, tears flooded down my cheeks

“Please, I can’t take this anymore” I said weakly and felt my knees bailing on me but Ren caught me before I fell to the floor, Heechul’s face twisted and he shook his head

“Five minutes, but if she wakes up you have to get out of there quick” he told me and I nodded

“Thanks” I whispered and then I opened the door to where she was. When I saw her my heart broke all over again. She was lying in the hospital bed with all kinds of wires, tubes and machines connected to her fragile body. Her head was wrapped in a bandage and her right wrist as well and I could also see that they had some support for her ribs. It hurt so much to see her like that. And it hurt even more knowing that I hadn’t been there to protect her. Like I should have.

“Chelsea” it came out as a whisper and I approached her bed, I kneeled down beside it and carefully took her left hand in mine, how long ago hadn’t it been since I got to feel the warmth from her precious hands? I looked at her face, her beautiful face. The face of an angel. And angel that once had been mine. I cursed Pledis in my mind; it was their entire fault, if it hadn’t been for them I still could’ve had her. “Jagiya, I’ve missed you so bad” I said and kissed her hand softly “I’m so sorry for everything that have happened these past months, it wasn’t of my own free will. I still love you like crazy. I wish I fought for you” I was crying again by now “I know you’re mad at me but I hope you’ll forgive me one day and that we can be friends again, who am I kidding, I don’t want to be friends with you, I want to be your boyfriend again, I want to be your only one” I said and I wished that I could say this to her one day while she was awake “I just love you so damn much” tears were falling on her hand, I kissed them away and rose and carefully placed a soft kiss on her forehead and in the same moment Heechul entered the room

“You should go” he told me and I nodded and started to walk away from her, I stopped in the door and took one last look at her and then I turned to Heechul

“You have no idea how much this meant to me, thank you” I told him and he gave me a short nod. When I came back to the corridor I felt weak and I just wanted to get out of there, it was too much for me to see her like that and I just wanted to beat the hell out of the people that had done that to my precious princess. Ren hugged me as fast as I reached them

“Everything will be fine, one day you’ll get your happy ending, I just know it” he whispered to me

“Thanks, but I need to get out of here, update me on how she precedes okey?” I said and he nodded

“I will, you can trust me” he assured me and I smiled at him

When I came back to the dorm I threw myself at my bed and laid there staring at the ceiling. She was going to be okey. But if something worse had happened and I’d lost her then I never would’ve been able to forgive myself. I need to keep fighting for her. I need to make her mine again. I can’t let her love someone else and I can’t let myself love someone else. For me there is only her. If only you knew Chelsea.... If only you knew how much I still love you

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