The next morning I woke up and had no idea where I was and why. My eyes were hurting and I couldn’t seem to remember why. But then I felt how someone pulled me closer to them, I kind of panicked but then I turned around and was face to face with Jiyong and then it all come back to me, I remembered where I was and why. Jiyong looked at me sleepily and smiled and placed a soft kiss on my forehead.

“Good morning, sweetie” he told me and hugged me tightly

“Morning oppa” I replied and snuggled up in his arms “What time is it?” I questioned

“10am” he answered and I panicked

“Damn, school started two hours ago!” I exclaimed and tried to get out of the sofa but Jiyong held onto me

“I called the school and said that you couldn’t come today due to that you weren’t feeling all to well which actually is true” he told me and I sighed in relief

“Thanks oppa, I think I need a day off”

“Yeah I thought so too” he said and smiled

“I have missed this” I started and Jiyong’s cheek and he looked at me wonderingly “Being alone with you, it was far too long ago since we did this” I continued

“Yes it was”

“I can’t believe how important you have become to me, I really didn’t like you before you know” I said and Jiyong chuckled

“Well you made it very clear so I was aware of that” he said and I looked at him apologetically

“Sorry about that, but I changed my mind!” I said defending myself

“True and I’m glad you did, but you never told me why you did, why did you decide to open up to me that day? You could have just told me to go to hell and then go and talk to someone else you know” Jiyong wondered

“Well the reason why I opened up to you and no one else was because I thought that you might know how I felt or something. I felt that you might know what to say because of your artist soul. I mean you write your own lyrics and the others don’t, well not so many at least and I felt that as you were able to write such beautiful lyrics as you had then you might be able to know what to tell me. You have your way with words when you write so I thought that if he has that then, then he might as well have his way with words otherwise, and it showed that I had been right . There are a few persons out there that are gifted with knowing exactly what to say or write at the right time and you are one of those people” I told Jiyong who smiled

“Wow, thanks” he replied and then he went up from the sofa and stretched his arms and yawned I went up as well and hugged him and he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my hair. “Listen I have fan signings today so I can’t stay here and be with you, so what are you planning to do?” he then asked and I thought for a while

“Maybe I’ll call Key and ask him if we can go shopping, I’m not ready to go back to the dorm yet” I replied and he nodded

“That’s a good idea” he said and I went to call Key, he immediately agreed on going shopping so Jiyong later dropped me off at a mall where I was going to meet Key.

“I’ll see you tomorrow” Jiyong said and hugged me tightly and kissed my cheek

“Yeah, thanks for everything, I love you” I replied smiling

“Love you too, bye”

“Bye” I said and walked towards Key that was by the entrance and Jiyong drove away to his fan signings. Key was smiling at me and I was fast in his arms when I reached him

“Hey sweetheart” Key said and took my hand and led me into the mall

“Thank you for coming with me” I told him

“I’ll go shopping with you any day!” he replied and dragged me into a shoe store “Isn’t NU’EST debut soon?” he questioned and I nodded

“Yes, on next Thursday at Mnet” I replied smiling, my boys were about to debut soon, finally

“Then we need to find you an outfit as you’re going to attend!” Key exclaimed and quickly disappeared into the sore. After about twenty minutes he was back with at least ten boxes of shoes. “Try these on!” he demanded and I did as he said. He then decided which shoes I should by, of course, I had no say. It ended with that I bought six of the ten pairs. But then again you could never have too many shoes and my amount of shoes had increased since I had met Key that was for sure. Then it was time for clothes. I am not kidding when I say that after three hours I had fifteen bags with clothes and three bags with shoes! It was not strange that I needed a bigger closet. After seven hours at the mall Key drove me home. I had needed that day with him.

Thank you Key, say hi from me to the boys, love you bye!” I yelled as I entered the building and Key waved at me happily

When I got up to the dorm everything was as usual until they saw me. Great... one after one they left the room till there were only me Kangin and Kibum left. Okey I got it, we need to talk. They both observed me carefully not knowing what to do, so I went up to them and wrapped my arms around them both surprising them a bit.

“I love you guys so much” I whispered sadly

“And we love you too” Kangin said and kissed my hair, all three of us then went to sit at the sofa

“I don’t want you guys to go, I’ll miss you so damn much. And yes, I’m afraid, I’m afraid of losing you guys. You guys are a piece of me that will leave now so I’m scared that I’ll never get those two pieces back. I can’t lose them, I can’t lose you guys” I said and felt how tears rolled down my cheeks

“Sweetheart, don’t be afraid, we’ll come back, we promise” Kibum started

“Yes, we’ll never leave you completely, honey you will seriously never lose us, as long as you want us in your life we’ll be there” Kangin continued

“You really promise that?” I questioned and they both nodded

“And while we’re away we’ll try to call as much as possible and we’ll send you tons of letters, you can come and visit, we will visit and then there’s Skype too. You’ll feel like we never left” Kibum assured me

“I guess” I said a bit unsure and Kangin wrapped his strong arms around me and hugged me tightly

“Don’t worry sweetheart, these two years will go by fast, we will be back before you know it” he told me

“What if you’re away three years then?”

“Then these three years will go by fast”

“I will be counting the days” I told them and they smiled at me

“We hope you will” Kibum replied and kissed me on my forehead

I went to bed early that night feeling happy, they were coming back for sure. They had promised me that, and they never broke any of their promises! The next day I spent with my Big Bang oppas at an amusement park. They thought that I needed to have some ”real fun” as they had said. I had a great time with them, as usual. They were so funny and sweet. I loved hanging out with Big Bang. The days after that passed by as usual, nothing special happened. I went to school, hung out with JR and the rest of the NU’EST boys, with Super Junior and my other oppas. Life just went on as always, even though it just got closer and closer till the day Kangin and Kibum was going to leave.

Wednesday, the same week as they were going to leave and also the day before NU’EST were going to debut I was sitting at my last class, almost falling asleep when I received a text from JR.

From: JR<3:

Come to the park near school as fast as you finish

That was odd, no explanation or “I love you” whatsoever. When my class ended I hurried to get my stuff and quickly made my way to the park. I saw JR sitting on a bench by a little lake. I smiled when I saw him, he was so beautiful. The red in his hair were shining due to the sun making him look like an angel or something, it was my angel, my Junior Royal. I walked towards him; he didn’t notice me so I put my hands over his eyes.

“Guess who!” I said happily but JR just grabbed my hands and took them away from me

“Just sit down Chelsea” he said, no jagiya?

“JR is something wrong?” I asked him as I placed myself next to him

“Chelsea you know that I care about you right? Like a lot, but that’s not always enough and things change” JR started and I looked at him shocked, was this going where I thought that it was going? “I want to break up” he continued and I felt my heart break into a million of pieces and how big tears rolled down my cheeks “Don’t cry, this is for the best, I hope we can still be friends, bye” he then said and placed a soft kiss on my forehead before he left me there crying. I hadn’t managed to say a single word to him; I hadn’t even managed to fight for us... When he was gone I broke down, how could he do this to me? How could he? I loved him do damn much! This couldn’t be happening!

 I pulled up my phone and dialled Jiyong’s number but no answer and then I remembered that they had gone to Japan. So I called the one that was second in knowing how to calm me down and comforting me really well, Donghae. He and Yesung were the ones that I was closest to in Super Junior along with my brother of course.

“Yoboseyo” he answered after just one signal

“Donghae oppa” I said weakly with tears running down my cheeks not managing to say anything more

“Princess? Is that you? What’s the matter?” Donghae asked worried almost sounding panicked

“He broke up with me” I said and let out a big sob

“Where are you?” he demanded

“Park, close to school” I managed to reply through my tears

“I’ll be there in a minute” Donghae said and hung up

JR’s POV

“You wanted to see me?” I asked our manager when I entered his room

“Yes, sit down” he replied and I sat down on a chair in front of him, I wonder what he could want

“So JR, your debut is tomorrow and there is something I want to talk to you about, something important. You don’t want anything keeping you from having a great debut and being successful right?” he asked and I shook my head

“No of course not”

“Then you have to break up with your girlfriend” he said and my face dropped, what had he just said!?

“What? With Chelsea?” I questioned confused

“Yeah, whatever her name is” he replied

“WHY!?” I exclaimed, he couldn’t just ask me to break up with my first true love!

“Because it doesn’t look good for an idol who is about to debut to have a girlfriend, you’re not going to get popular if you stay with her, this is for your best and not only for you but for the rest of the boys too. You don’t want them to get unpopular just because of you right?” he said and I knew he was right; I had to sacrifice Chelsea in order to be able to debut and be successful.

“No, you’re right, I’ll break up with her today” I replied and exited the room, my heart was broken, I had to let go of the one good thing that I had in life. I texted her to meet me at the park close to the school, so I went there and waited for her. While I was sitting there I tried my best not to cry, that I could do when I got home, now I had to convince her that I didn’t want to be with her anymore. I couldn’t tell her the real reason of the sudden breakup. As I was sitting there someone comes and puts their hands over my eyes. I knew it was her and it was confirmed when I hear her say “Guess who!” all happily

“Just sit down Chelsea” I replied her and I could see her face fall a bit but she did as I said

“JR is something wrong?” she questioned sounding worried

“Chelsea you know that I care about you right? Like a lot, but that’s not always enough and things change” I started and she looked at me shocked, “I want to break up” I continued and I saw her flinch and big tears started to roll down her cheeks breaking my heart all over again “Don’t cry, this is for the best, I hope we can still be friends, bye” I then said and placed a soft kiss on her forehead before I left her there crying! I didn’t dare to turn back and see her cuz then I was going to run straight back into her arms. I needed to do this, I couldn’t be with her anymore, and I needed to think about NU’EST’s best. When I got home I broke down and cried myself to sleep. “

Good bye Chelsea, I love you” I whispered before it went black

Chelsea's POV

When I put away my phone I laid myself down on the bench and curled up myself to a ball and put my arms around my legs. I hadn’t been dreaming, he had really broken up with me. Had he ever loved me? Or was he just acting? So many questions were going through my head. My tears didn’t stop to flood down from my eyes. I was really heartbroken. I laid there for I don’t know how long till I felt a pair of strong arms picking me up bridal style. I opened my eyes up and saw Donghae looking down on me with worry written all over his face. He carried me to his car and carefully placed me next to the driver’s seat before he settled down next to me. He didn’t drive us to the dorm as I thought that he would but he drove us to his dance studio. It was good though because I wanted to be alone with him. When he stopped he got out and picked me up again and carried me to the studio. When he got in he laid me on a sofa that was in there and placed himself next to me and wrapped his arms around me. I turned around to face him, still crying. I saw that my tears pained him; he leant his forehead to mine and wiped away my tears with one hand.

“He is so not worth your tears my princess” Donghae whispered and placed a kiss on my forehead “No one is worth your precious tears, no one” he continued and pulled me even closer to him

“He told me that he cared for me but it wasn’t always enough and that things changed and then he said that he wanted to break up, and I just sat there like an idiot not saying anything at all letting him have his way” I said through my tears and Donghae’s face twisted

“He’s a jerk for breaking up with you and he doesn’t deserve you” he told me but I shook my head

“JR’s not a jerk” I whispered

“Yes, he is, he’s young and stupid and sooner or later he will realize his mistake and will want to have you back but then it will be too late because you have already moved on!” Donghae told me

“I won’t ever be able to move on” I said sadly still crying

“Of course you will! You will find yourself guy worthy your love, a guy that will treat you like a princess, someone that will be there for you no matter what, love you no matter what, someone who you can laugh with, cry with and just be with. Someone that will simply love you to bits” Donghae said seriously and I looked at him

“You do all that oppa” I said carefully and saw that he was taken a bit by surprise by that comment

“I guess” he replied a bit unsure

“I love you oppa” I said and snuggled up in his arms and closed my eyes

“I love you too sweetheart, I love you too” he replied

The next morning I woke up in Donghae’s arms. He was still sleeping, he looked very beautiful when he slept, just like JR... Sigh, JR... I tried to ignore the aching feeling in my heart and focused on Donghae. I had been liking him for a while when I was like four years old or something and I could understand why I had. He was very beautiful both inside and out, he always took care of me and I enjoyed being with him, he always made me laugh and I felt safe with him. If I ever were to get over JR then maybe I could start liking Donghae? Like a lot. But that was never going to happen, he saw me as his little sister, I was nothing more, I was way younger than him so that was impossible. And I was still madly in love with JR...

“You awake?” Donghae’s sleepy voice interrupted my thoughts; wow his sleepy voice was really hot...

“Yes oppa, slept well?” I questioned and he nodded

“Very, and you princess?”

“Good” I replied

“And how are you feeling?” he asked concerned and I knew that he was thinking about how I felt after the whole JR thing

“I don’t know” I whispered and he looked at me lovingly

“I’ll always be here for you my princess, always” he assured me and placed a soft kiss on my cheek and then he leant his forehead on mine

“Thank you” I replied and before I knew it I lift up my head a bit and pressed my lips to his and kissed him, he stiffened but it took him a while before reacting, when he realized what I had done he pulled away quickly

“I’m sorry” I whispered and looked up at him, but he didn’t seem angry as expected

“My princess, you’re confused” he told me and I pouted “You’re sad and confused after your breakup with JR, that’s why you kissed me, no need to say sorry, let’s just forget this okey?” he said softly and my cheek and I knew that he was right, I had kissed him just because I was confused, I needed a distraction, how supid can I get? I'm glad that he understood and didn't get angry at me...

“Okey... I miss JR” I said sadly

“I know you do, but let’s not think about him” Donghae told me

“I can’t, and besides NU’EST is debuting today, I need to be there and cheer them on” I told Donghae and he frowned

“Then I’ll go with you, don’t worry, everything will be fine my princess” 

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Favourite pic of Donghae <3

Omg such a lame chapter..... -.- Well ,well, my grandfather is out of the hospital today after his heartattack! :D so now I know that he will be fine as he's been taken good care of so then I can focus on writing, and writing good cuz this chapter... I don't like it, sorry guys but I decided to post it anyways as I wanted to post something... I hope you don't hate it too much! I feel like such a bad writer....

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