Chelsea’s POV

“So Chels, do you have any advice?”JR asked me as we walked into the building where Super Junior and I lived. Any advice? I wanted to say: Run for your life and don’t come back any time soon. But of course I couldn’t say that in front of the cameras, so I just smiled at him and told him what I had told him the first time he had met them as my boyfriend and not as my best friend.

“Just be yourself, they don’t like fake people and just make them know your real intentions with me, as I said, they’re extremely overprotective and I’m their little princess. Be careful of what you say about me too, Donghae oppa punched my last boyfriend in the face after he said something bad about me after we had broken up” I told him and his face twisted a bit when I mentioned Donghae hitting him. But he changed his face expression quickly so that anyone wouldn’t suspect anything, and he smiled at me warmly

“I’ll try my best then” he assured me and took my hand in his as we reached Super Junior’s floor.

“Great, more you cannot do” I said and we walked towards the door and I started to look through my pockets for the keys but I couldn’t find them, damn, now all of them would know that we had arrived. I wouldn’t get any time to prepare myself and JR. “Naaaaaw I forgot my key” I said and pouted and had no choice but to knock on the door. Too my relief Heechul oppa didn’t open the door, even though Siwon oppa said that he would prepare him then you never know what he could do. But the one opening the door might not be anyone better than Heechul oppa. Standing in the door was my prince and fishy, Donghae oppa. When he saw JR he froze and he was just about to say something but then he saw the cameras and forced a smile. Thank god for the cameras. If they hadn’t been there JR would’ve been a dead man for sure.

“Princess!” he exclaimed happily and took me in his arms and hugged me tightly “What the hell is that idiot doing here?” he then whispered to me as quiet as he could so that only I would hear.

“Calm down oppa, it’s a part of the show, don’t do anything stupid now” I whispered back and he nodded and kissed my cheek and then he turned to JR while still holding me tight in his arms

“Nice to meet you, I’m Donghae” he introduced himself and JR smiled and bowed

“Nice to meet you too hyung, I’m Kim Jonghyun the leader of NU’EST but you can call me JR if you want to” he replied and Donghae faked another smile

“Are you taking good care of my princess?” Donghae then asked JR emphasising the word my, and kissed my hair and still held me tight, almost like he was protecting me from JR which he probably was.

“I try my very best” JR answered

“Good, cuz if you didn’t I would have to kill you” Donghae said and chuckled and JR did too, though we all knew that Donghae wouldn’t hesitate to punch him again, I rolled my eyes and got out of Donghae’s grip when I saw Eunhyuk coming into the hallway.

“Hyukkie oppa!” I exclaimed and ran to him and jumped him, he chuckled and twirled me around and kissed my cheeks when he put me down

“How are you?” he asked and caressed my cheek

“I’m good” I assured him and took his hand and dragged him to JR and Donghae “This is my “husband” JR” I told Eunhyuk and they greeted and shook hands and in the next second Siwon oppa and Heechul oppa entered the room. I looked at my brother sadly but he just faked a smile and walked up to us with Siwon who I first hugged and then I was quickly in Heechul’s arms. He hugged me as tight as he could, it was like he didn’t want to let me go. And I knew that when he did that then he was trying to protect me as well as he could from everything that was going on around me. That hurt, I knew that he hated this situation that I was in and he probably felt useless when he couldn’t help me out of it. I hugged him back as tight as I could and I almost started to cry. I wanted this to end, I wanted to be with my boys and forget about everything else. I didn’t need a boyfriend, not when I had my Super Junior oppas.

“Okey enough you saw each other like yesterday” Donghae then said chuckling and separated me and Heechul, my brother glared at Donghae and took my hand in his instead and walked with me to JR

“JR, this is my big brother and hero, Heechul” I said and Heechul smiled weakly at him and shook his hand

“Nice to finally meet you, I’m Kim Jonghyun or just JR” he answered and bowed, Heechul nodded seriously

“I’m gonna be completely honest with you Jonghyun, I didn’t like the idea of my little sister being on We got married at all, I actually hated the idea so you better prove to me that I wasn’t right when I thought that it was a horrible idea” Heechul told him, I looked up at my brother panicked, what on earth was he doing?

“I will hyung” JR assured my brother but I knew Heechul, he wasn’t too convinced

Then the rest of the members came and they all greeted JR happily, but I knew my oppas, not a single one of their smiles were genuine. Leeteuk oppa and Ryeowook oppa really tried but they just couldn’t. That showed to me how much I really meant to them. I really was their princess that they had to protect from everything and everyone at any time. It brought tears to my eyes and I cried into Donghae’s chest quietly as JR was talking to Sungmin and Ryeowook. He noticed it right away and hugged me tight and kissed my hair.

“Everything will fix itself princess” Donghae whispered to me and I looked up at him nodded and he dried my tears

“Haha it looks like it’s you that are her husband instead of me” JR then pointed out and looked at me and Donghae, we both chuckled weakly

“Well she is my princess” Donghae stated, I grinned and kissed his cheek

“Yeah but now your princess have a husband” I told him and got out of his grip and reluctantly took JR’s hand in mine, Donghae pouted, but we both knew that I couldn’t just hang onto him, people would start talking

“Stop pouting, you look ridiculous” Heechul said to Donghae annoyed, he took out his anger on my poor little fish who just looked at his hyung offended

“I do not! That’s not nice hyung!” Donghae complained

“Come I’ll show you my room while these two fight, it’ll take a good while” I told JR and dragged him away from my brother and oppas. When I stepped into my room it was just like I had left it when I had gone to live with JR. “So this is my room” I said to JR even though he knew very well how my room looked like. It had been like his second home for quite some time.

“Very girly” he stated and grinned, I just rolled my eyes at him and went to sit down on my bed

“Well I am a girl” I answered and he nodded and then he sat down next to me on the bed and looked around

“You have lots of posters on your walls” he pointed out, and I had to agree, my walls were filled with posters of Super Junior “Why so many on Super Junior?” he then wondered and chuckled

“Because I like them” I answered but he just shook his head amused

“You see them all the time, do you really need them on your walls too? I mean you do live with them” he stated

“So? I still want them on my walls” I said and looked at my posters, there were lots of them

“Weird” JR thought and tried not to laugh

“Yah!” I exclaimed and hit his arm but he just ignored it and stood up and walked up to a poster of Donghae, it was my favourite one, he was so beautiful on that picture

“You should have a poster on me” he pointed out and my face twisted, I had had a poster of NU’EST but I tore it down the same day as JR broke up with me. But for a while I had had a picture of the other boys but I guess someone had gone into my room and taken it down. I mean I couldn’t have that picture when they were filming here, I wasn’t supposed to know any of the NU’EST boys.

“Yeah right” I told him and went up to him “Posters of my oppas are enough” I continued and smiled

“You have several on Donghae, is he your favourite?” he asked and I smiled

“Well he is my prince and fishy” I replied and observed the poster of him, I liked him so much that it hurt. If I could I would marry Donghae, but I didn’t have those feelings for him. I had them for JR and I really didn’t wanna have those feelings. JR had hurt me, I couldn’t want to marry him, I just couldn’t.

“He’s old” JR the teased and I pouted and hit him

“Don’t say that about Donghae oppa!” I exclaimed upset, but I knew this was probably JR’s way to show his dislike towards Donghae oppa since he had hit him. But he deserved it.

“Sorry didn’t mean to offend your pet” he continued, then I just rolled my eyes at him

“You’re just jealous because Donghae oppa is so incredibly handsome and is such a talented dancer, singer, rapper and because every girl love him” I said and this time JR rolled his eyes at me

“Whatever you say Chels” he replied and sat down on my bed again and then the door opened and Heechul stepped inside

“Dinner is ready darling” he told me loving, I nodded and stood up and dragged JR with me out to the dining room where we sat down with my beloved oppas.

The dinner went better than I thought it would. Everybody behaved. Though there were a lot of hidden comments about how JR had treated me. I could see that it saddened him. And to be honest seeing him sad over all the comments he got from my oppas about how bad my ex boyfriend, him, had been saddened me as well. I still loved JR. So much and it hurt seeing him like this. I knew that he was sorry about what had happened. He wanted to be friends again but, I didn’t want to be his friend. I wanted to be his girlfriend again. And it hurt so much knowing that that would never happen. We were over. JC were over and were never to come back. I didn’t sleep that night. I just lay awake observing JR when he was sleeping so peacefully. I admired his way of pretending like nothing had happened. But who knew...maybe he was just as broken as me inside. Maybe he was better than me in hiding it. Maybe- No I’m done with the maybe’s.

Kim Jonghyun will never be mine again...ever

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