Chapter 23: Almost time

Three months have gone by since that incident at to hospital, Changmin was admitted a week later, and his Knees were operated in, strangely his ankles were fine, they were just a little stressed. He woke up after the surgery to find Yunho sitting at his bedside, he completely apologized for being a douche and pulled out a ring box with 2 plain gold rings, he’d gone out and gotten replacement rings for there wedding bands so they could wear then all the time. Changmin cried and they ended up having a major make out session which almost turned into something else but Changmin wouldn’t let that happened, but ended up having to get Yunho to him that also ending in embarrassment when more then just came out. So here he was now, ending his 9th month, so big he could even see his own feet. Yunho came almost every day to visit and talk Changmin out with Dr. Kim permission. Today was one of those days, Changmin smiled when Yunho came in

“hey Yunnie” Changmin said as Yunho kissed him

“hey my Bambi” Yunho answered pecking him again then moved down to his stomach

“hey my baby girls, appa’s here again” he said kissing his stomach twice once on the right and one of the left, Changmin laughed when they kicked in response

“they’re happy you’re here” Changmin said, Yunho smiled and sat down on the edge on the bed next to Changmin’s waist, and push away the hair in his face it was back to its original color and was as about as long as back when they did summer dream and the five in the black tour, long here suited Changmin but Yunho know it annoyed him

“I talked to Dr. Kim he told me you could go out for an hour today, its really cold out today though so I brought one of our heavy comforters to wrap you in” Yunho explained, Changmin smiled

“great, I’ve been so bored the last couple days” Changmin answered

“I’m going to go to the car then grab that comforter and on the way back I’ll grab a wheel chair” Yunho answered kissing Changmin’s forehead and disappeared returning 10 minutes later, he helped Changmin up and into the wheel Changmin, then unfolded the comforter to the half way point and tucked it around Changmin’s body and wheeled him outside, Changmin breathed the cool air and rested his head back

“thanks Yunnie, for always being there” Changmin muttered

“no thank you for being you” Yunho answered ducking his head and attaching his lips to Changmin’s who’s head was still tilted back, Yunho pulled away and Changmin smiled

“Yun, when we go back inside can you go find Dr. Kim I need to ask him something” Changmin as they stopped at a bench watching children play in the snow bundled in hat and gloves and snow jackets

“yea sure, does this have something to do with next month” Yunho asked, Changmin nodded

“if I’m this big now I’ll be bigger at the next month, I’m the bigger I am the more fluid they need to drain and the more pain for me” Changmin answered, Yunho nodded and slipped his hand under the comforter easily finding Changmin hands and twining them together and squeezing, 20 minutes later Changmin started shivering despite being wrapped in the comforter

“let go inside Min its getting colder” Yunho said sniffling, his nose was red, Changmin agreed and they headed in, Yunho took Changmin back to his room and helped him back into the hospital bed then went to find Dr. Kim

Changmin’s P.O.V.

After Yunho took me back inside and settled me down I laid back and waited for him to come back, he went to get Dr. Kim, cause I needed to know something before I was induced next month, mainly if I could have more then 2 people with me in the room, and how long it would take till the epidermal could be inserted, and of course how much pain would this cause, Yunho and Dr. Kim appeared 20 minutes later

“Changmin, Yunho said you wanted to ask me a couple things” Dr. Kim asked, Changmin nodded

“yes, is there any possible way that I could have more then 2 in the room next month when I’m induced” I replied

“In the room yes, in the O.R. no, just you and Yunho” Dr. Kim answered, I nodded sighing slightly in relief

“but how many will you allow” Yunho asked, almost like he was reading my mind

“no more then half a dozen” Dr. Kim answered

“so 6” I asked

“yes, also I should probably warn you this is gonna be extremely painful for you since there’s twins there an bigger amniotic sac, therefore a lot more amniotic fluid will needed to be drained” Dr. Kim explained

“I was going to ask you that” I answered

“well I answered your question” Dr. Kim answered

“indeed you did” I laughed and then he left, I could feel an impending panic attack coming and I couldn’t control it nor stop it, Yunho noticed

“Min you okay” he asked, I shook my head feel my chest tighten

“oh your not having a panic attack are you” Yunho asked, I nodded, my chest tighten even more, it felt like I was suffocating

“I need to call Jae” Yunho said suddenly voice panicked, I shook my head rapidly, I didn’t want Jae, I wanted Yunho, my breath started speeding up

“why” he asked, I reached my arm out to him he instantly came after, with a shaky hand I grabbed his and traced ‘cause I’m scared and I want you not Jae’ by now I was shaking breath short and choppy “okay, okay, now think what was it Jae did last time, oh right” Yunho answered, his hand moved to my chest and his fist rubbed over my heart, the sensation always soothed me, the tapping only made them worse, I felt my heart beat slow, and I focus on slowing my breathing only to break down in the process, I was seriously scared “Minnie are you scared cause of the induction” Yunho asked, I nodded, his arms wrapped around my upper torso and his tucked my head in his chest “hush, Minnie hush, everything’ll be okay, we’ll get you through it” Yunho said my hair continuously, I cried for several minutes before managing to calm myself down “Min, who are you asking to stay next month” Yunho asked moment after, I won’t talk after Panic attacks, so I started tracing ‘you, Jae and Su’ I paused thinking ‘Kyu, Minho’ then I stopped I was stuck

“okay that 5” Yunho said, I pouted ‘Taoris’ I traced

“that’s 2 people Min” Yunho exclaimed ‘I know’ I traced

“so then which one do you want more” Yunho asked, ‘Kris’ I traced

“then I’m sure Tao won’t mind you borrowing his boyfriend so a while” Yunho answered, I nodded ‘I love you’ I traced and place my palm over his heart

“I love you to Minnie” Yunho answered kissing the top of my head “are you still scared” I nodded, he hugged me tighter I clung to him and his let one of his arms slip down to my stomach and rubbed a hand over it, I felt a series of kicks, some of which actually hurt but moments later it settle. I had a month left before I may or may not be changed forever, I’d gained over 300 pounds baring these 2 and I had no clue how I was going to loose it.

A/N: alright everyone, the HoMin miff is over, Yunho done being douche and there still very much in love with each other, the italics are what Changmin traces on Yunho after his panic attack and the one in his panic attack. Why i decided to make Changmin have Panic attacks in the story i have no clue. Anyway enjoy

~~Maxi~~

P.S. thanks for the comments everyone, it helps me think of parts for the plots and always makes me smile, also thanks so so much for subcribing I.L.U