Chapter 7: Yunho’s Reaction

-Changmin P.O.V-

Today was the day I tell Yunho the truth and hope he understands and still excepts me for who I am. I‘d had my ultra sound early this morning, so I didn‘t arrive at school till about 10:30, so I had to catch up a little. The fear from last night is still there but I keep telling myself ‘its okay he’ll understand’ but Yunho can tell something’s up. Even at lunch I hardly ate anything just nibbled on some peanuts, I could tell by Deneeka looks that she’s worried. Finally the day ended and Yunho spoke

“Changmin, are you feeling okay, you’ve been acting strange all day” he asked, I breathed deeply before replying

“yea I’m fine, will you come back to my dorm with me, I have something to tell you” my voice sounded weird in my own ears and I hoped to god Yunho didn’t notice

“sure Min” Yunho replied and with that we headed to the dorms about half way there I felt a hand twine through mine, I looked up and saw it was Yunho’s he smiled at me and squeezed my hand lightly. When we arrived at mine and Deneeka’s dorm room I shouted

“hey Neeka, I’m back” she came out shortly after

“good, go take your vitamins, oh hi Yunho-shi” Deneeka said

“hello Deneeka, I didn’t know Changmin was also your room mate” I heard Yunho reply as I snuck off grabbing 2 vitamin’s from their bottle and slugging them down with water from a water bottle I’d stored in my room. I looked at my reflection in the full size mirror leaning against my wall under the window. Pulling up my tank which was under an over sized zip up hoodie I touched the hardened bump on my stomach ‘what’s Yunho going to think’ I thought, my stomach churned making me feel nauseous, I pulled off the hoodie and throw it into the corner before walking back toward the living area ready to face Yunho, Deneeka was standing in the living room doorway

“you ready Min, this might be the only chance you’ll get cause I won’t be able to talk to him after this, not unless I run into him be accident” she told me lowly “ready as I’ll ever be” I answered Deneeka hugged me placing her hands on my stomach, brown envelope in hand just in case

“hwaiting and remember I’m right here if you need me” she exclaimed, I nodded walking into the living room and sitting myself next to Yunho, Deneeka set herself on the couches arm behind me

“okay Min what is it you wanted to tell me” Yunho asked

“right okay, so remember how I told you I went out with Kim Jaejoong for a while before I met you” Yunho nodded so I continued heart pounding in my ears, I just prayed my blood pressure didn’t spike “well you see, he was just using me, he’d been dared by his friends, the last step he had to do was have with me, but he knew I wouldn’t do it willingly so he me” I added, the room had started spinning slightly and I cursed ‘no Changmin no, I have to tell him this myself, just hold on for a little while my little one and I’ll calm down’ I thought

“Jaejoong used you because he’s friend dared him to then you, he’s stupider then I thought” Yunho exclaimed voice laced with anger

“I know, and he’s got more to say” Deneeka answered for me hand landing on my shoulder, knowing my bearings were a little off, I closed my eyes and breathed deeply a few times hoping it would calm me some. It did cause when I opened my eyes the room was no longer spinning, Deneeka squeezed my shoulder, the action asking if i was okay, i reached my hand up and squeezed hers then patted her thigh, telling her i was alright before returning to my story

“anyway umm… 2 months later I wound up in the hospital cause Deneeka found passed out on my bedroom floor. That was when I found out I can transform into eggs cause I have both testosterone and female estrogen. That being said, well, I’m kinda sorta…well I’m pregnant, 3 and ½ months to be exact” I finally finished breathing in and out shaky and waited for Yunho to answer

“hmm… that’s what I figured I was just waiting for you to tell me on your own” Yunho answered both mine and Deneeka’s jaw’s dropped, did I hear him right

“w-what” I managed to stutter out

“I know your pregnant, I’ve knowing since that day you asked me to lunch, I have a friend like that to” Yunho replied

“your okay with all this, you don’t think he’s a freak” Deneeka asked

“no why would I, for one like I said I know someone like him, and two cause I love him, even if he is a freak, he’s still amazingly smart and talented and didn’t deserve what happened to him” Yunho replied honestly, I didn’t hear anything after the word Love ‘Yunho actually loves me’ I thought

“you-you love me” I managed to say

“yea Min, I’ve loved you since the moment I saw you and I’m willing to help you through every step of this pregnancy, I’ll be your protector and your lover, if you’ll let me that is” Yunho answered grabbing my hand and kissing the back of it like the gentleman he was, tears welled in my eyes and before I knew it they’d slipped down my cheeks

“damn it, I feel like such a cry baby, this is like the 3rd time I’ve cried this week. And of course you can cause I love you too” I replied sniffling, Yunho smiled wiping away my tears

“babe that’s normal, just like the morning sickness and the cravings” Yunho answered leaning forward and kissing my nose

“can I see” he asked touching my stomach, I nodded, no one other then Deneeka had seen my stomach and I trusted Yunho so now it was his turn, I stood up Deneeka following and walking behind the couch to the curtins pulling them closed only then did i pull off my tank revealing my tanned upper body, bump there and very obvious at this point, I looked away ashamed for some reason looking back when I felt warm hands settle on my stomach

“your beautiful like this, and I don’t mean from the outside but from the inside to” he said softly, those words went straight to my heart where they were locked away

“thank you Yunho, means a lot to hear something positive for once” I managed to say, Yunho smiled leaning forward slowly giving me a chance to back off if I wanted, I my suddenly dry lips but stayed put. The moment his lips touched mine it felt like I was in heaven, I felt safe in those arms, when we pulled apart the first words out of my mouth were

“I’m hungry, I want onion ring and vanilla soft serve again” both Yunho and Deneeka laughed, I pouted hitting them but ended up laughing with them. I was finally happy….lets just hope nothing ruins that. Later that day Yunho asked to see the ultra sounds.